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Chapter 144 - ONE HUNDRED FORTY- FOUR

The study door closed behind Alexander with a soft, final click.

For a moment, he didn't move.

The silence in the hallway stretched around him, long and hollow, as if the mansion itself had suddenly become too large, too empty. The weight of everything he had just learned clung to him, heavy and suffocating, pressing against his chest in a way he couldn't quite name.

Hazel Arlet.

Evie.

The names echoed in his mind, overlapping, colliding, refusing to settle into something simple.

His jaw tightened.

Without another word to anyone, without even a glance back toward the study, Alexander turned and walked down the corridor, his footsteps sharp against the marble floor. Each step carried a tension, a barely restrained urgency, like he needed movement just to keep his thoughts from closing in on him.

By the time he reached the entrance, the cool night air hit him immediately.

It was sharp. Clean. Almost too real.

He exhaled slowly, running a hand through his hair as his eyes scanned the dark driveway. The mansion loomed behind him, silent and watchful, but he didn't look back. He couldn't.

Not right now.

He needed space.

Without hesitation, he pulled his car keys from his pocket and moved toward the sleek black car parked under the dim lights. The metal door clicked open, and within seconds, he slid inside.

The engine roared to life.

And then he drove.

The city blurred past him in streaks of light and shadow.

Streetlights stretched into golden lines, passing too quickly to focus on. Buildings rose and fell in his peripheral vision, but Alexander wasn't really seeing any of it. His hands gripped the steering wheel tightly, knuckles faintly pale, his jaw locked as his mind replayed everything over and over again.

Hazel Arlet.

Her face.

Her voice.

The way she had looked at him.

And then—

The photographs.

The evidence.

The truth.

A sharp breath left him as he pressed harder on the accelerator, the engine responding with a low growl as the car surged forward into the empty stretch of road ahead.

"She lied…" he muttered under his breath.

But even as he said it, something about that thought didn't sit right.

Because it wasn't just that she lied.

It was why.

And that was the part that wouldn't let him breathe.

The road ahead curved slightly, leading him away from the crowded city and into quieter streets, where the lights grew fewer and the silence deeper.

And that's when it happened.

A memory.

Not soft.

Not distant.

But sharp.

Violent.

Unwelcome.

It came without warning, crashing into him with a force that made his grip tighten instinctively.

He was smaller.

Twelve.

The air had smelled different then—colder, heavier, filled with something metallic and unfamiliar.

He remembered standing in front of his father.

The man's expression had been unreadable, his voice calm, almost too calm for the words he was saying.

"You're ready."

Alexander—no, the boy—hadn't questioned it.

He never questioned it.

That was how he had been raised.

Four men stood behind him, dressed in black, silent and still like shadows waiting for a command.

"You'll go with them," his father had continued. "There are three families. They've become… inconvenient."

A pause.

Then, colder—

"Remove them."

The boy's chest had felt tight, but not with fear.

Not exactly.

It was something else.

Expectation.

Pressure.

The need to prove himself.

He nodded.

And just like that—

It began.

The memory shifted.

A house.

No—three houses.

Dark. Quiet. Unaware.

The first had been easy.

Too easy.

The men had moved quickly, efficiently, like they had done this a hundred times before. Doors opened without sound. Footsteps barely echoed. And Alexander followed, his small frame moving between them, watching, learning.

Listening.

A scream.

Then silence.

He remembered the way his heart had pounded.

Not from fear.

From adrenaline.

From something he didn't understand at the time.

"Your turn," one of the men had said, handing him the weapon.

Alexander's fingers had wrapped around it slowly.

It had felt… heavy.

Important.

Final.

Back in the present, Alexander's breath hitched slightly.

The car swerved just a little before he steadied it again, his grip tightening.

"No…" he muttered, as if he could stop it.

But the memory didn't stop.

The second house.

More resistance.

More noise.

More chaos.

But it was the third—

The third that stayed.

A smaller house.

Warmer.

There had been lights on.

Someone had been home.

He remembered stepping inside.

The sound of hurried footsteps.

A woman's voice.

Panicked.

Protective.

And then—

Her.

A little girl.

She had been there.

Hidden halfway behind a wall, small hands clutching the edge as she peeked out, eyes wide, filled with fear and confusion.

Their eyes had met for a split second.

And something in his chest had… shifted.

Just slightly.

But it had been enough to hesitate.

"Do it," one of the men had whispered sharply behind him.

The boy—Alexander—had looked back at the weapon in his hand.

Then forward again.

The girl was gone from sight now, pulled away, shielded.

The woman stood in front instead.

Defiant.

Terrified.

But unyielding.

The present slammed back into him.

Alexander's breathing had grown heavier now, uneven, as the realization began to crawl its way up his spine.

Slow.

Cold.

Unforgiving.

"No…" he said again, quieter this time.

But now—

Now he could see it.

Clearly.

Too clearly.

Hazel Arlet.

Evie.

Her eyes.

That look she had given him sometimes—

Like she knew something.

Like she saw something in him he didn't even see in himself.

His grip on the steering wheel tightened to the point of pain.

"That family…" he whispered.

His mind connected it now.

Every piece.

Every detail.

Every coincidence that was never really a coincidence.

"I was there."

The words left him like a confession.

Like something dragged out of him against his will.

"I—"

His breath faltered.

"I killed them."

The realization didn't come as a sudden explosion.

It came like a slow collapse.

Piece by piece.

Until there was nothing left to deny.

He pulled the car to a sudden stop.

The tires screeched slightly against the empty road, the sound cutting through the night as the engine idled loudly.

Alexander leaned forward, one hand gripping the wheel, the other pressing hard against his forehead as his breathing grew heavier.

"She didn't lie for nothing…" he murmured.

It wasn't random.

It wasn't coincidence.

It wasn't curiosity.

It was revenge.

A hollow laugh escaped him, low and disbelieving.

"Of course…"

Of course she had come close.

Of course she had watched him.

Of course she had lied.

Because he had taken everything from her.

His chest tightened painfully at the thought.

Her parents.

Her life.

Her past.

All of it—

Gone.

Because of him.

Because of what he had been made into at twelve years old.

"And now…" he whispered, his voice quieter than the night around him.

"She came back."

Not as a victim.

Not as a child.

But as something else entirely.

Someone who had survived.

Someone who had learned.

Someone who had waited.

Alexander leaned back slowly in his seat, staring out into the darkness ahead.

For the first time in a long time—

He didn't feel in control.

Because this wasn't just a lie anymore.

This wasn't just a hidden identity.

This was a past he couldn't erase.

A blood-stained memory that had finally come back to claim him.

And somewhere out there—

Hazel Arlet was no longer just a mystery.

She was the consequence.

And for the first time, Alexander realized—

He might not be the one in control of how this ends.

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