Jay Jay's POV
I was waiting with the guys, for the dressing room to be ready.
" Jay, are you aure about this?" Keifer whispered to me as I was scrolling through pintrest.
" I thought the dress looked cute!" I said, I knew what he was going to say I just wanted to avoid it.
" Not the dress, getting married? Xavier's a good guy but are you happy with him?" He asked, he sent chills into my body.
" You see Keifer, when a guy you deeply loved betrays you and calls you a toy in his game you kind of give up on love." I said, I know it was harsh but he needed the truth.
He looked at me, like really looked at me.
"But Xavier was the only person I learned to love and when I gave him 5 percent of my love he gave 500. He didn't disappoint me like you did so I don't think you have a say in my marriage and I'm not being forced to this, I'm willingly marrying him, because I love him." I said, it was hard, it felt like I was lying to my self.
But after everything how can I trust him? Why did he leave? Did he not think I could handle it.
" I...I" Keifer was about to say but then Rachel came just in time my savior.
" Jay, you can come in." Rachel said and took my hand in.
" So these are the dresses I think you'll love! So, what's the deal with all the boys? Where's the gang?" Rachel asked.
" These are my old friends and one of them is my ex." I said, she gasped.
" Girl, you're kidding!" She said, I nodded in response.
" Okay you get dress, I'll wait for you outside." Rachel said, then went out side.
I saw the beautiful dresses, my favorite was a off the shoulder dress it was a silk dress with jems starting from the hem then fading as it goes down.
I took it and tried it on, I felt gorgeous in it.
" Hey, Rachel!" I said.
" Yeah, what do you need?" She asked.
" Do you have a veil to match?" I asked.
" First off, you look amazing and second ofcourse we do." She said and went to get a veil.
Then she came and placed the veil and I have no idea why but I started crying, I was laughing and crying.
Then it was time to show the dress to section E.
I stepped out and the boys immediately started shooting comments at me.
Calix: Our little Jay won't be little anymore. He said wiping fake tears
Felix: She'll now be a wife! Just not the husband we'd hope for.
"Edrix: Yo Keif! What do you think?
Keifer: beautiful
I looked at him, confused.
" What do you mean?" I asked.
" I mean you look stunning, I've always wished to see you in a wedding dress, God fullfilled it but in another way, it's a shame." He said, looking at me with tears daring to come out I couldn't tell if it was because he was sad or happy
Then I quickly snapped back to real life.
" Helena can you take a picture." I said and handed my phone.
" Sure." She said and clicked the picture.
" Thanks." I said and send it into the group chat.
" Yup this. Is the dress." I said.
" Great!" Rachel said
" But can you keep it on hold, cause I'll come back to get my bridesmaids dresses so I'll pay for everything then." I said.
" Ofcourse, have a good day Jay." Rachel said.
" Bye, see you later." I said and waved good bye.