After I got discharged from hospital, I got a very luxurious treatment. I did nothing but eat, sleep, poop and enjoy for the next 2 months. I felt truly very good at that time.
After those 2 months, I returned to school. Whenever I passed by someone they would ask me about my health. They would encourage me and say I am doing better than my adults would do in my situation. It was like the whole village existed solely for me and me. And I also got extra care and attention from my teachers and that made me feel very good. Due to that reason, I started working very hard and with my dedication and focus I started getting really good grades.
[Its said "Popularity is a mental poison that can either destroy you or prepare you something far better than what you wanted"]
As said above it didn't destroy me but turned me into something better. At first, There was only little improvement. But when my teachers praised me for even the tiniest bit of improvement. I became really motivated and my dedication towards my study further improved.
I still remember when I got 1st position in my whole grade for the first time during Grade 1 first terminal examination, my whole family went out to a big city restaurant to celebrate. And that was it for me, That incident gave me an obsessive drive for success almost like an addiction.
[In Hinduism, Its said "Your biggest enemy is not something that exists within the world but it is something that exists within you. The biggest failure is not failing at something but it is refusing to accept you have failed. Your greatest moment of happiness becomes the deepest regret that you have to live with. And the greatest healer is not medicine or people or the sympathy, empathy or encouragement you get from others but it is space and time itself where you figure it out yourself."]
"People should know it is not the external things like mobile phone or alcohol or drugs that create addiction or obsession for something but the special feeling of drive, happiness and satisfaction that truly forces people to choose that feeling over everything else in the entire world"
After my first success, I kept getting 1st position throughout every single terminal and final examination from Grade 1 to Grade 4.
But before reaching Grade 4, Something special happend.
To be continued...