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Chapter 5 - Are they lovely memories? If so, can we hold on to them

 

A promise—what is it really. Is it just words spoken to make someone feel loved and cared for, a way to make it easier to believe in the relationship and hope it will last? For some, a promise is everything they could wish for: it brings comfort, security, and trust. But for others, that same oath feels like a ball and chain—something heavy, a burden they cannot shake off or escape.

The true value of a promise lies not only in the words but in the actions that follow. When words and actions align, they give meaning to "I promise." They can ease doubt, paint a clearer picture of the future, and help someone decide what is real. In the end, what you say and what you do together define the truth and love you hold for them

 

Both Kimberly and Charlotte were sleeping, clinging to one another, as if everything was okay and they had already solved everything just like that. After some time, Charlotte woke up and looked at Kimberly, but she couldn't bear to keep her gaze on her, reminded of what Kimberly had done in the past. She got up after experiencing a nightmare about what had happened again and went to her office to shake it off, unable to sleep. Her thoughts and nightmares kept circling back to the past, so she distracted herself by playing games. Immersed in them, she kept her mind busy until morning, not even noticing the time as she played on.

 

Kimberly, alone on the bed, felt a little cold as she woke up, reaching for the place where Charlotte had been sleeping but finding nothing there. She looked around and called Charlotte's name, hoping to see where she was. Wrapping herself in a blanket, she went searching, until suddenly she heard screaming and noise coming from Charlotte's office. Kimberly smiled as she entered and said, "Nong Lotty, I found you again." She came closer and tried to hold her, but it wasn't enough, so she got down and crawled to sit in front of her. Appearing before Charlotte, she climbed onto her lap, hugged her tightly, and whispered, "Now this is warm and soft."

 

Charlotte looked at Kimberly, trying to mask her true feelings with an awkward smile. She didn't say much, but allowed Kimberly to lay on her and sit on her lap, unwilling to reveal the emotions she was currently holding back. Kimberly looked up at her and said, "Well, are you not going anywhere today? I mean, it is a weekday, not a weekend… don't you have work or something?"

Charlotte felt a spark of irritation when Kimberly mentioned work. Her expression tightened, and she deliberately avoided looking at her. Instead of answering, she chose silence, retreating into her own bubble. With a faint pout, she kept her eyes fixed on the game in front of her, letting the soft clicks and movements of play drown out the tension. It was her way of deflecting—of holding onto control—while Kimberly's words lingered unacknowledged in the air.

 

Kimberly looked at Charlotte and said, "Well, did you hear me? I mean, it's not like you can't hear me." She pulled the headphones off Charlotte's ears and searched her face, but Charlotte kept looking down, still silent and unmoving. Shocked, Kimberly held her face and gently made her look up. Charlotte quickly turned away, leaving Kimberly even more unsettled. "Huh… are you okay? You haven't said anything to me. What's the problem? What happened? Did we fight or something?"

 

Charlotte slowly pushed Kimberly's hand off her face and let out a small smirk. "Really? You're asking me that after what happened… no, after what you did yesterday?" she said. Gently, she guided Kimberly to sit back in her chair so she could get up, then stood and walked toward the door.

 

Kimberly got up, leaving the headphones and the blanket she had brought with her behind. She looked at Charlotte and followed after her, saying, "Please stop. I already said sorry about that. I mean, I was just protecting you—and us. Please… just believe me and don't leave me."

 

Charlotte sighed, a single tear slipping down her cheek as she finally turned to face Kimberly. Her voice trembled with hurt, yet carried a sharp edge of resolve. ''Was that your decision… or our decision?'' she asked, her gaze locking onto Kimberly's. ''And on top of that… you broke our promise.''

 

The words hung heavy in the air, echoing with the weight of disappointment and love intertwined. Charlotte's tear glistened as she tried to hold herself together, her heart aching at the thought that the bond they had sworn to protect might be unraveling.

 

Kimberly was shocked, murmuring in confusion at what Charlotte had just said. She had forgotten, though she didn't want to show it—but knowing Charlotte, she had already guessed. Charlotte shouted, "You are unbelievable. You forgot… you know what, I'm done. I just can't." With that, she opened the door and slammed it shut as she walked out.

 

Kimberly looked as if she was about to say something, but Charlotte had already left. Annoyed and unable to calm down, Kimberly rushed after her. She opened the door and ran after Charlotte, calling out her name as she saw her heading down the stairs. Charlotte didn't stop, so Kimberly followed quickly. In her haste, she mis-stepped on the stairs, slipped, and lost her balance. She tumbled down, breaking her hand on the hard landing before passing out on the floor.

Charlotte's eyes widened in horror as she saw it happen. Her body moved instinctively, rushing to Kimberly's side. She held her close, calling her name over and over, but Kimberly didn't respond. Panic set in as Charlotte began to cry, clutching her tightly while dialing the ambulance. When she noticed blood, she screamed into the phone, "Come now, please… I can't lose her!"

 

After some time, the ambulance arrived and took Kimberly inside. Charlotte went with them, holding Kimberly's hand tightly during the ride. The ambulance reached the hospital as quickly as possible, and Kimberly was hurriedly admitted into the ER. Charlotte was asked to wait outside during the surgery. Sitting there, she panicked over what had happened, unable to relax. Tears streamed down her face as she replayed the moment in her mind, her heart heavy with fear and regret.

 

 

With the sudden chaos in the hospital, Maya and Zoey were there as well for Zoey's treatment. They noticed the commotion and wondered what was happening. Zoey turned to Maya and asked, "Love, do you know what's going on? I thought I saw Charlotte here."

Maya grew serious and replied, "Where? I mean… she would have called if something was wrong."

Zoey shook her head firmly. "No, I'm serious about this. I think we should check first."

Maya sighed, then walked with Zoey toward the ER. Together, they went to investigate, determined to see what was happening—and whether it truly was Charlotte.

 

 

Charlotte was sitting on the floor, hugging her knees with her head bowed, tears streaming down her face. Her clothes were stained with blood. Both Maya and Zoey froze in disbelief at the sight, then slowly approached her.

Maya asked, "What is happening? Why are you here… and why are you covered in blood?"

Hearing her sister's voice, Charlotte stood and threw her arms around her, sobbing harder as she whispered, "Kimberly… she is…" Her words broke off into more tears.

Maya held her tightly, glancing at Zoey, who was shocked but still confused. "Wait… calm down first," Maya said gently. "If you cry too much, you'll faint. Please, take it slow. Let's wait for the doctor first, okay?"

 

Zoey gently guided Charlotte to sit down and said softly, "Well, sit here, okay? Don't worry… we're here for you. When you're ready, you can tell us what happened. Take it slow, okay?"

Meanwhile, Maya hurried off to get some water. She quickly returned, knelt in front of Charlotte, and handed her a bottle. Opening it, she slipped a straw inside and said, "Here, drink this. I'm sure you're dry from all the crying."

Charlotte leaned in and sipped from the straw. Zoey glanced at Maya and said, "Phi May, can't you see she's stressed? Please don't add to it."

Maya rolled her eyes, looked away, and didn't respond

 

After some time, the ambulance arrived and Kimberly was taken into the hospital. Charlotte accompanied her, holding Kimberly's hand tightly during the ride. Once they reached, Kimberly was rushed into the ER. Charlotte was asked to wait outside during the surgery, her mind racing with panic and fear.

Eventually, the doctor emerged. Charlotte immediately stood and asked, "How is Kimberly doing?"

With a stoic expression, the doctor replied, "The patient is out of the woods now. The bleeding has stopped, and there is no danger. She will be moved to a regular ward so she can heal. Please handle her with care—her hand is injured, and she has a head injury. But don't worry, there will be no memory loss or related problems."

 

Charlotte looked relieved to hear the doctor's words. She thanked him softly before returning to sit down. Maya glanced at her and shook her head, saying, "You're such a crybaby."

Zoey leaned closer to Charlotte and said gently, "Don't listen to her… it's good to worry."

 

 

Charlotte looked at Maya and said to her older sister, "You haven't changed, huh… well, I'm not surprised."

Maya shot her an annoyed look and replied, "Well, you don't have the right to talk to me like that. I'm not the one going in circles here. I warned you about her time and time again, but… you know what, let me save my words." She sighed, then turned to Zoey and said, "Honey, let's go. You need to rest." Folding her arms, she walked away.

 

Zoey looked at Charlotte and said softly, "Call us when she wakes up, okay? And take care." She stood and walked toward Maya, who was waiting at a distance. Catching up to her, Zoey said, "Will you stop being so hard on her? Didn't you say you were okay with this?"

 

Maya ignored Zoey until they got into the car. Once seated, she finally looked at her and said, "You do know that Charlotte gave up her title because of her. And now Lady Grandmother is restless—since it all happened just because she wouldn't allow Charlotte to be with Kimberly."

Zoey was shocked, sitting on Maya's lap as she replied, "But I didn't know that… why would Lady Grandmother not allow her? I mean, she allowed us."

Maya sighed. "Well, I don't know the exact reason. Maybe it's how Kimberly behaved… I don't know all the details."

Zoey laid her head on Maya's chest and whispered, "That's not fair." The driver pulled away from the hospital, carrying them into the night.

 

 

Charlotte sat in silence, replaying the disagreement she'd had with Lady Grandmother about Kimberly. She hadn't told Kimberly about it—unsure how she might react if she knew—and that was the real reason Charlotte had chosen her, not her title. With a heavy sigh, weighed down by stress, Charlotte found herself unable to sleep. She stepped outside for fresh air, trying to calm her restless thoughts.

 

Meanwhile, Kimberly was being moved to a new ward to continue healing. After some time, a nurse came to fetch Charlotte, explaining what had happened. Charlotte rushed inside, her heart pounding, and found Kimberly safe but in a fragile state, sleeping peacefully despite her condition. Overcome with emotion, Charlotte sat by her side, took her hand, and wept—apologizing over and over. She stayed there, watching Kimberly sleep, until her own tears carried her into slumber, still holding Kimberly's hand tightly.

 

Hours had passed since Kimberly was admitted to the hospital. Slowly, she began to wake, her eyes blinking open as she wondered where she was. Looking around, she sensed—then felt and even smelled—a familiar presence beside her. Her hand was being gently held, and she knew instantly who it belonged to. Turning her head, she saw Charlotte asleep at her side. Kimberly smiled softly, but worry tugged at her heart; she didn't want Charlotte to get cold or sick. Carefully, she pulled a blanket from her bed and draped it over them both, sharing its warmth and covering Charlotte with quiet tenderness.

 

"Does regret clear us from guilt, or does it only add to it? Sometimes we blame ourselves for others' mistakes, and in the end that very weight pushes them away. Then you wonder—was it worth it?"

"A clean hurt is better than a prolonged poison. That's a wise way to see it."

Maybe being in each other's dreams is the best way to go. There, I get to see you again, and we can catch up where our love has no end, no problems. Just us. That's all I ask.

 

 

Morning came sooner as dreams faded, and reality returned. Birds began chirping as the sunlight brushed gently across their eyelids, waking them both at the same time. Kimberly and Charlotte opened their eyes, gazing at each other with a mix of concern and adoration. Their eyes sparkled as, in perfect unison, they whispered, "I saw you in my dream."

A tear slipped down Charlotte's cheek, tracing its way to her chin. Kimberly smiled softly and said, "I'm glad you're with me in the real world." Charlotte leaned closer, wrapping her arms around Kimberly in a gentle embrace, careful not to hurt her, holding her with quiet tenderness.

 

Charlotte hugged Kimberly tightly and whispered, ''I'm not going anywhere. I'll always be here when you wake from your sleep, holding your hand even tighter. Okay? I promise you that.''

 

 

Kimberly held Charlotte with the arm that wasn't injured. As she pulled back just enough to look at her, she wiped away Charlotte's tears and said softly, ''I promise not to scare you like that again. I'll be with you, just as we've always been.''

 

 

Charlotte looked down, something weighing on her that she couldn't shake. Deciding not to hold back anymore, she clasped Kimberly's hands and said softly, ''Nong Kimmie… can I tell you something?''

 

Kimberly's eyes searched hers, worry flickering as she thought it might be about the tests and what had happened. She steadied herself and replied, ''You can tell me. What is it?''

 

Charlotte took a deep breath and looked at her. ''The reason I lost my title,'' she began, ''is because Lady Grandmother took it away when she found out I was with you. She knew all along, and she even gave me an ultimatum—to choose between you or my title. I chose you. That's why I disappeared… I was scared you wouldn't want to be with me after that happened.''

 

Kimberly was in disbelief, her face shocked as she struggled to process what Charlotte had said. She had thought Charlotte simply gave up the title, not that it was taken from her. Holding Charlotte's hands tightly, she spoke in a low, trembling voice, almost on the verge of tears: ''But… she let me stay in the palace. Why not? I don't understand… but you chose me. I'm so sorry that happened to you. Lady Maya and Lady Zoey never told me anything.''

 

Charlotte looked at her, then kissed her hand. ''That doesn't matter—it's all gone now, okay? I'll stay with you, just like before. I can't turn back time and choose differently, because then I'd be missing my heart. Without you, I'd be nothing but an empty shell. You are my heart.''

 

Kimberly was deeply touched by Charlotte's words. She gently pulled Charlotte closer, leaning her forehead against hers before kissing her softly. With a feeling of gratefulness and love, she whispered, ''Thank you… I love you more than words.''

 

Charlotte, overwhelmed by the words and the kiss, didn't say anything. She blushed and laid her head on Kimberly's chest, holding her tightly. The familiar scent of Kimberly's perfume—just like when they first met—filled the room. Kimberly smiled, humoring her, and gently patted her back. Looking at her with playful affection, she teased, ''Aww… are you still shy and speechless after that? I thought spending more time together would change that, you know.''

 

Charlotte looked away, too shy to face Kimberly after what had just happened. ''Well… you're still so good with words and actions. How can I compete with that? I mean, you're such a smooth talker—and still so flirty,'' she admitted softly.

 

Kimberly kissed the top of her head and smiled. ''Well, I'm like that only for you. I love doing it with you, because I get the best reactions—and they're so cute.''

 

Charlotte held her tighter, smiling as she whispered, ''You'd better do it only on me, hmm.'' After a few quiet moments, a voice echoed from outside their room. Startled, Charlotte quickly let go and moved to sit on the chair.

 

Kimberly was shocked, frowning as she asked, ''Hmm… why are you sitting there instead of lying on me?'' Charlotte whispered back, ''What? Someone's coming here.''

 

Kimberly, pretending to be hurt, let out a soft moan of pain. Charlotte immediately rushed closer, but quickly stopped, grabbing her and showering her face with kisses. Just then, the nurse and doctor entered the room. Embarrassed, they glanced at the two and said, ''Sorry for disturbing, but we're here to check on her…''

 

Charlotte blushed even more, her cheeks warm as she quickly adjusted herself. Trying to regain composure, she moved back to the chair and sat down, her posture stiff with embarrassment. The room felt heavier in the silence, every small movement reminding her of the moment that had just been interrupted

 

After that interruption, the doctor and nurse began their checkups. The process took a while, with quiet questions, gentle touches, and careful notes being made. Charlotte sat silently, lost in thought, her mind drifting back to the tender moment she had just shared with Kimberly. The warmth of it lingered even as the clinical routine carried on.

When the checkups finally ended, the doctor and nurse exchanged a quick glance, still embarrassed by what they had walked in on earlier. With polite smiles, they excused themselves, saying, ''We'll leave you to rest now.'' As they stepped out, the room grew quiet again, leaving Charlotte and Kimberly alone with the echo of their emotions, the air still carrying the intimacy of what had just been interrupted.

 

 

Kimberly looked at Charlotte and teased, 'Wow, you moved so quick—do you have superpowers or something?' Charlotte pouted, folding her arms and looking away with a blush. ''Knock it off, you,'' she muttered. ''Anyway… what did they say?''.

 

 

Kimberly looked at her with a faint smile and said, ''What—you didn't hear? They said I can go home, as long as you're able to take care of me and handle everything they asked. It's a lot, but… it means I don't have to stay here anymore.''

Her voice carried both relief and a touch of nervousness, as if she wasn't sure how Charlotte would feel about the responsibility. She squeezed Charlotte's hand gently, her eyes softening. ''It's not just about leaving the hospital—it's about us being together again, outside these walls. I want that more than anything.''

Charlotte, still blushing from earlier, listened intently, her heart racing at the thought. The words settled over her like a promise, filling the room with a quiet warmth that pushed away the lingering embarrassment from before.

 

Charlotte moved closer, gently taking Kimberly's hand in hers. She looked into her eyes and said with quiet determination, ''Well, I can do that. Don't worry, okay? It's not a big deal. Remember—I'm your fiancée. Taking care of you is part of who I am, and I wouldn't want it any other way.''

 

Her voice carried both reassurance and love, the words wrapping around Kimberly like a promise. The tension in the room softened, replaced by a warmth that reminded them both of the bond they had chosen above everything else.

 

Kimberly smiled at Charlotte and said, ''Well, fine then—we can do that.'' Charlotte let go of her gently and began packing, glancing back at Kimberly with concern. ''Do you want me to get a wheelchair for you? I don't want you to get hurt again,'' she said softly. Without waiting for an answer, she rushed toward the door.

 

But as she reached the doorstep, Charlotte froze. Standing there was Lady Grandmother, flanked by two royal guards, her hand raised as if she had been about to knock. Charlotte's heart skipped a beat, her breath catching in shock.

 

Lady Grandmother's eyes narrowed slightly, though her voice carried a calm, almost mocking politeness. ''Well, good morning, dear Charlotte. I hope you have been well. Tell me—are you planning on letting me stand here, or will you invite me in?''

 

The presence of the guards behind her made the moment heavier, the air thick with tension. Charlotte, still stunned, felt her pulse quicken as she realized this was not a casual visit—it was something far more serious.

 

"Sometimes running away is not always the safest option. What if, by running, you hurt people even deeper—beyond repair? In the end, the question will remain: were you running from the problems we faced, or were you running because you couldn't face me at all? And truly, what did you solve by running away… and what did you gain?"

"Even villains deserve to tell their story. We don't always have to hear it from the hero's view—because even the cleanest cloth can still get dirty."

"If you stayed because of my good side, would you leave me when I start showing you my bad side?"

 

 

Lady Grandmother entered, passing Charlotte and leaving her standing at the door. She looked around the room before turning her gaze to Kimberly, who sat on the bed with no readable expression. With a cool, measured tone, she said, ''Well, if you thought I wasn't going to find you—or that you could hide—then it's a clever little game. But it's not one meant for me.''

 

Charlotte turned to face Lady Grandmother, her voice steady though her heart raced. ''Well… what do you want here?'' she asked, walking toward Kimberly protectively. ''I wasn't hiding.''

 

Her steps were deliberate, each one closing the distance between her and Kimberly, as if to shield her from whatever was about to unfold. The air in the room grew heavier, the presence of the royal guards at the door making Charlotte's words feel bolder than they sounded. She tightened her grip on Kimberly's hand, her eyes never leaving Lady Grandmother's, refusing to show weakness.

 

Lady Grandmother's gaze lingered on her, sharp and unreadable, as though weighing Charlotte's defiance against the authority she carried with her. The silence stretched for a moment, thick with unspoken tension, before the confrontation truly began

 

Lady Grandmother stepped inside, her presence commanding as she passed Charlotte, leaving her standing frozen at the door. She glanced around the room with sharp eyes before settling her gaze on Kimberly, who sat on the bed with no readable expression. Shaking her head slightly, Lady Grandmother said, ''Well, good—because I hated that anyway. And why am I here? This is a hospital, after all. I can come to visit, that's all.''

 

Her words carried a mix of casual dismissal and quiet authority, the kind that made it difficult to tell whether she was truly here out of concern or for something far more deliberate. The guards at her side remained still, their presence adding weight to the moment as Charlotte tried to steady herself against the unexpected encounter.

 

Charlotte looked at Lady Grandmother, her eyes narrowing with disbelief. ''With all due respect, I don't believe that,'' she said firmly, moving closer to Kimberly's side.

Lady Grandmother cut her words short, her tone sharp yet composed. ''Yes… that's not all. You see, I have an offer for you both.''

 

The room seemed to grow heavier at her declaration, the presence of the royal guards behind her making the moment feel less like a casual visit and more like the beginning of something far more serious.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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