That memory has been replaying in my head as I stand outside her door, and I cannot help but wonder if that was the moment she decided I was disgusting.
Was that the moment she looked at me and saw something she did not like?
Only one way to find out...
I cannot say for sure whether Marina is celibate or even a virgin, and to be perfectly honest... I do not think it is any of my business either way.
People have their own preferences, and their own reasons for choosing the lives they lead.
I have always believed that those choices deserve respect rather than judgment or scrutiny.
I respect people's choices, except when I just want to tease them a little.
But I sure hope she is not in some kind of trouble.
I hope she does not need help with something that she has been too proud, stubborn, or too afraid to ask for.
Because if she is carrying some burden alone, some weight that she has been hiding behind that calm and composed exterior, then I want to know about it.
