Chapter 18 Duality and the Goddess
Aarav's eyes snapped open yanked from the abyss by an invisible cord. His pupils were dilated his breath a caught thing in his throat. A single name escaped his lips on a ragged exhale Kiyan.
Arushi was instantly at his side her hands firm on his shoulders grounding him. Easy Aarav. It is me. You are safe.
His vision swam then sharpened. He saw the familiar lines of worry etched on his sister's face. Didi you.
Yes it is Arushi. Do you know how you got here.
Aarav shook his head slowly. The walls of his room his window his bed they were anchors in a sea of disorientation. The journey back was a blank space a blur of darkness and muffled sensation.
Kiyan Arushi said the name deliberate measured. He brought you. You were unconscious. I called your phone so many times when he finally answered She leaned closer her voice dropping. How did you faint Aarav.
Aarav brought his hands to his temples. Memories returned in jagged shards. The deserted street. The black car gliding to a stop. Men in white coats moving with fluid predatory grace. A sharp cloying sweetness. A blue tinged nothingness. I do not know Didi he managed forcing his voice steady. Maybe stress. Weakness. And Kiyan He was here.
Yes. Just long enough. Now rest. I will be back. She gave his shoulder a final reassuring squeeze and left the door clicking shut softly behind her.
The moment she was gone Aarav's composure fractured. He fell back against the pillows staring at the ceiling as if it held answers. A storm raged in his mind. How did he know. How did he find me. He saved me carried me here. Have I been wrong about him. The warring feelings of fear and attraction were gone washed away by a surge of profound gratitude and a burning desperate curiosity.
Far away where the moonlight dripped like silver sap onto the forest floor it illuminated the jagged mouth of a hidden Andhkaar Guha (dark cave). Kiyan entered his form a sliver of moving shadow. The air inside was heavy sacred thick with the scent of damp earth ancient stone and the faint lingering ghost of sandalwood.
At the heart of the cavern carved from the living rock of the mountain itself stood a massive statue of a Devanshi (goddess a divine feminine being). Her eyes were vast empty pools that seemed to gaze into the abyss of time. Stone hair intricately detailed cascaded around her like a frozen black waterfall reaching her feet. Anklets bangles an elaborate girdle at her waist all rendered in immutable rock. A large complex nose ring adorned her face. And most unnerving of all her feet were reversed. Heels forward toes behind as if she stood simultaneously in two worlds belonging wholly to neither.
Kiyan sank to his knees before her the stone cold and unforgiving against his skin. A sob raw and ancient ripped from his chest. Tears not of silver fire this time but of pure human anguish streamed down his face tracing paths through the dust on his cheeks.
Mother what do I do. His voice was that of a lost child trembling in the vast silent cathedral of stone. How do I stay away from him. What is happening to me. Perhaps he is not even human he has a power like mine. That day he saved me. I try to go far away but I cannot. The further I try to run the closer I am pulled. I do not know how but I feel it when he is in danger I am compelled to go. Mother what is this. In 250 years I have never been in this condition. And now whenever he is near I lose all control over myself.
He bowed his head until his forehead pressed against the Devanshi's cold stone feet. The rise and fall of his shoulders spoke of an agony no amount of stolen years could ever soothe. Here was a Chhayodhbhav (a nightborn entity who drains age) of immense power utterly helpless before a single fragile human heart.
At the mouth of the cave a shadow detached itself from the greater darkness. A figure in a dark coat stood silhouetted against the star dusted night silently observing Kiyan's solitary grief. For a moment something flickered in the observer's eyes understanding perhaps or a sliver of pity. Then without a sound he turned and melted back into the forest leaving Kiyan alone with his stone deity and his crumbling resolve.
Midnight bled into the deeper hours. Aarav tossed in a restless sleep chased by shadows with white coats and saved by glimpses of molten gold. And Kiyan exhausted and emotionally spent curled on the unforgiving stone floor at the Devanshi's feet and fell into a fitful dreamless sleep.
The first blade of morning light cut across Aarav's face. He stirred turning from it and sat up. Arushi was leaning against the doorframe a knowing smile playing on her lips.
Aarav you are awake. I have a surprise for you today.
Aarav rubbed the sleep from his eyes. What surprise Didi.
Get dressed first then I will tell you.
Fueled by a curiosity that momentarily overrode his turmoil Aarav got ready quickly. When he returned Arushi was waiting her eyes sparkling.
Well. What is it.
Papa is coming she announced her voice bright. Today.
What. Papa is coming Aarav's voice held a mix of shock and genuine delight. Then a slow heavy gravity settled over his features. Good. He is coming. The thought was a cold hard stone in his gut. Today I will ask him. About the Aagya Sangathan (the Aagya organization). About those men in white. The secret ends here.
What are you thinking Arushi asked her perceptive eyes reading the shift in his demeanor.
Nothing Didi Aarav said quickly plastering on a thin smile. But his eyes held a new steely resolve. He was no longer just a boy caught in an emotional snare. He was standing on the precipice of a secret that threatened to redefine not just his own destiny but to irrevocably entwine it with the lonely ancient soul weeping in a stone cave. The time for questions was over. The time for answers had begun.
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