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Chapter 45 - Chapter 37 — Cracks Beneath Control

I stepped outside.

Fresh air rushed against my skin—

Cool.

Gentle.

Almost soothing.

It should have calmed me.

Instead—

It irritated me.

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A faint unease lingered beneath my thoughts.

Subtle.

Persistent.

Like something scratching at the back of my mind.

Trying to get out.

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"…What is this feeling?" I muttered under my breath.

I couldn't place it.

And that made it worse.

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Footsteps followed behind me.

My brother stepped out shortly after.

"Velzahar… what's wrong with you today?" he asked, his tone cautious.

Concerned.

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I turned to face him slowly.

"Nothing."

My voice came out flat.

Too flat.

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He paused.

His eyes narrowed slightly.

Studying me.

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"…You've been off since morning," he said carefully.

"Your energy… your presence… it's different."

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I said nothing.

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He hesitated.

Like he wasn't sure if he should continue.

But he did.

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"…Your pupils just flashed red."

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Silence.

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"…Are you sure nothing's wrong?" he pressed.

"Are you angry? At someone? At something?"

"You can tell me."

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His voice softened.

"You can take a break from training. Or go for treatment—"

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"I said nothing is wrong."

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My voice snapped.

Sharpened.

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And for a brief moment—

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My vision tinged red.

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Not imagined.

Not subtle.

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Real.

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BOOM—

A faint pressure burst from my body.

Small.

But violent.

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My brother froze.

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"…Velzahar…"

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I turned away.

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"Drop it."

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Then—

BOOM!!!

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I blasted off the ground.

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The air split behind me as I accelerated forward.

Wind tearing past my body.

Speed rising.

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But my thoughts—

Were louder.

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"…Control it."

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My father's words echoed again.

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What does that mean?

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My fists clenched mid-flight.

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And these eyes…

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Red.

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That wasn't normal.

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"…What's happening to me?"

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Behind me—

Another explosion.

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BOOM!!!

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My brother followed.

His aura flaring white, dense and stable.

He closed the distance quickly.

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"Velzahar!"

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He matched my speed.

Floating beside me.

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"…Sorry to push," he said, voice lower now, more serious.

"But this isn't normal."

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I didn't respond.

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"…Even Dad reacted."

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That made my eyes narrow slightly.

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"He told you to 'control it.'"

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A pause.

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"…Control what?"

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Silence.

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I could feel it again.

That irritation.

Growing.

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"…Can I help?" he asked.

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I exhaled sharply.

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"It's nothing."

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Still—

I didn't look at him.

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He opened his mouth again—

Then stopped.

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The words didn't come out.

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He noticed.

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Every time he pressed—

My aura shifted.

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My eyes—

Flashed red.

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Longer.

More frequent.

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"…Alright," he finally said.

Resigning.

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But his guard didn't drop.

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Not even slightly.

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We continued flying in silence.

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Until—

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The training grounds came into view.

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I slowed.

Landing smoothly.

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My breathing steady.

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My pupils—

Back to black.

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For now.

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I walked inside without a word.

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The gravity chamber was already active.

Most of the group had arrived.

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I moved to a corner.

Sat down cross-legged.

Closed my eyes.

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Breathe in.

Breathe out.

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Calm it.

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Suppress it.

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I focused inward.

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But—

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Something resisted.

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Like a beast refusing to be caged.

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"…Stay down."

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The thought came instinctively.

Cold.

Controlled.

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And slowly—

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The irritation faded.

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Not gone.

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But… quieter.

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Twenty minutes passed.

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Then—

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I felt it.

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A presence.

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Caelion.

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My eyes opened instantly.

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And in that moment—

Something felt wrong.

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I scanned the room.

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Counted.

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One.

Two.

Three…

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Twenty-one.

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My eyes narrowed.

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We were supposed to be twenty.

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Including Caelion—

That should make twenty-one.

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But right now—

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There were twenty-one…

Before he even stepped in.

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"…Strange."

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The door opened.

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Caelion walked in casually.

Like nothing was off.

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But I noticed.

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And someone else did too.

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A faint shift in the room.

Subtle tension.

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He walked to the center.

Turned toward us.

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"Seems everyone's here," he said with a light smile.

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Too light.

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"Sorry for being late."

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No one responded.

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"Good morning. How's everyone feeling?"

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Still—

Silence.

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He smiled wider.

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"Good."

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SNAP—

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Chairs appeared instantly.

Arranged neatly.

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No one sat.

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Not immediately.

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Everyone remained standing.

Watching.

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Waiting.

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Caelion sat first.

Elevated position.

Eyes scanning.

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"Please," he said casually.

"Have a seat."

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But something about his smile—

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Was off.

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Calculated.

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Testing.

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I glanced at the chair.

Sensed it.

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No immediate danger.

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Worst case—

A trap.

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"…Fine."

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I sat.

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The others followed.

Slowly.

Reluctantly.

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The room settled.

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Then—

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Caelion leaned forward slightly.

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"Let's begin today with something… important."

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His tone shifted.

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Not playful anymore.

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Serious.

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"Education."

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A pause.

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"Today's topic…"

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His eyes swept across us.

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Then stopped—

On me.

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Just for a second.

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"…The Path to Godhood."

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The room changed instantly.

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Curiosity replaced tension.

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Focus sharpened.

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Even I leaned slightly forward.

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This—

Was important.

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"Before that," Caelion continued,

"we need to talk about cultivation."

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A simple word.

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But heavy.

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"Power doesn't come from strength alone," he said calmly.

"It comes from understanding how to grow it."

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He raised a finger.

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"There are different paths."

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"Energy cultivation."

"Body cultivation."

"Law comprehension."

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"Most of you…"

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He smiled faintly.

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"…are doing all three."

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A pause.

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"But not correctly."

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Silence.

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"Energy cultivation strengthens your output."

"Body cultivation strengthens your vessel."

"Law comprehension defines your authority."

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He leaned back.

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"Neglect one…"

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His eyes hardened slightly.

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"…and you limit everything."

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I listened closely.

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Because now—

It made sense.

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My body.

My recent changes.

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"…Body cultivation…" I thought quietly.

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The pain.

The transformation.

The hunger.

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It wasn't random.

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It was necessary.

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But incomplete.

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"Now," Caelion continued,

"the path to Godhood…"

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His voice dropped slightly.

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"…is the balance of all three."

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Silence filled the chamber.

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Heavy.

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Meaningful.

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"Too much power…"

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"…and your body breaks."

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"Too much body…"

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"…and your growth slows."

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"Too much law…"

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"…and you collapse under your own authority."

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A pause.

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Then—

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He smiled.

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"…Or worse."

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Something about that smile—

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Sent a chill down my spine.

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"…Worse?" someone muttered.

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Caelion didn't answer.

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Instead—

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His eyes shifted.

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Back to me.

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"…Some of you," he said slowly,

"are already walking dangerous paths."

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My pupils flickered.

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Red.

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Just for a moment.

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But this time—

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I felt it.

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Not irritation.

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Not emotion.

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Something else.

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Something…

Watching back.

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And Caelion saw it.

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His smile deepened.

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"…Good."

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