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Chapter 304 - Chapter 304: Routine

A month had passed.

The mansion had changed.

Not in structure.

Not in sound.

But in rhythm.

Mornings no longer started with silence.

They started with him.

Izana woke before the light fully settled into the room.

As he always did now.

No alarm.

No interruption.

Just instinct.

His eyes opened slowly.

Adjusted.

Then immediately—

shifted.

To Leah.

She was still asleep.

On her side.

Breathing steady.

One hand resting near where Zarek had been during the night.

Izana watched her for a moment.

Just long enough to confirm—

she was resting properly.

Then he moved.

Careful.

Measured.

Every movement quieter than it used to be.

He pulled the blanket slightly higher over her shoulder.

Adjusted it once.

Then stood.

No hesitation after that.

The door opened without sound.

And closed the same way.

The hallway was still.

Morning hadn't fully reached it yet.

Izana walked toward the nursery.

Steps familiar now.

Routine.

He paused at the door.

Just for a second.

Not uncertainty.

Habit.

Then he opened it.

Softly.

The room was dim.

Zarek was already awake.

Not crying.

Not restless.

Just there.

Eyes open.

Holding onto his teddy bear.

The small one with the red ribbon tied neatly around its neck.

His grip on it was firm.

Unmoving.

Izana stepped inside.

Closed the door quietly behind him.

"…Morning."

Zarek made a small sound.

Not quite a response.

But not silence either.

Izana walked over.

Stood beside the crib.

Looked down at him.

"…You're awake early."

Zarek blinked.

Still holding the bear.

Izana reached in.

Carefully lifting him.

Supporting his head without thinking now.

Natural.

Zarek shifted immediately.

Settling against him.

The bear still clutched tightly in his hand.

Izana glanced at it once.

"…You're not letting go again."

No response.

Just a small movement.

Izana exhaled quietly.

"…Fine."

He turned.

Moved toward the changing table.

Placed Zarek down gently.

One hand still resting lightly on him.

The other moving to adjust what he needed.

He reached for the bear.

Carefully.

Trying to loosen Zarek's grip.

It didn't work.

Zarek tightened it instantly.

A small sound following.

Izana paused.

Looked at him.

"…No."

Another attempt.

Same result.

Zarek held on.

Firm.

Izana stopped.

A faint shift in his expression.

Then—

"…Keep it."

He let go.

Didn't try again.

Instead, he adjusted around it.

Working with it.

Not against it.

The change itself was quick.

Efficient.

But not rushed.

Izana's hand moved over Zarek's stomach lightly.

"…Stay still."

Zarek didn't.

He moved again.

Small.

Restless.

Izana leaned down slightly.

Then—

pressed a soft kiss to his stomach.

Zarek froze.

Then—

a sound.

Small at first.

Then—

a laugh.

Light.

Clear.

Immediate.

Izana paused.

Just for a second.

Watching him.

Then did it again.

Another kiss.

Zarek laughed again.

Stronger this time.

Izana's hand stilled briefly.

His expression softened.

Not hidden.

Not restrained.

Just there.

"…You like that."

Another small laugh answered him.

Izana didn't rush the rest.

He stayed there a moment longer.

Repeating it once more.

Just to hear it again.

Then—

he finished.

Adjusted everything properly.

Lifted Zarek back into his arms.

The bear still firmly in his hand.

Izana didn't question it anymore.

He just supported both.

Zarek shifted closer.

One small hand gripping the bear.

The other—

catching onto Izana's shirt.

Izana looked down at it.

"…You keep doing that."

Zarek didn't let go.

Izana didn't make him.

He turned.

Left the nursery.

Back through the quiet hallway.

Into the bedroom.

Leah was still asleep.

Unmoved.

Izana stepped inside.

Closed the door gently behind him.

Then moved to the bed.

Sat down first.

Careful.

Then adjusted himself slightly—

before climbing back in beside her.

Zarek settled between them.

Still in Izana's arms.

The bear resting against his chest.

Izana adjusted the blanket over them both.

Then shifted his hand slightly.

Zarek's small fingers caught his.

Held on.

Izana stilled.

Looked at him.

"…Don't pull."

Zarek didn't.

Just held.

Izana allowed it.

His other hand moved lightly—

adjusting the bear.

Then tapping it gently.

Zarek followed the movement.

Eyes focused.

A quiet game.

Simple.

Still.

Minutes passed.

Leah stirred.

Slowly.

Her eyes opened.

Not fully at first.

Then—

she saw them.

Izana.

Zarek.

Already awake.

Already there.

A small smile formed immediately.

She didn't speak yet.

Just watched.

Izana noticed.

Without looking directly at her.

Then turned slightly.

"…Morning."

Leah's voice was soft.

"…You've been up."

"…Yes."

She shifted slightly.

Still sore—but better.

"…Of course you have."

Izana leaned slightly closer.

Careful not to disturb Zarek—

and pressed a soft kiss to her forehead.

Then brushed a strand of her hair back gently.

Leah exhaled quietly.

"…You do this every morning now, don't you."

"…Yes."

She looked at Zarek.

Still holding the bear.

"…He still hasn't let that go."

"…No."

Leah let out a quiet breath.

"…I think it's his favorite."

Izana glanced at it.

Then back at her.

"…It's not optional."

That made her smile.

Leah reached out.

Gently brushing her finger along Zarek's cheek.

"…Hey…"

Zarek shifted slightly.

Responding.

Leah sat up slowly.

Careful.

Then leaned back against Izana.

Close.

Comfortable.

Izana adjusted immediately.

One arm shifting around her without hesitation.

Still supporting Zarek with the other.

Balanced.

Natural.

Leah rested lightly against him.

Watching Zarek.

"…He's bigger."

"…Yes."

"…Already."

"…That's expected."

Leah huffed softly.

"…Of course you'd say that."

A small pause.

Then—

Zarek made a sound.

Different.

Short.

Then—

another.

Leah looked at him immediately.

"…He's hungry."

Izana didn't question it.

He shifted instantly.

Carefully lifting Zarek.

Then handing him to her.

No hesitation.

No delay.

Leah adjusted him smoothly.

Confident.

No second guessing.

Izana watched.

Quiet.

Zarek settled quickly.

The small sounds fading.

Leah exhaled softly.

"…That's easier now."

Izana's gaze stayed on her.

"…You're faster."

Leah glanced at him.

"…I learned."

"…Yes."

A small smile touched her face.

"…You don't get to take credit for all of it."

"…I don't."

"…Good."

Silence settled again.

But not empty.

Just calm.

Izana leaned slightly closer.

Pressed a soft kiss to Zarek's forehead.

"…Stay calm."

Leah smiled faintly.

"…He listens to you."

Izana shook his head slightly.

"…He listens."

Leah raised an eyebrow.

"…That sounds like denial."

"…It's not."

"…It is."

A quiet pause.

Then softer—

"…He responds to both."

Leah looked at him.

Then down at Zarek.

"…Yeah."

Zarek shifted slightly.

One arm slipping free from the blanket.

His small fingers reaching.

Finding—

Izana's hand again.

Holding on.

Leah noticed.

A small smile forming.

"…There it is again."

Izana looked down.

Then didn't move.

Didn't pull away.

Just let him hold on.

"…He does that often."

"…I've noticed."

Leah adjusted slightly.

Resting more comfortably against him.

Zarek calm between them.

The bear still pressed against him.

Izana's hand held in his grip.

Leah's hand resting lightly over him.

All of it—

steady.

Leah exhaled softly.

"…This is nice."

Izana didn't look away.

"…Yes."

A pause.

Then quieter—

"…Stay like this."

Leah didn't argue.

Didn't move.

Just stayed.

Zarek settled fully.

Safe.

Between them.

And for once—

nothing needed to be fixed.

Nothing needed to be controlled.

Just held.

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