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After something that felt like forever Lucy finally was able to sit and write the exam, she prayed and invited God to write with her. The exam felt quite soothing and tense at the same time but she answered the questions, submitted and left the hall.
She walked quietly down the stairs towards the gate she felt a little headache so she headed home immediately, she had to take a shuttle bus to where she would take a bus home.
The ride home was smooth she felt relaxed and thankful to God, she enjoyed the scenery on her way home.
It was about an hour drive. When she got home she went to sleep cause it was late already.
When she woke up the next day she decided to make a study plan for her upcoming exams and also find a way she could earn money.
She was committed to the plan for a while but soon stopped cause she felt tired. From procrastinating one day, it became two, three a week and finally a month.
The results for the exams were finally released.
She didn't check hers due to the fact that she was owing the network providers a huge debt so she left that.
Light loved watching Chinese dramas and was learning the language.
She had movies to watch and neglected her study, she was drifting and finally asked God for help her relationship with God felt different God was with her but she had doubts her faith wavered.
But admits all God kept reassuring he would be there and never left her.
She would talk to God alot and invite him in everything she did.
Deep down she wasn't fulfilling a promise.
She often found it hard to go for morning mass and it was disturbing she kept asking for God's grace.