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Chapter 116 - What Life Could Be

London softened the next morning.

Not completely.

Not the way Èze did.

London still moved.

Still breathed in buses, footsteps, umbrellas, and coffee cups.

But the rain made everything quieter.

Less sharp.

More private.

Alina stood by the window of her hotel room, looking down at the wet street below.

People passed under umbrellas.

Cars moved slowly through narrow lanes.

The glass blurred the city just enough to make it feel like a painting.

Her phone buzzed.

Luc: Are you awake?

She smiled before she replied.

Alina: Yes.

A few seconds later—

Luc: Breakfast?

She typed:

Alina: Only if there's coffee.

His answer came quickly.

Luc: I'm offended you think I'd suggest breakfast without coffee.

She laughed softly.

Not loudly.

Just enough for the room to feel less empty.

They met downstairs twenty minutes later.

Luc was already waiting near the lobby, dressed simply, one hand in his coat pocket.

He looked up when she approached.

And paused.

Not long.

But enough.

"What?" she asked.

"Nothing."

"You always say nothing when it's something."

He smiled. "Good morning."

"That's not an answer."

"It's a safer answer."

She looked at him for a moment, then shook her head.

"Coward."

He laughed, low and easy.

"Yes."

They walked to a small café tucked between a bookstore and a flower shop.

The rain had weakened into mist, soft enough that neither of them opened an umbrella.

Inside, the café smelled like coffee, butter, and old wood.

They sat near the window.

"You look happy," Luc said.

Alina looked up from the menu.

"Do I?"

"Yes."

She glanced outside.

"I think I like rainy cities."

"Rainy cities?"

"They make people look more honest."

He raised an eyebrow.

"How?"

"Everyone gives up pretending to be elegant."

Luc looked outside just as a man almost lost control of his umbrella.

Then he nodded.

"That is true."

She smiled into her coffee.

They ate slowly.

Luc ordered too much because he wanted her to try different things.

She accused him of treating breakfast like a tasting menu.

He said that was a compliment.

She said it was not.

He smiled like he disagreed.

After breakfast, they went into the bookstore next door.

It was narrow, warm, slightly crowded, and perfect.

Books leaned into each other on wooden shelves.

Stacks formed small towers on tables.

A handwritten note beside the classics section read:

Please disturb the books. They enjoy attention.

Alina stopped in front of it.

"I like this place," she said.

"You've been inside for thirty seconds."

"That's enough."

Luc stood beside her. "Efficient judgment."

"Accurate judgment."

He looked around. "What are you looking for?"

"I don't know yet."

"That's dangerous in a bookstore."

"True."

She moved slowly through the shelves.

Luc didn't follow too closely.

He gave her space.

That was one of the things she liked about him.

He knew when to stay near.

And when proximity became pressure.

She stopped in front of a shelf of used novels.

Luc appeared beside her a few seconds later, holding a book.

"This one?" he asked.

She looked at the cover.

"You're recommending me a book now?"

"I'm trying."

"Based on what?"

He tilted his head.

"You like stories where people survive quietly."

She looked at him.

The book remained between them.

"That's specific."

"You're specific."

A pause.

She took the book from him.

Their fingers touched lightly.

Neither of them moved for a second.

Then she looked down at the cover.

"I'll buy it."

"You haven't read the back."

"I trust your reasoning."

His expression softened.

Only slightly.

But she saw it.

They spent nearly two hours there.

Not speaking the whole time.

Sometimes they stood on opposite sides of the store.

Sometimes they met at the same shelf.

Sometimes one of them lifted a book silently and the other shook their head or nodded.

It became a conversation without words.

At one point, Luc found her sitting on the floor between two shelves, reading the first page of a novel.

"Comfortable?" he asked.

"Yes."

"You know there are chairs."

"I know."

"And yet."

"The floor has chosen me."

He stared at her.

Then sat down beside her.

"What are you doing?" she asked.

"Respecting the floor's decision."

She laughed.

This time, fully.

The sound surprised her.

Not because laughter was rare now.

But because this kind felt younger.

Unplanned.

Luc looked at her when she laughed.

Not like he was amused.

Like he wanted to remember it.

She noticed.

The laughter softened in her chest.

"Don't look at me like that," she said.

"Like what?"

"Like you're collecting something."

He was quiet for a moment.

Then said, "Maybe I am."

Her breath paused.

Only for a second.

"What?"

"Moments."

The bookstore hummed around them.

Pages turned.

Rain tapped gently against the window.

Someone coughed near the history section.

But the space between them changed.

Again.

Alina looked back at her book.

Not because she wanted to stop the moment.

But because she needed somewhere safe to put her eyes.

Later, they walked.

No real destination.

Just London.

Wet pavements.

Old buildings.

Small gardens behind iron fences.

People moving around them like they were part of a different current.

Luc carried the books because he had taken the bag from her without asking.

She let him.

"You're doing that thing again," she said.

"What thing?"

"Taking care of something before I think to ask."

He glanced at the bag.

"It's books."

"It's still a thing."

"Do you dislike it?"

She thought about it.

"No."

"Then I'll continue."

She looked ahead, hiding the small smile she couldn't quite stop.

They found a park by accident.

Or maybe Luc had known it was there.

She didn't ask.

The grass was damp.

The benches were mostly empty.

Bare branches moved gently in the wind.

They walked under the trees.

"This city feels different with you," Alina said.

Luc looked at her.

"Different from what?"

"From how I remember cities."

"How did you remember them?"

She took a moment.

"Useful."

He didn't interrupt.

"Cities were places where things happened," she continued. "Meetings. Dinners. Obligations. Decisions. Appearances."

"And now?"

She looked around.

"Now it feels like a place where I can just walk."

He nodded slowly.

"That sounds better."

"It is."

They stopped near a pond.

A few ducks moved through the water like they owned all of London.

Luc watched them seriously.

"That one looks arrogant," he said.

Alina followed his gaze.

"It's a duck."

"Yes. An arrogant duck."

"You judge ducks now?"

"I observe character."

She laughed again.

"I don't know why I keep spending time with you."

"I cook."

"That is true."

"And I carry books."

"Also true."

"And I respect arrogant ducks."

"That might be the strongest argument."

He looked pleased.

"I thought so."

They sat on a bench.

Not too close at first.

Then, gradually, as the cold moved through the air, closer.

Their shoulders didn't touch.

But the space between them was small.

Comfortable.

Dangerous.

"Are you cold?" Luc asked.

"A little."

He looked at her hands.

"You should have worn gloves."

"I didn't plan to be cold."

"That's not how weather works."

She gave him a look.

"Thank you for explaining weather."

"You're welcome."

He took off his scarf and held it out.

She stared at it.

"No."

"Yes."

"You'll be cold."

"I'm fine."

"You're lying."

"You're stubborn."

"So are you."

He stepped closer and wrapped the scarf around her before she could argue further.

The gesture was simple.

Practical.

Almost ordinary.

Except his hands were near her face.

Except she could smell his cologne, faint and warm beneath the cold air.

Except he was close enough that she could see the tiny line between his brows as he concentrated.

"There," he said quietly.

She didn't answer immediately.

The scarf was warm.

He was still close.

Too close.

Or maybe finally close enough.

"Thank you," she said.

His eyes stayed on hers.

"You're welcome."

Neither of them moved.

Then a child ran past them chasing a pigeon, shouting something dramatic and entirely unintelligible.

The moment broke.

Luc stepped back.

Alina looked away, half grateful, half disappointed.

That evening, they returned to the hotel with wet shoes, new books, and no plan.

In the lobby, they stopped.

Neither of them seemed ready to go upstairs.

"Dinner later?" Luc asked.

"Yes."

"What kind?"

"Something warm."

"That's not a cuisine."

"It's a valid category."

He nodded as if considering a professional culinary standard.

"Warm food. I'll see what London can do."

She smiled.

Before she went to her room, she checked her phone.

Messages filled the group chat.

Camille: London update, please.

Margot: Photos or it didn't happen.

Julien: Do not send photos of food only. We need emotional context.

Ethan: I second emotional context.

Alina leaned against her door and typed.

Alina: Bookstores. Rain. Walks. Warm food later.

Camille replied instantly.

Camille: That sounds romantic.

Alina stared at the message.

A little too long.

Then typed:

Alina: It's peaceful.

Margot replied:

Margot: Sometimes that's more dangerous.

Alina didn't answer.

Because Margot was right.

Dinner was in a small restaurant with fogged windows and candles on the tables.

Warm food, as requested.

Soup.

Bread.

Something slow-cooked that made Luc close his eyes for a second after tasting it.

"Good?" Alina asked.

"Very."

"Chef approval?"

"Reluctantly."

She smiled. "High praise."

They talked through dinner.

About the bookstore.

About Èze.

About New York.

About how cities changed depending on who you were with.

"Do you still miss New York?" Luc asked.

"Sometimes."

"What part?"

She thought about it.

"My friends. Certain restaurants. The feeling that anything could happen."

"And the rest?"

"The rest can stay where it is."

He nodded.

"And you?" she asked. "Do you miss Nice when you're in Èze?"

"Sometimes."

"What part?"

"The kitchen. The pace. The version of me that built something there."

"And the rest?"

He smiled faintly.

"The rest can also stay where it is."

She looked at him.

"That sounds familiar."

"I learned from you."

"No, you didn't."

"I did."

"Luc."

"What?"

"You were already like this."

He was quiet after that.

Not uncomfortable.

Just touched in a place she hadn't meant to reach.

"You think so?" he asked.

"Yes."

The candlelight softened his face.

For a moment, she forgot what she had been planning to say next.

Because he really was beautiful.

Not in a sharp, distant way.

In a warm, human, almost unbearable way.

He noticed her silence.

"What is it?"

She shook her head.

"Nothing."

"Now you're doing it."

"Doing what?"

"Not saying something."

She looked down at her glass.

Then back at him.

"I was thinking that this feels easy."

His expression changed.

Softened.

Deepened.

"With me?" he asked.

"Yes."

He didn't smile.

Not immediately.

"It feels easy with you too," he said.

The words were simple.

But they stayed.

Later, as they walked back to the hotel, London glowed around them.

Rain had stopped.

The pavement reflected the lights.

Everything looked slightly unreal.

Alina walked beside him, his scarf still around her neck.

She had forgotten to give it back.

Or maybe she hadn't.

At the hotel entrance, they paused again.

This had become dangerous too.

Doorways.

Hallways.

Good nights.

All these ordinary endings turning into places where something could begin.

"I should give this back," she said, touching the scarf.

"Keep it tonight."

"You'll be cold."

"I'll survive."

She looked at him.

"Dramatic."

"Practical."

A pause.

"Thank you," she said.

"For the scarf?"

"For today."

His gaze stayed on hers.

"For today," he repeated softly.

They stood there for a moment longer.

Not crossing anything.

But close to it.

Always close now.

When Alina finally went upstairs, she didn't feel restless.

She didn't feel confused.

She felt full.

Not overwhelmed.

Not consumed.

Just full.

In her room, she placed the books on the table.

Then the scarf beside them.

The city hummed beyond the window.

Her phone buzzed again.

Camille: Are you happy?

Alina stared at the question.

Then looked at the scarf.

The books.

The rain on the glass.

The memory of Luc sitting beside her on the bookstore floor, saying he collected moments.

She typed slowly.

Alina: Yes.

A pause.

Then she added:

Alina: I think this is what life could be.

She sent it before she could overthink it.

Then placed the phone down.

Outside, London continued.

Soft.

Wet.

Alive.

And for the first time, the future didn't feel like something she needed to build carefully from a distance.

It felt closer than that.

It felt like walking in the rain with someone who noticed when she was cold.

Like laughing at arrogant ducks.

Like warm food.

Like books chosen by someone who knew her too well.

Like a life that didn't ask her to shrink, perform, or explain.

A life that could hold everything.

Work.

Friendship.

Quiet.

Desire.

Presence.

And Luc.

Especially Luc.

She touched the scarf lightly.

Then let her hand fall away.

The thought stayed.

Not loud.

Not dramatic.

But clear.

This is what life could be.

And maybe—

if she let it—

what life already was.

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