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Chapter 64 - Chapter 64 - The Part of you They Remember

The door stayed open.

Waiting.

Rachel didn't move immediately.

Not because she was unsure

But because something inside her was shifting too fast to ignore.

"You were never supposed to survive this long outside of it."

That line didn't leave her.

It settled.

Deep.

Uncomfortable.

"…Rachel."

Raziel's voice.

Closer now.

Tighter than before.

She turned her head slightly.

Just enough to see him.

Not enough to soften.

"…don't go," he said.

And this time

There was no control in it.

No calculation.

Just truth.

Raw.

Rachel held his gaze.

"…you told me I'm already inside it."

A pause.

Then

"So why are you trying to keep me out now?"

He stepped closer.

Fast.

"…because I didn't think it would happen like this."

That answer came too quickly.

Too honestly.

Rachel's brows pulled slightly.

"…like what?"

Silence.

Raziel exhaled slowly.

"…like you being the reason they showed up."

That landed.

Hard.

Rachel's chest tightened

Not from fear.

From realization.

Selene shifted slightly behind them.

"…I told you," she murmured.

"…this wasn't just about him."

Rachel didn't respond.

Because now

Her thoughts were louder than anything in the room.

The open door waited.

Still.

Unmoving.

And beyond it

Something unknown.

Something that clearly already knew her.

Rachel turned fully.

Facing it.

Raziel moved again.

Grabbing her arm.

Stronger this time.

"…if you walk through that door, I can't pull you back."

She looked down at his hand.

Then back at him.

"…you never really had control, did you?" she said quietly.

That hit deeper than anything else.

Because this time

He didn't deny it.

Slowly

She removed his hand.

Not forcefully.

Not emotionally.

Just… intentionally.

"…I need to know," she said.

And with that

Rachel stepped forward.

Crossing the threshold.

The moment she did

The door shut behind her.

Sharp.

Final.

She didn't turn back.

Because something told her

If she did…

She might hesitate.

And hesitation?

Didn't belong here.

The man was already walking ahead.

Not checking if she followed.

Just moving

Like he knew she would.

Rachel walked after him.

The hallway was different.

Not part of the penthouse.

Not familiar.

Dim.

Controlled.

Silent.

The walls

Too smooth.

Too clean.

Too… intentional.

"…where are we?" she asked.

The man didn't look back.

"…somewhere you've been before."

Rachel stopped walking.

"…no," she said.

He paused slightly.

Then turned.

"…you just don't remember."

Silence.

Rachel's pulse spiked.

Just once.

Sharp.

"…that's not possible," she said.

The man studied her.

Carefully.

"…you'd be surprised what the mind can hide."

That line stayed.

Uncomfortable.

Rachel continued walking.

Slower now.

More aware.

Every step felt heavier.

Like something inside her

Was trying to catch up.

They reached a door.

Different from the others.

Black.

Matte.

No handle.

The man placed his hand against it.

A soft click.

The door opened.

Inside

Light.

Bright.

White.

Controlled.

Rachel stepped in.

And immediately

She felt it.

Eyes.

Not one.

Not two.

Multiple.

Watching.

Three people stood inside.

Dressed simply.

Clean.

Precise.

Not threatening.

But not welcoming either.

The one in the center stepped forward.

A woman.

Older.

Composed.

Her gaze locked onto Rachel instantly.

And didn't move.

"…you're earlier than expected," she said calmly.

Rachel frowned slightly.

"…expected?"

The woman tilted her head.

"…you always were unpredictable."

Rachel stilled.

"…I think you have me confused with someone else."

Silence.

Then

The woman smiled.

Not warmly.

Not kindly.

Knowingly.

"…no," she said softly.

"…we finally have you exactly where you belong."

Rachel's chest tightened.

"…I don't belong here."

A pause.

Then

The woman stepped closer.

Slow.

Measured.

"…that's what you were supposed to believe."

Everything in Rachel went still.

"…what does that mean?" she asked.

The woman didn't answer immediately.

Instead

She reached behind her.

And pulled out a thin file.

Old.

But preserved.

She placed it on the table.

And slowly

Turned it toward Rachel.

"…tell me something," she said.

Rachel didn't move.

"…what's the earliest thing you remember?" the woman asked.

The question hit.

Strange.

Out of place.

"…what?" Rachel frowned.

"…your childhood," the woman clarified.

"…your past."

Rachel hesitated.

Just for a second.

"…I remember enough," she said.

The woman watched her closely.

"…no," she said softly.

"You remember what was left for you."

Silence.

Then

She opened the file.

And turned it fully.

Rachel's eyes dropped to it.

And everything

Stopped.

Because staring back at her

Was a photograph.

Of her.

Younger.

Much younger.

Standing in a place she didn't recognize.

Surrounded by people

She had never seen before.

And at the bottom

A name.

Not Rachel.

A different one.

Her breath caught.

"…that's not me," she whispered.

The woman's gaze didn't waver.

"…it is," she said.

A pause.

Then

"You just don't remember being her."

Rachel's heart slammed once.

Hard.

Her fingers tightened slightly at her side.

"…no," she said again.

But this time

It didn't sound as certain.

The woman leaned slightly forward.

"…we've been waiting for you to come back."

Silence.

Rachel's mind raced.

Too fast.

Too loud.

"…I've never been here," she said.

The woman smiled.

"…that's the problem."

A pause.

Then

She tapped the photo lightly.

"…you were never supposed to leave."

Everything went cold.

Because suddenly

Nothing felt stable anymore.

Not her past.

Not her identity.

Not even her name.

And then

The woman said something that shattered everything.

"…Raziel was supposed to bring you back years ago."

Rachel froze.

Her heart stopped.

Just for a second.

"…what?"

Silence.

Heavy.

Final.

The woman didn't look away.

"…and now," she said quietly,

"…he's the reason everything is out of control."

Rachel's thoughts snapped.

Fast.

Sharp.

Because now

This wasn't just about her.

This was about him.

And whatever he had done.

The room didn't move.

But Rachel felt like it did.

Like something beneath her feet had shiftedquietly, completely and she was only just realizing she was no longer standing where she thought she was.

"…that's not possible," she said again.

But softer this time.

Less certain.

The woman didn't argue.

Didn't rush.

She simply watched her.

Like she'd seen this exact moment before.

"…you keep saying that," she replied calmly,

"…but your body doesn't agree with you."

Rachel stilled.

"…what?"

The woman gestured slightly.

"…your pulse."

A pause.

"…your breathing."

Another pause.

"…your hesitation."

Rachel's chest tightened.

Because she had hesitated.

Just for a second.

But it was there.

"…that doesn't mean anything," Rachel said.

The woman's lips curved faintly.

"…it means you feel it."

Silence.

Rachel looked down at the file again.

At the photo.

At the girl who looked exactly like her

But didn't feel like her.

"…what is this place?" she asked.

The man who brought her stepped forward slightly.

"…a place that keeps records," he said.

Rachel's brows pulled.

"…records of what?"

The woman answered this time.

"…of people who matter."

That didn't sit right.

Not at all.

Rachel looked back up.

"…and I matter why?"

Silence.

The woman studied her.

Longer now.

Deeper.

"…because you weren't supposed to disappear," she said quietly.

Rachel's heart thudded once.

Hard.

"…I didn't disappear," she replied.

"I've been living my life."

The woman nodded slowly.

"…exactly as designed."

That sentence

That one didn't just land.

It echoed.

Rachel took a step back.

Just one.

But it was enough to feel it.

"…designed?" she repeated.

The woman didn't move.

Didn't soften.

"…you think everything about you just… happened?" she asked.

Rachel's mind raced.

Trying to hold onto something stable.

Something real.

"…my life is real," she said.

The woman's gaze didn't waver.

"…real doesn't mean original."

Silence.

Something in Rachel's chest twisted.

Tight.

Uncomfortable.

"…you're lying," she said.

But it didn't sound like a statement anymore.

It sounded like hope.

The woman didn't respond immediately.

Instead

She closed the file slowly.

Then looked at Rachel again.

"…if I'm lying," she said calmly,

"…why is your name not in our system?"

Rachel froze.

"…what?"

The man beside her stepped forward slightly.

Holding a tablet now.

"…we ran it," he said.

"Rachel doesn't exist."

Silence.

Cold.

Sharp.

Rachel's fingers curled slightly.

"…that's not possible."

"…we thought the same," he replied.

A pause.

Then

"But the face matches."

Rachel's breathing slowed.

Too slow.

"…so what are you saying?" she asked.

The woman stepped closer again.

Just enough to feel her presence.

"…you were erased," she said.

That word

It didn't feel real.

"…no," Rachel whispered.

"…yes," the woman replied softly.

"A long time ago."

Rachel shook her head slightly.

Trying to push it away.

Reject it.

"…why would anyone do that?"

Silence.

Then

The woman's eyes shifted slightly.

Not away

Just… deeper.

"…because you weren't meant to be free."

Everything in Rachel went still.

"…free from what?" she asked.

The woman didn't answer immediately.

Instead

She said something worse.

"…you should ask him that."

Rachel's heart dropped.

"…Raziel?"

The woman held her gaze.

"…he was there," she said quietly.

Rachel's breath caught.

"…no."

"…yes."

A pause.

Then

"He didn't just know about you…"

Silence.

Heavy.

Unavoidable.

"…he chose to let you go."

Everything broke.

Not loudly.

Not dramatically.

But internally

Something cracked.

Rachel stepped back again.

This time

Not controlled.

"…that doesn't make sense," she said.

Her voice

Not as steady anymore.

"…why would he do that?"

The woman didn't answer.

Because she didn't need to.

Rachel already knew the real question wasn't why.

It was

what did I escape from?

Her thoughts spiraled.

Faster.

Sharper.

Then suddenly

A flash.

Quick.

Blinding.

A memory.

A room.

White.

Cold.

Voices.

Not clear.

But familiar.

"…she's not stable yet."

"…we don't have time."

"…he made the decision."

Rachel gasped softly.

Her hand flying to her head.

"…what"

Another flash.

A hand.

Grabbing hers.

Firm.

Urgent.

"…you need to go."

A voice.

Low.

Controlled.

Familiar.

Raziel.

Rachel's eyes snapped open.

Her breathing uneven now.

"…no," she whispered.

The room felt smaller.

Closer.

"…I remember something," she said.

The woman's expression didn't change.

But something in her eyes did.

"…of course you do," she murmured.

Rachel's gaze sharpened.

"…he was there."

Silence.

The man beside her shifted slightly.

"…that's not all," the woman said.

Rachel looked at her.

Heart racing now.

"…what else?" she demanded.

The woman stepped closer.

Closer than before.

And then

She said it.

Quiet.

Precise.

Unforgiving.

"…you didn't leave alone."

Everything stopped.

Rachel's mind went blank.

"…what?" she whispered.

The woman didn't look away.

"…you took something with you."

Silence.

Heavy.

Unstable.

Rachel's chest tightened.

Harder this time.

"…what did I take?" she asked.

The woman's lips curved slightly.

Not kind.

Not cruel.

Just certain.

"…that," she said softly,

"…is why they need you back."

Rachel's breath caught.

Because suddenly

This wasn't just about her identity.

It was about something she had

Without even knowing.

And whatever it was

It was powerful enough…

To bring all of this back to her.

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