Since then, nothing. Which is exactly how I want it.
Training is the only thing that gets me out of this room regularly.
I still go because i need it.
If I stay in here all day doing nothing, my mind starts wandering back to places I don't want it to go.
So I train.
But not with him, not anymore.
The first time I showed up and he was there waiting like usual, I stopped right at the entrance of the training room.
Aaron was there too, leaning against the wall like he always does.
Zane looked up when I walked in and there was this brief moment where it felt like things were about to go back to normal. Liek he expected me to just walk over and start.
I didn't.
I stood there and looked at him
Then I said, "I'm not training with you."
Just like that.
His expression didn't change much at first, just a slight tightening around his eyes.
"And why is that?" he asked.
Like he didn't already know.
I shrugged lightly.
"Because I don't want to."
