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Chapter 20 - chapter twenty six

( the magazine)

A week passed slowly for most people.

For the company, the days dragged beneath deadlines, corrections, nervous meetings, and the quiet fear that followed any season of executive scrutiny.

But not for John and Joseph.

For them, time vanished under work.

Manuscripts arrived like floodwater.

Boxes from publishing agents. Courier envelopes from hopeful writers. Digital submissions printed into thick stacks by assistants who no longer asked questions. New authors. Established names. Ghostwriters pretending talent. Talented people pretending confidence.

John's office had become a battlefield of paper.

Manuscripts covered the long conference table, stacked against shelves, arranged in piles across side cabinets. Sticky notes marked pages. Pens lay uncapped. Coffee cups had multiplied into evidence.

In seven days, John had reviewed thirty-three submissions.

He had accepted five.

Rejected twenty-eight.

Mercilessly.

Joseph stood by the cabinet holding another folder.

"The French lady you spoke to wants to see you tomorrow."

John did not look up from the manuscript in his hand.

"You mean Miss Katherine Moreau?"

Joseph nodded quickly.

"Yes. KM Holdings herself."

Katherine Moreau.

Former model.

Current CEO.

Sharp enough to survive beauty, rich enough to ignore it.

"Then set the time," John said.

"Ten?"

"Too early."

"Eleven?"

"Less offensive."

Joseph grinned and made the note.

John finally signed the approval page of the manuscript before him and slid it into the accepted pile.

Joseph let out a dramatic breath.

"And that," he announced grandly, dropping the final folder onto the desk, "is the last file for today."

He raised both arms like a victorious athlete.

John leaned back in his chair for the first time in hours and signed the final internal sheet with visible relief.

They had both been trapped in the office since morning.

No proper lunch.

No daylight.

Only work and Joseph's unnecessary commentary.

"What is this file about?" John asked, tapping the folder.

Joseph's smile turned wicked.

"All the complaints against the logo department."

John opened it.

Witness statements.

Budget misuse.

Repeated delays.

Unauthorized outsourcing.

Three falsified revision reports.

He read two pages, then closed it.

"With this evidence," Joseph said smugly, "they cannot escape."

"Good," John replied calmly. "Fire the head manager as warning."

Joseph's eyes lit with dangerous joy.

"Immediately?"

"Why are you smiling?"

"Justice excites me."

"Your hobbies are concerning."

Joseph nodded enthusiastically and turned to leave.

Then paused.

His eyes fell on a slim magazine he had brought earlier and forgotten on the side table.

"Oh."

He picked it up and placed it in front of John.

"Madison did a very great job."

Then he left with suspicious speed.

John frowned and looked down.

It was a magazine feature.

Glossy cover.

Heavy paper.

Tastefully expensive.

And on the front—him.

Dressed in yellow.

The day of the fan event.

The photograph had captured a rare moment: his head turned slightly, posture relaxed, mouth curved in an unguarded smile he had not known existed.

He looked younger.

Warmer.

Almost approachable.

He stared at it longer than expected.

How had they taken that photo without him noticing?

Below the image, bold lettering read:

JOHN BELLO

The Private Titan Who Accidentally Became Beloved

Smaller lines beneath:

From ruthless boardrooms to literary brilliance — the man reshaping power with silence.

Why Nigeria's most guarded executive may also be its most misunderstood success story.

He opened it.

Inside were full spreads. Elegant layouts. Sharp commentary. Photographs from offices, events, book signings.

The article praised his independence from a young age, the businesses he built without inherited shelter, his leadership style, his unusual loyalty to staff, and his partnership with Joseph.

There were quotes from anonymous employees:

"He is terrifying, but fair."

"If he trusts you, he protects you."

"He notices everything."

A section focused on his grandmother. How she had raised him with discipline and stubborn dignity. How he still funded elder-care initiatives quietly in her name.

Another section covered his friendship with Joseph:

The Rare Dynamic Behind the Empire

One is precision. One is chaos. Together, they somehow function.

John exhaled through his nose.

Annoyingly accurate.

There was praise for his writing too. His novels were described as emotionally surgical, elegant, deeply observant of loneliness and recovery.

He turned to the final page.

The back cover held a second image.

Black suit. Dark background. Straight posture. Eyes sharp, unreadable, almost suffocating to meet.

It looked like a different man entirely.

Warmth on one side. Distance on the other. Both were him. Neither complete.

There was no mention of his mother. Nor his father. No scandal. No lineage. Only the life he built himself.

That mattered more than he wanted to admit.

He sent Madison a short message.

Well done. You were less irritating than usual.

Her reply came instantly.

Highest praise I've ever received.

The door opened.

Joseph entered smiling like a man who had personally defeated corruption.

"It is done."

"You're enjoying this too much."

"They cried."

"You're a bad person."

Joseph checked his wristwatch.

3:56 PM.

His expression changed.

"It's time."

John's shoulders dropped.

"No."

"Yes."

"I veto."

"Your organs reject that motion."

Joseph picked up the car keys.

"Move."

St. Gabriel Medical Centre

The hospital smelled of antiseptic, polished tile, and quiet money.

Private wing.

Muted paintings on cream walls. Soft jazz playing too low to offend anyone. Nurses moving efficiently in pale blue uniforms. Receptionists smiling in the trained way of expensive healthcare.

John sat in the examination room with visible boredom while a nurse wrapped the blood pressure cuff around his arm.

Joseph stood nearby like security disguised as concern.

"Relax your arm," the nurse said kindly.

"I am relaxed."

She looked at the rigid muscle beneath the cuff.

"No, sir. You are not."

The machine began to tighten.

John stared at the ceiling as if personally insulted.

Numbers flashed.

Pulse elevated.

Blood pressure mildly high.

The nurse wrote it down.

"Stress," she said.

"Joseph," John replied.

She laughed despite herself.

Joseph looked offended.

"I am supportive stress."

Next came weight.

John stepped on the scale.

The nurse noted it.

Joseph leaned sideways trying to see.

"You lost more weight."

"I lost patience."

"Same direction," Joseph muttered.

Temperature normal. Oxygen fine.

Then blood samples were drawn. John watched the needle enter with complete indifference.

Joseph looked away dramatically.

"You're weak," John said.

"I have empathy," Joseph answered.

Dr. Leo entered moments later carrying a tablet and chart.

Mid-forties. Calm eyes. Trim beard. The steady manner of a man who had spent years telling wealthy stubborn men truths they disliked.

"Mr. Bello."

"Doctor."

"You look tired."

"I came here. That is effort enough."

Dr. Leo sat.

"Let us begin."

He reviewed the results.

Persistent gastric inflammation.

Recurring abdominal pain episodes.

Fatigue markers elevated.

Weight loss from irregular eating.

Sleep debt severe.

Stress indicators obvious.

He looked up.

"You are functioning," he said evenly, "but not recovering."

Joseph folded his arms triumphantly.

"I said this."

"No one asked you," John replied.

Dr. Leo continued.

"How many hours are you sleeping?"

"Enough."

"That is not a number."

"Four. Sometimes five."

Joseph made a choking noise.

The doctor did not hide his disappointment.

"And exercise?"

"I walk."

"From desk to elevator does not count."

Joseph nodded vigorously.

"Truth."

"Meals?"

John was silent too long.

Dr. Leo sighed.

"Coffee is not breakfast. Skipping lunch is not discipline. Late-night spicy food is not nutrition."

Joseph raised a finger proudly.

"I have been saying this exact sermon."

"You eat fried meat at midnight," John said.

"My body is built for chaos."

Dr. Leo ignored them both.

He slid a scan image across the desk.

"We also need to discuss surgery."

The room cooled instantly.

Joseph straightened.

John's face remained composed, but his fingers tightened once on the chair arm.

"What type?"

"Corrective abdominal procedure. Minimally invasive if scheduled early. We address the recurring damage before it worsens."

"How urgent?"

"Soon. Not emergency tonight. But not next year either."

He met John's gaze directly.

"You keep delaying because you can still work. That is a terrible medical standard."

Silence.

John looked at the scans. Grey shapes. Clean lines. Hidden pain turned clinical.

He hated medicine for reducing suffering into charts.

Dr. Leo softened slightly.

"You are not dying tomorrow."

Joseph exhaled loudly.

"But," the doctor added, "you are choosing unnecessary suffering."

John almost smiled. It sounded like an accusation built specifically for him.

Dr. Leo wrote prescriptions and instructions.

Reduced stimulants.

No excess coffee.

Three proper meals daily.

Sleep minimum seven hours.

Light exercise four times weekly.

Stress reduction.

No skipped medication.

Two full rest days within ten days.

Follow-up scan in three weeks.

Surgery consultation booked.

Joseph leaned forward eagerly.

"Can I enforce this legally?"

"No," said Dr. Leo.

"Yes," said Joseph.

Dr. Leo continued.

"You built impressive things. Good. Keep them."

He tapped the scan lightly.

"But if you collapse, your company will replace you by Monday."

Joseph winced.

John's mouth shifted faintly.

Cruel. Effective.

Then the doctor's tone changed. Softer now.

"Your life must matter to you beyond usefulness."

That struck deeper than the rest.

John looked away first.

Afterward, a nurse explained medication timing and handed over printed diet guidance. Less fried food. Less spice. More water. More vegetables. Regular protein.

Joseph studied the paper like sacred text.

"This is excellent. I will supervise."

"You will die first," John replied.

In the hallway Joseph carried the folder containing dates, warnings, risks, and surgery forms.

"You're doing it."

"We are discussing it."

"You're doing it."

"We are discussing your unemployment too."

Joseph smiled.

"Be angry," he said quietly. "Just stay alive."

John said nothing.

They walked side by side through the polished corridor.

Outside, late sunlight burned gold over Lagos traffic.

Inside the folder were appointments and instructions.

Inside John was something rarer.

Fear.

And beneath it—

the exhausting, unfamiliar feeling of being cared for enough to continue.

John closed his eyes the moment they stepped out of the hospital.

Frustration sat hot beneath his ribs.

Not at Dr. Leo.

Not even at Joseph.

At the body.

At weakness.

At the humiliating fact that flesh could interrupt ambition without permission.

The evening wind moved across the parking lot, carrying the smell of rain-soaked dust and fuel. Lagos traffic growled in the distance. Somewhere nearby, a vendor shouted prices into fading daylight.

But John heard none of it clearly.

Because another memory had already risen.

His grandmother.

Thin hands bruised from drips.

Plastic hospital bracelets hanging loose around a wrist once strong enough to discipline children with one look.

Medication cups lined beside her bed.

The slow swelling of her abdomen when the liver disease worsened.

The nights she thought no one noticed her crying quietly into the pillow.

The mornings she still smiled at him as if pain were a private inconvenience.

And Joseph—

younger then, louder then—

crying openly beside the bed without shame.

John had cried too.

But only when no one could see.

He bit the inside of his lip hard enough to taste iron.

Joseph opened the driver's door.

"Come."

John said nothing and got in.

The Drive

The road felt wrong immediately.

Not home.

Not the office.

Not Joseph's house.

John opened his eyes and glanced through the windshield.

They had turned away from the usual route.

Streetlights flickered on one by one as dusk thickened. Rain began in thin scattered drops across the windshield. Wipers moved in steady arcs.

He looked sideways.

"Where are we going?"

Joseph kept his eyes on the road.

"You'll complain if I tell you early."

"Joseph."

"You'll complain either way."

John leaned back with irritation and fatigue.

His abdomen ached faintly. His temples pulsed. The folder from the hospital sat unopened between them like accusation.

They drove in silence after that.

Past bus stops crowded with tired workers.

Past roadside women arranging fruit beneath umbrellas.

Past schoolchildren dragging oversized bags through puddles.

Past life continuing as if private fear changed nothing.

Rain deepened.

The city softened into blurred lights.

Then Joseph turned through iron gates John knew immediately.

His chest tightened.

"No."

Joseph parked and killed the engine.

"Yes."

The Cemetery

The cemetery was quiet in the way only places of permanent absence can be.

Rain tapped softly against umbrellas and stone. Wet grass bent beneath the wind. Names shone darkly across rows of polished headstones.

John did not move.

Joseph turned to him.

"You need to breathe somewhere honest."

"I can do that elsewhere."

"No," Joseph said quietly. "You perform elsewhere."

John stared ahead.

Joseph's eyes narrowed.

Then he got out, came around, opened John's door, and stood there waiting.

John sighed once through his nose.

Tired.

Annoyed.

Defeated.

He stepped out.

The rain was colder than expected.

Joseph led him through narrow stone paths lined with trimmed hedges and damp earth.

Their shoes sank slightly into softened ground.

Neither spoke.

Then they stopped.

Before them stood a white headstone washed dark by rain.

MIA BELLO

Beloved Mother. Fierce Grandmother. Keeper of Home.

Dates beneath.

Too short.

Always too short.

John stared.

The world narrowed to marble and memory.

Mia Bello

He remembered her voice calling him stubborn when he was ten.

Her hands oiling his scalp when he pretended not to enjoy it.

Her laughter when Joseph broke plates and lied badly.

The smell of stew simmering in poor kitchens that somehow still felt rich.

The way she stood between him and cruelty more than once.

The nights she coughed into cloth and hid blood.

The hospital room lights.

The swollen fingers.

The morphine sleep.

The silent tears she thought they did not see.

And even then—

warmth.

Always warmth.

Enough for two frightened boys who had nowhere stable to place their hearts.

John's shoulders moved once.

Then again.

He lowered his head.

Rain gathered along his jaw.

But not all of it was rain.

Behind him, Joseph stood still and said nothing.

He knew better.

Many had called John heartless after her death.

Cold.

Unmoved.

At the funeral, he had not collapsed.

Had not screamed.

Had not needed holding.

He thanked guests.

Signed papers.

Handled bills.

Escorted relatives.

Stood straight while everyone praised his strength.

They mistook silence for absence.

Joseph knew the truth.

John did not mourn publicly because grief felt too sacred to perform.

He hated weakness being watched.

So he buried pain where no one could applaud it.

Now there was no audience.

Only rain.

Only stone.

Only the woman who had loved them before success made others pretend to.

A sound escaped John.

Small.

Broken.

He covered his mouth too late.

Then the tears came fully.

Not graceful tears.

Not cinematic tears.

The ugly kind.

Shoulders shaking.

Breath catching.

Years of held sorrow dragged upward by exhaustion and fear and the word surgery spoken too calmly in a white room.

Joseph approached slowly.

He wrapped both arms around John from behind and across his chest.

Firm.

Warm.

No joke this time.

No teasing.

John did not push him away.

That alone said enough.

Instead he bent forward slightly and cried harder.

Choking sounds torn from somewhere young.

Joseph held tighter.

"I know," he murmured. "I know."

John gripped Joseph's forearm like a drowning man gripping wood.

"I should have done more," he said hoarsely.

Joseph's jaw tightened.

"No."

"I had money then. I should have found better doctors sooner."

"No."

"I should have made her rest."

"She never listened."

"I should have—"

"You were a boy."

The words cut clean through the rain.

John went still except for trembling.

Joseph moved around to face him now, hands on his shoulders.

"You were a boy," he repeated. "And she knew you loved her. That was the part she kept."

John shut his eyes.

Fresh tears slipped free.

The rain eased to a mist.

Clouds drifted low and grey above them.

Somewhere farther off, thunder rolled without urgency.

Joseph looked at the grave and laughed once weakly through his own wet eyes.

"She'd be insulting us right now."

Despite everything, John made a broken sound close to a laugh.

"She'd call you dramatic."

"She'd call you rude."

"She'd call us both useless."

"That too."

They stood there a long time.

No rush.

No phones.

No boardrooms.

No expectations.

Just two men who had once been boys, grieving the woman who made survival feel like family.

Eventually John crouched and brushed wet leaves from the base of the headstone.

His movements became careful, almost reverent.

"I'm tired," he admitted quietly to the stone.

Joseph looked away to give dignity to confession.

"I know," he said.

John touched the engraved name once with cold fingers.

"They want surgery."

Wind moved through the trees.

Rainwater slid down the marble like tears that never ended.

"I'm scared," he whispered.

Joseph heard it.

Perhaps the first time in years John had said those words aloud.

He crouched beside him.

"Then be scared," Joseph said softly. "And do it anyway."

John breathed shakily.

When they finally turned to leave, the sky had darkened fully.

Lights along the paths glowed warm against wet stone.

Joseph kept close but did not touch him again.

Some grief asks for arms.

Some asks only for company.

At the gate, John looked back once.

The white headstone stood quiet beneath the rain.

Still keeping home.

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