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Chapter 13 - Weight We Don’t Speak Of

Arjun always said boys aren't supposed to cry.

Not because he believed it, but because that's what the world had pressed into him—like fingerprints on wet clay that never quite disappear.

Kabir, on the other hand, cried easily.

He cried when his dog died, when his sister left for college, when his father shouted a little too loudly. He cried over things Arjun never even allowed himself to feel.

And maybe that's why they became friends.

They met in class eleven, on a humid July morning where the ceiling fans did nothing but move the heat around. Arjun was the quiet, observant type—the one who sat by the window, staring outside like he belonged somewhere else. Kabir was late, breathless, and unapologetically loud.

"Is this seat taken?" Kabir asked, already dropping his bag beside Arjun before waiting for an answer.

Arjun glanced at him, then back out the window. "It is now."

Kabir grinned. "Good. I don't like asking twice."

That was it.

No dramatic moment. No realization. Just a boy who stayed and another who didn't push him away.

Kabir talked too much.

About movies, about random strangers he saw on the bus, about how he thought clouds looked like unfinished thoughts. Arjun didn't respond much, but he listened. Always listened.

And Kabir noticed.

"You don't talk much, do you?" he asked one day, chewing on a pen cap.

"I talk when I have something to say."

Kabir raised an eyebrow. "So you think I don't?"

Arjun's lips twitched, almost a smile. "I think you say everything."

Kabir laughed, loud and unfiltered. "Someone has to. Otherwise, the world would be too quiet."

Arjun didn't say it then, but he liked that about Kabir—that he filled the spaces Arjun was too afraid to enter.

Their friendship didn't grow loudly. It settled.

In shared lunches where Kabir stole half of Arjun's food and called it "quality control."

In after-school walks where they said nothing but felt everything.

In late-night calls where Kabir spoke and Arjun listened, and somehow that was enough.

But friendships, like people, carry unseen weight.

And Arjun had a lot of it.

It started with small things.

He stopped bringing lunch.

He stopped looking out the window.

He stopped answering Kabir's calls.

Kabir noticed, of course. He always did.

"Something's wrong," Kabir said one evening, cornering him near the school gate.

Arjun shook his head. "Nothing is."

"That's not true."

"It is."

Kabir stepped closer, voice softer now. "You don't have to do that with me."

"Do what?"

"Pretend."

The word hung between them like something fragile.

Arjun's jaw tightened. "I'm not pretending."

Kabir didn't argue. He just looked at him—really looked—and said, "Okay."

But it wasn't okay.

The truth was, Arjun's world was falling apart in ways he didn't know how to explain.

His father had lost his job months ago, but no one talked about it. His mother pretended everything was fine, stretching silence into something that almost felt normal. But Arjun saw the cracks—the unpaid bills, the late-night arguments whispered behind closed doors.

He felt it.

Every day. Every second.

But boys don't talk about these things.

So Arjun didn't.

Kabir, meanwhile, had his own storms.

His family looked perfect from the outside—big house, loud dinners, constant laughter. But perfection is often just noise hiding the truth.

His father's temper was unpredictable. His mother's silence was heavier than any argument. And Kabir… Kabir learned to laugh through it all.

Because if he stopped laughing, he might start breaking.

They were two boys carrying different worlds, standing side by side, pretending the weight didn't exist.

Until it did.

It was a Tuesday.

Nothing special about it. Just another day that started like any other.

But it ended differently.

Kabir found Arjun sitting on the school terrace, knees pulled to his chest, staring at nothing.

"You skipped class," Kabir said, trying to sound casual.

"So did you."

Kabir shrugged, sitting beside him. "I had a feeling."

Arjun didn't respond.

For a while, neither of them spoke. The silence wasn't uncomfortable—it never was with them. But this silence felt… heavier.

Finally, Kabir said, "You're scaring me."

That made Arjun laugh, but it was hollow. "Since when do you get scared?"

"Since you stopped being you."

Arjun's eyes flickered. "Maybe this is me."

Kabir shook his head. "No. This is you hiding."

Something in Arjun snapped then.

"Why does it matter?" he said, sharper than he intended. "Why do you care so much?"

Kabir blinked, taken aback. "Because you're my friend."

"And?"

"And that's enough!"

Arjun stood up, pacing. "You don't get it, Kabir. Not everything needs to be shared. Not everything needs to be… talked about."

Kabir stood too, matching his energy. "And not everything needs to be buried either!"

They were both breathing harder now, words spilling faster than they could control.

"I'm fine," Arjun insisted.

"You're not!" Kabir shot back.

"And even if I'm not, it's not your problem!"

The moment the words left his mouth, Arjun wished he could take them back.

Kabir froze.

For the first time since they met, Kabir didn't have anything to say.

He just looked at Arjun—hurt, confused, quiet.

"Okay," he said finally, voice small. "I get it."

And then he left.

Days passed.

Then weeks.

And silence grew where laughter once lived.

Arjun told himself it was better this way.

No questions. No pressure. No need to explain things he couldn't even understand himself.

But loneliness has a way of creeping in when you least expect it.

He noticed it in the empty seat beside him.

In the absence of random jokes.

In the way no one asked if he was okay anymore.

And for the first time, Arjun realized something.

Kabir hadn't just filled the silence.

He had made it bearable.

Meanwhile, Kabir was learning what it felt like to be alone in a crowd.

He still laughed. Still talked. Still acted like everything was fine.

But something had shifted.

Because the one person who truly listened… wasn't there anymore.

It all came crashing down one evening.

Kabir was at home when the shouting started again.

Louder this time. Angrier.

He sat in his room, hands pressed against his ears, trying to block it out. But you can't block out something that lives inside you.

And for the first time in a long time, Kabir didn't laugh.

He cried.

Not quietly. Not carefully.

He cried like everything he had been holding back was finally breaking free.

And in that moment, there was only one person he wanted.

Arjun.

He didn't think.

He just went.

Arjun opened the door, surprised to see Kabir standing there, eyes red, breathing uneven.

For a second, neither of them moved.

Then Kabir said, "I don't know how to do this without you."

And that was it.

That was all it took.

Arjun stepped aside, letting him in.

No questions. No hesitation.

Just presence.

They sat on the floor, backs against the wall, like they used to.

Kabir wiped his face, trying to laugh it off. "I look terrible, don't I?"

Arjun shook his head. "You look like someone who needed to cry."

Kabir smiled weakly. "You always say things like that."

"And you always pretend it's nothing."

Kabir exhaled, leaning his head back. "It's just… everything, you know? Home, school, life… it's too much sometimes."

Arjun nodded.

"I know."

Kabir glanced at him. "Do you?"

Arjun hesitated.

Then, for the first time, he said, "Yeah. I do."

And slowly, carefully, the walls started coming down.

Arjun talked.

About his father.

About the pressure.

About the fear of not being enough.

Kabir listened.

Really listened.

And when Arjun's voice broke, Kabir didn't look away.

He just said, "You don't have to carry it alone."

That night, something changed.

Not everything was fixed. Not all problems disappeared.

But the weight felt… lighter.

Because it was shared.

Weeks later, they were back on the terrace.

Same spot. Same view.

Different silence.

Kabir nudged Arjun. "You know, for someone who doesn't talk much, you say some pretty important things."

Arjun smirked. "And for someone who talks too much, you listen pretty well."

Kabir grinned. "Guess we balance each other out."

"Guess we do."

They sat there, watching the sky shift colors.

And for the first time in a long time, neither of them felt alone.

Because friendship isn't about fixing each other.

It's about staying.

Through the silence.

Through the storms.

Through the things we don't know how to say.

Arjun still didn't cry easily.

Kabir still laughed too much.

But now, they understood something they didn't before.

Strength isn't in hiding the weight.

It's in choosing who you trust to carry it with you.

And sometimes, that's enough.

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