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Chapter 22 - CHAPTER 21 - The Girl Before You

Third-Person Limited - Kendra

School after Christmas break felt exactly the same and completely different.

Same gray halls. Same lockers. The same teachers who looked as tired as the students. Same smell of cafeteria mystery meat and too-strong cleaning chemicals.

Different eyes.

The minute Kendra walked in, she felt it.

Humans and wolves alike glanced her way, then pretended they hadn't. Some smiled, some whispered, some just watched.

Maya fell into step beside her. "You're trending again," she muttered.

"Oh, joy," Kendra said. "What is it this time? My hair? My shoes? My existence?"

"Your Christmas," Maya said. "Apparently somebody's cousin saw you at the Garrison house and told somebody's sister who told @GarrisonTea, and now the word 'family' is being thrown around like confetti."

"As it should," Erica said, joining them. "The food was fire. Ten out of ten, would eat at Alpha HQ again."

Alrreah snorted. "Of course you're thinking about food."

"I'm always thinking about food," Erica replied.

Kendra tried to shrug it off, but the word lodged in her chest anyway.

Family.

It was… too big and too fragile a word to let strangers throw around.

She shoved her books into her locker and tried to focus on the day.

First period. Second. Third.

No Karina.

Kendra noticed.

She didn't want to admit she noticed, but she did.

Part of her braced every time she turned a corner, expecting clawed words, a staged scene, a new kind of humiliation. Instead, the hours passed with only the usual levels of teenage chaos.

By lunch, she almost let herself relax.

Almost.

They were halfway through greasy pizza and questionable fries when Maya's gaze sharpened.

"Don't turn around," she said. "But Karina just walked in."

Kendra's whole body went tense.

"Is she coming this way?" Erica asked, already cracking her knuckles.

"No," Maya said slowly. "She's… going to get food. Like a normal person. Huh."

"Maybe she's finally bored of us," Jeah said hopefully.

"Kendra."

The voice came from behind her.

Not sharp.

Not mocking.

Just… there.

Kendra turned.

Karina Frost stood at the end of their table, tray in hand. Her makeup was perfect, hair sleek and controlled, outfit on point as always—but there was something different about her eyes.

Less glitter.

More shadows.

Maya shifted subtly, ready.

Erica's hand slid closer to Kendra's on the table.

"Relax," Karina said, rolling her eyes a little. "I'm not here to throw food."

"That's what someone about to throw food would say," Kendra replied automatically.

A few kids at nearby tables snorted.

Karina ignored them.

"I need to talk to you," she said. "Privately."

Kendra's spine stiffened. "Yeah, that sounds like a terrible idea," she said.

"It won't turn into a fight," Karina said. "If it does, you can punch me and everyone will cheer for you again. Deal?"

There was a thread of self-awareness there that Kendra had never heard from her.

She studied Karina's face.

The older girl's jaw was tight, but she wasn't vibrating with rage like before. She looked... tired. And determined.

"Five minutes," Kendra said. "Somewhere not near stairs."

"I'll be at the courtyard," Karina said. "Come if you want."

She turned and walked away without checking if Kendra followed.

"Absolutely not," Erica said around a mouthful of fry. "That's a trap. Classic villain move."

"She looked serious," Jennie said quietly. "Not like before."

"Might be 'serious about murder,'" Alrreah pointed out.

Maya watched Kendra. "You don't have to," she said. "You owe her nothing."

Kendra knew that.

She owed Karina nothing.

But.

If she didn't go, it would sit in her head like a stone.

Karina would still be in the same school, same pack, same orbit. They were going to keep colliding one way or another.

And there was that new weight in the air too: Dominic's family's warmth, his mom's scarf, Ava's bracelet, the sapphire at Kendra's throat.

If she was really going to stay in this mess, maybe some of the fires needed water instead of gasoline.

"I'll go," she said. "If I'm not back in fifteen minutes, assume she ate me and tell my mom I died hungry."

Erica scowled. "I'm coming too."

"No," Kendra said. "If she wants to talk, she won't say anything real with an audience. I'll be fine."

"Text me if she so much as breathes wrong," Maya said. "I'll scream loud enough for the wolves to hear."

"Wolves always hear," Kendra muttered, pushing away from the table.

Her wrists felt fine now, mostly. Ached sometimes when the weather changes, but nothing like before. She flexed her fingers once, reminding herself she was not the same girl who'd hit the floor helpless.

She walked to the courtyard.

The courtyard was half-empty—most kids avoiding the cold. A few smokers huddled in a far corner, pretending the teachers couldn't see them.

Karina stood by a leafless tree, arms folded, tray abandoned on a bench.

Kendra stopped a few feet away.

"So?" she said. "What's up? You want to schedule round two? I'll warn my doctor ahead of time."

Karina blew out a slow breath.

"Can we… not do the whole claw-out, insult-everything routine?" she asked. "Just this once?"

That… threw Kendra more than yelling would have.

She shifted her weight. "Alright," she said cautiously. "I can try."

Silence stretched for a moment.

"You went to Christmas at his house," Karina said finally. Not an accusation. Just a statement.

"Yeah," Kendra said. "He invited me. Invited all of us, actually. My friends came too. His mom fed us like we were starving."

Karina's lips twitched, the ghost of a smile. "She does that," she said. "If the apocalypse comes, Garrison house is the safest place. Not from danger. From hunger."

They both huffed at the same time.

The shared moment was weird.

"Look," Kendra said. "If you dragged me out here to be mad about that, we're going in circles. He asked. I went. I didn't crash your family."

"I know," Karina said, surprising her. "I mean, it hurt. Seeing pictures. Hearing about you in that house. With them." Her throat bobbed. "But that's not… why I asked you here."

"Then why?" Kendra asked.

Karina glanced toward the doors, then back.

"My brother came home for the holidays," she said. "Marcus."

Kendra vaguely recognized the name—older Frost sibling, lived out of town, did something with regional pack business.

"He sat me down," Karina went on. "The second night he was here. Said he'd heard 'some things' about me and the Alpha heir and 'the human exchange girl.'" She rolled her eyes. "Apparently elders gossip like teenagers."

"Shocking," Kendra said dryly.

Karina smirked. It faded quickly.

"Marcus… went through something like this," she said. "Years ago. Before you got here. Before wolves went public, even."

Kendra blinked. "What do you mean?"

"He had a mate," Karina said. "His first one. Pack-born. Warrior. Everyone thought they'd be the next big power couple. Then she died. Border skirmish. Wrong place, wrong time. The bond snapped and he… broke."

She swallowed hard.

"He healed," she continued. "Eventually. Physically. Enough to function. He didn't think he'd ever love anyone again. Then he met this human—this girl who works at some little bookstore in a mostly-human town. No bond. No mate magic. Just… choice. They fell in love."

Kendra hadn't expected the story to go there.

"Yes, that's sweet, Frost family tragic romance," she said carefully. "Where do I come in?"

"Six months before he proposed," Karina said, "the girl found her mate. Some wolf from a completely different pack. None of them thought she had one. She didn't know. No wolf blood. No training. It just… hit her when she touched him, same as us."

Kendra's stomach dipped.

"She told Marcus," Karina said. "Told him about the pull. The confusion. The guilt. Wolf guy told his Alpha. Their pack freaked. Our pack freaked. Humans freaked. It was chaos."

"What happened?" Kendra asked, despite herself.

"They talked," Karina said simply. "A lot. Her, Marcus, her mate, both packs. They screamed, they cried, they argued. But at the end of it… she went with her mate. Marcus let her go. He said he couldn't be mad at biology and fate and all that crap when he'd had a mate once too. He said… he was just grateful he'd gotten to love her at all."

Kendra stared at her.

"I didn't know any of that," she said.

"Most people don't," Karina replied. "It's not a story we hand out at school. Too messy. Doesn't fit the poster."

She looked down at her hands.

"When I told him about you," she said softly, "about Dom calling you mate in the hallway, about you being human, about Christmas and the poll and the fight… he didn't yell at me. Didn't say the things I wanted him to say. 'She stole him.' 'You were cheated.' All that."

"He said," Karina replied, "'Now you know how my human felt.'"

She huffed out a bitter little laugh.

"He said I was the girl who thought she had the future locked in. The one whose whole life path had Dominic's name scribbled all over it. He said you were the girl who got shoved into a future you didn't ask for with a boy who can't stop announcing it."

"That's… surprisingly accurate," Kendra said quietly.

"He told me," Karina went on, "that if anyone was to blame for pain here, it was the bond. Biology. The Moon. Whatever. Not you. Not really."

Kendra frowned. "I still punched you," she said.

"And I still poured milkshake on you and started half the crap between us," Karina said. "I'm not innocent. I was cruel. I saw you as a threat, not a person. I weaponized my heart. That's on me."

Kendra had not come out expecting an apology from Karina Frost.

Yet here it was.

Small, sharp, real.

"So what, you want us to be friends now?" she asked, because disbelief made her defensive.

Karina snorted. "Let's not get ahead of ourselves," she said. "I'm not here to braid your hair and cry over rom-coms."

"Good," Kendra said. "I'd be terrible at that."

Karina's expression turned more serious.

"I'm here," she said slowly, "to tell you… I'm done fighting you over him."

"I'm not saying I'm happy," Karina added quickly. "I'm not saying it doesn't still feel like someone ripped something out of me every time I see you together. But I've been through enough pack therapy sessions these past few weeks to know clinging to something the bond shut down is just going to wreck me more."

She looked up, meeting Kendra's eyes with a steadiness that was new.

"I'm not going to ask him to choose. The bond already did." 

"Okay," she said quietly. "I appreciate that."

Karina's jaw clenched. "But I need something from you too," she said.

There it was.

Kendra folded her arms. "Alright," she said. "Let's hear it."

"Don't mock what we had," Karina said. "You don't have to honor it. You don't have to respect it. But don't… joke about it. Don't throw it in my face. Don't act like I was stupid for believing we could be mates when every elder, every parent, every stupid story told us that was the likely outcome."

Her voice wobbled slightly on the last words.

Kendra thought of all the times she'd thrown lines at Karina like knives. At least he didn't pick you, and worse.

"Okay," she said after a moment. "That's fair. I'm not apologizing for defending myself. Or for being with him now. But I won't… kick the old wound for fun."

"Good," Karina said.

"And in return," Kendra added, "don't come for my weight, my friends, or my background ever again. You want to be salty at me personally, fine. But leave them and the way I look out of your mouth."

Karina's lips pressed together, then slowly relaxed.

"Deal," she said. "And… for what it's worth… you hit hard. For a human just out of casts."

Kendra snorted. "You're not the first person to tell me that."

Something like a tiny, fragile thread of mutual respect tugged between them.

"I'm not promising the pack will cool off overnight," Karina warned. "Some of them are still pissed. Some on my behalf, some on their own. You being human and mate and exchange all at once? That's a lot for old wolves."

"Old wolves can deal," Kendra said. "I'm not going anywhere until my student visa runs out."

Karina's mouth twitched, not quite a smile.

"I'll shut down what I can," she said. "Stupid comments. 'Accidental' bumps. The dangerous shit. I have… some sway. Even if I don't have him."

The admission was raw.

"Why?" Kendra asked softly. "You don't owe me that."

Karina looked away for a second, toward the far wall of the courtyard.

"Because my brother was right," she said quietly. "You didn't steal him. The bond just hit you instead of me. You're not my enemy. You're just the girl who got picked."

She hesitated.

"And because," she added, "I'm tired, Kendra. Tired of being the villain in a story I didn't write. I'm tired of waking up angry every day. I want to… not be that, anymore."

Kendra understood more than she wanted to.

"Okay," she said, voice softer. "Then we can… not be villains to each other. How about that?"

Karina snorted. "We're never going to be heroes, either," she said.

"Good," Kendra replied. "Heroes die early in these supernatural stories."

That almost earned a laugh.

They stood there for another beat, cold air puffing between them.

"We're not friends," Karina said finally. "Don't get sappy about this."

"Please," Kendra said. "You're like, fifth on my list of people to trauma-bond with."

"But we're not at war anymore," Karina finished. "Not unless you give me a really good reason."

"Deal," Kendra said. "Just… give me a heads up if you ever decide to monologue again. I want snacks."

Karina rolled her eyes.

As she turned to leave, she paused.

"Take care of him," she said without looking back. "He's an idiot. But he's ours. And now he's… yours too. Kind of."

Kendra swallowed past the sudden lump in her throat.

"I will," she said simply.

Karina nodded once and walked away, shoulders squared, hair swinging.

For the first time since they met, Kendra watched her go and didn't feel the urge to throw anything at her back.

She just felt… tired.

And strangely lighter.

Dominic found her after school, leaning against a tree near the parking lot, hands shoved in her jacket pockets.

"Maya said you talked to Karina," he said.

Kendra snorted. "Of course she did," she said. "Does the wolf grapevine ever take a break?"

"Not when it concerns my mate," he said automatically, then winced. "Sorry. Habit."

She let it slide this time.

"Yeah," she said. "We talked."

His eyes sharpened. "Did she—"

"She didn't hit me," Kendra cut in. "Didn't slime me. Didn't throw anything. She just… talked."

He looked skeptical. "Frost?" he asked. "Talking?"

"She has layers," Kendra said. "Like an onion. Or trauma."

He huffed a laugh, tension easing a little. "What did she want?"

"To clear the air," Kendra said. "To tell me she's done fighting me over you. To ask me not to spit on what you two had. To warn me some wolves are still going to be jerks."

His expression shifted—surprise, guilt, complicated things she couldn't quite read.

"She also told me about Marcus," Kendra added.

His brows shot up. "Her brother?"

"Yeah," she said. "His mate. The human. The whole mess."

Dominic exhaled slowly. "That explains a lot," he murmured. "He's one of the few people she actually listens to."

"He did good," Kendra said. "She's still salty, but she's… calmer. Less nuclear bomb. More controlled burn."

He nodded, thinking.

"Are you okay with that?" he asked. "Her being around. Not passive, but… not attacking."

Kendra thought about it.

About fights and slime and broken wrists and milkshakes.

About Marcus and his human and bonds and choices.

About Karina's face when she said I'm tired of being the villain.

"Yeah," she said finally. "I think I am. We're never going to be friends. But I don't want to be stuck in a loop of hating someone who's clearly already hurting."

His shoulders dropped a fraction.

"I'm proud of you," he said quietly.

"Don't get sappy," she warned. "I'll revoke your right to wear the boob necklace."

His lips twitched. "You touch my boob necklace, we're fighting," he said.

She rolled her eyes and lightly bumped his shoulder with hers.

Her wrists didn't even twinge.

That night, as she lay in bed staring at the faint glow of Christmas lights still taped haphazardly around the window, Kendra thought about roles.

The girl who thought she had the future.

The girl who fell into it.

The boy who broke her and then tried to put her back together.

The pack, circling.

The bond, humming.

For the first time, the story in her head didn't have a clear villain.

Just people.

Messy, hurting, trying people.

And her, stuck with them.

By choice.

For now.

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