(ASA)
When I returned from my walk, I felt happier than when I'd left. So long as I didn't think about Zev sleeping with another omega, I was able to keep my depression at bay. Kurt's easygoing flirting had lifted my spirits.
Unfortunately, those jealous thoughts crept back in as the afternoon wore on. I stayed in my room, trying to read, but I kept picturing Zev fucking some faceless omega. The very thought of that made me want to puke. Had he looked into some other omega's eyes the way he had mine during my heat? Had he hungered for that faceless omega as he'd lusted for me? Why was it okay for him to be with some other omega, but when it came to me, he used Lukas' memory to keep me at arm's length?
