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Chapter 618 - 657. Sagara Nagatoki (相良 長時).

Sagara Nagatoki (相良 長時).

 

The door is low.

The threshold has been worn smooth.

The moment he steps inside, the floorboards hum underfoot.

It is the sound of a house that has taken in people for a long time.

Park Seong-jin removes his hat and pauses, looking into the room.

Smoke, rice, and wet wood overlap in the air.

Somewhere a pot of sake is being warmed.

Elsewhere someone sets down a wooden bowl.

"May I stay for the night?"

His voice is low and plain.

The innkeeper looks him over once and nods as if nothing is unusual.

They no longer ask.

Where he came from, why he came.

Anyone who doesn't live here comes to a lodging house.

"Rooms are upstairs.

The sun reaches them well."

As he climbs the stairs, the creak follows his feet.

Inside the room, the smell of tatami hits first.

The window is small and the paper door is thin.

Even so, the breeze comes through.

He sets his bundle down and stands there for a while.

He does nothing.

Standing is also rest.

A little later, he goes back down.

The meal has already been set out.

White rice, a bowl of miso soup, a few pickled vegetables, one piece of grilled fish.

Nothing special.

He sits and eats slowly without speaking.

There is no reason to hurry.

Between chewing, swallowing, and lifting one spoon of soup, the day loosens a little.

When he finishes, he heats water.

In the small washing place behind the inn, he undresses and cleans himself.

The water is cold and his hands grow dull.

The smell of blood is almost gone now.

Still, he rubs his arms again and again.

To wash is not to erase grime.

It is to let time pass through you.

He dries his hair, dresses again.

Back in the room he sits for a moment—then stands once more.

Keeping still is harder.

So he goes outside.

He circles the village once.

Children kick stones as they play.

Old men sit in doorways, taking the sun.

The whir of a spinning wheel, the crack of splitting firewood, a temple bell from far away—sounds overlap.

No one looks at him.

Or they look and pretend not to.

Here, that is the greatest courtesy.

He stops briefly on a bridge.

The water moves slowly and the boats are tied up.

A boatman repairs a net.

Nearby someone drinks and laughs.

The laughter is not loud.

In this town, laughter always comes out only halfway.

He walks on.

Past a temple, past a shrine, and pauses at the door of a brewery.

It smells of rice.

The smell of fermentation.

The smell of being alive.

He stands there a long moment, nods once without a word, and moves on.

When the sun tilts, the village changes color.

Noise sinks.

Shadows lengthen.

He returns to the inn.

Inside the room he opens the window a little.

Wind comes in.

It is the last thing he does today.

He lies down and looks at the ceiling.

He thinks of nothing.

Or when thoughts rise, he does not grab them.

Slowly, quietly—like someone who will live again tomorrow.

And in that, Park Seong-jin ends his day as well.

As if nothing happened—

yet with a face that has clearly spent the whole day.

---*

He is sitting on the first floor, sipping tea, when someone stands at the doorway.

Before a word is spoken, the air gives it away.

It feels like Akai's people.

"Akai-nim sent me."

Park Seong-jin doesn't set the cup down—only lifts his eyes.

Sending someone after a day or two.

Absurd.

His next destination isn't even decided.

He himself doesn't know whether he'll break east or west.

One matter must end before the next road opens—yet they always stick to him one beat early.

"Fine.

What is it?"

"Many people have come down from Kyoto.

They seem to be looking into the matter, but since you weren't there, they've been asking questions here and there."

He nods.

It is the flow he expected.

Whether you want it or not, things run where they will.

As water gathers where the curve is lowest, affairs gather where the seam is weakest.

Nanjo went there, got rough with his mouth—so of course they would remove him.

A thing unwelcome here is unwelcome there as well.

"Nanjo?"

The messenger shakes his head.

"He said you would ask.

He hasn't come, and he hasn't been seen.

It seems something has happened."

Park Seong-jin doesn't ask more.

Nanjo's whereabouts are no longer the decisive point.

He drains his cup and speaks evenly to the messenger.

There is much to think about, much to regret.

Much to examine—and yet the human heart cannot easily let even one thing go.

Admit you were wrong, catch the men who played pirate, kill them, return what was taken, add compensation, and it ends.

But they won't.

Because they won't, it grows.

They try to slip past without an apology—who would accept that.

Without compensation, if they say only "we won't do it again," who would tell them to.

"Tell them this.

If the people from Kyoto come and still can't reach a conclusion, I'll go to Kyoto myself before long."

After he says it, he lifts his eyes briefly to the sky.

The wind is steady.

Clouds drift slowly.

He now understands, dimly, what it means to refrain from intervening in the world.

If he decides to, there is almost nothing he cannot do—

but then too many things twist out of true.

When overwhelming power touches the current, cause and effect warp without fail.

You can say even that power's appearance is part of cause and effect—

and that is why those who reach a higher realm usually step away from the world.

They keep distance, or they simply do not remain.

He reached this place too early.

He gained the realm, but the world is still something he is learning.

So he must remain, move, collide, and confirm.

He lowers his gaze and continues quietly.

"I won't claim I can say exactly what happens if I go.

But one thing is clear."

He looks the messenger straight in the eye.

"There's a strong chance there won't be any 'normal' people left in Kyoto.

Tell them that."

"Understood!

I will deliver it exactly."

---*

Sagara Nagatoki (相良 長時).

Later, people would call him by that name.

But while he lived, he was usually "the young lord of Sagara."

The master of Hitoyoshi, deep in Higo, standing beside the Kuma River.

Before his name became "domain lord," it was still simply a man's name.

His birth name was Yorimasa (頼正).

Ironically, it was also a name his father, Sagara Yoshihi, had once used.

The Sagara clan had long practiced the custom of passing the same names around.

A way to show the continuity of blood—

and an almost ritual act of draping an ancestor's spirit over a descendant.

A name belonged less to the person than to the house.

Yorimasa was cautious as a child.

He spoke little and did not hold people's eyes for long.

Instead, he looked at the river for a long time.

The Kuma River that wrapped around Hitoyoshi always seemed the same—

yet it was never the same for even a single day.

He learned to read those differences.

He learned that the world also flows like that—

calm on the surface, endlessly changing within.

As years passed and the country finally caught its breath and began to wear a shell called "order," he changed his name.

In Genna 2, when he was already close to old age, he chose Nagatoki—

a name that had belonged to one of the clan's older ancestors.

It was a choice that called the bloodline aloud again.

It was also a choice to bury himself, not as an individual, but inside the clan's time.

He did not think of himself as a hero.

He only tried to keep this land from being soaked in blood again.

Like the Kuma River's channel—

not violently shaken, yet never stopping.

That was the way of life Sagara Nagatoki chose.

Later, people said:

Hitoyoshi endured not because its walls were high, but because the name Sagara stood there.

And now—

after a little more than half a shichen had passed, that Sagara came down.

To carry out what he had promised.

Park Seong-jin expected he would not truly follow through.

He did not expect him to come down and report.

He had intended to use that as the reason to cut him down in front of everyone.

But Sagara was more sincere than expected.

No—more desperate than expected.

"Loyalty.

Sagara Nagatoki of Sashiki greets you, sir."

Park Seong-jin tilts his head.

"Didn't I see you earlier?"

The men who came with him widen their spacing at that remark.

Front and back, left and right—space opens at once.

Once the gap is made, they all drop flat to the ground in a bow.

The innkeeper and workers, recognizing a lord, also press their foreheads to the floor.

Sound disappears.

"I came down to explain the fulfillment of what I said."

"Why?

Changing something?

Hard to do once you try?"

"No."

With his head lowered, Sagara answers clearly, word by word.

"In the confusion, I believe my words ran ahead of me.

I wish to confirm again.

I issued instructions several times and inspected again…

yet I judged it right to leave it as a document, and came down at once."

"A document?"

At that moment, a neatly dressed young boy walked in, holding a letter above his head.

Only then did Park Seong-jin realize.

Even if this man collapses in an instant, he stands above many.

He may look foolish, but he is someone's superior.

Livelihoods and lives hang under him.

Park Seong-jin offers him a seat.

"Come in and sit."

That is courtesy.

Not every captive is the same.

This one is the representative who must speak.

A civil retainer stands at Sagara's side, and a maid steps behind him.

They unfold the letter.

It is well written.

The conditions spoken earlier are organized.

Overlapping clauses have been merged into one.

Compensation, the hostage, the method of delivery—nothing is missing.

Park Seong-jin asks for the brush and seals first.

Then Sagara Nagatoki seals as well.

Another copy is produced and sealed again.

Park Seong-jin tells them to make one more.

"Write three."

"Yes."

"Send one to Kyoto."

"Yes."

Kyoto may take it as humiliation.

But in the sense of informing them, it is also a kind of respect.

How they receive it is their choice.

And the boy who carried the letter becomes clear.

A hostage.

Too young.

Ten—maybe eleven.

The image of himself, marching to war at fifteen, overlays.

Something in his chest stings.

It isn't the child's fault, and yet the child carries it instead.

"The hostage is my eldest son," Sagara says quietly.

"I had him late.

He was hard to have."

Park Seong-jin watches the boy for a long time, then speaks.

"Send him to Karatsu."

"To Karatsu?"

"He's still young.

Goryeo is too far."

He pauses, then adds.

"If he goes, he may not come back.

If your greed is restrained, that is enough.

I have no intention of cutting off your line."

Then he says to the boy,

"There, help the Goryeo troops."

Sagara Nagatoki drops to his knees at once.

"Loyalty."

He is told to send the letter to Karatsu.

To Yoon Dam, or to Song I-jeong.

"Loyalty."

Sagara asks to bring him up to the castle for hospitality.

Park Seong-jin shakes his head.

So food and drink are carried to the inn instead.

Not the castle—

but the place where people live.

That night, only a quiet warmth of drink moved through the inn.

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