Hazel
She woke to gold light and the smell of something burning that wasn't her.
For one disoriented second she thought she'd died after all, and whatever came after was disappointingly well-furnished — a high ceiling beamed in dark wood, candlelight instead of the cold blue witch-fire of the Ashfall barracks, sheets that didn't smell like blood. Then the wound in her side throbbed in protest of her sitting up too fast, and Hazel decided, with some relief, that the afterlife probably didn't come with pain management this realistic.
"You're awake." The voice came from a doorway, bright as a struck match. "Oh, good, I was starting to think I'd have to come up with something more dramatic than tea to wake you."
The girl who stepped in had hair the color of the candle flames and a face that hadn't yet learned how to be unkind to anyone, by the look of it. Green eyes, freckles, a tray balanced on one hip like she'd carried a hundred of them up a hundred flights of stairs without spilling a drop.
"Eva," the girl said, setting the tray down on a table beside the bed with a clatter that suggested precision wasn't really the point. "Damon's sister. You're in the east wing — don't worry, it's the nice part of the house, he didn't put you in a dungeon, though believe me I had to ask twice to make sure." She said it like a joke. Her eyes, for just a flicker, didn't agree with her mouth — something passed behind them, dark and quick, gone before Hazel could name it. "What's your name?"
"Hazel."
"Hazel." Eva said it like she was testing the weight of it. "He didn't even tell me that much. Typical." She poured tea into a cup with the unbothered efficiency of someone who'd grown up doing it. "He's been pacing outside the door for an hour, by the way, in case you were wondering whether he cared whether you woke up at all."
"I wasn't wondering that."
"Sure you weren't." Eva's smile had a wicked little edge to it that made Hazel like her immediately and distrust the feeling immediately after — she'd learned, the hard way, what happened to people she let herself like. "He'll be insufferable about it either way. Drink your tea. You lost a lot of blood and Raphael had to do something with herbs I don't fully understand to keep the wound from souring."
"Raphael?"
"Damon's right hand. You'll meet him. He's handsome and useless about it, in the way men who don't know they're handsome usually are." A beat, and something softer ghosted across Eva's face before she visibly shook it off. "Anyway. Drink. I'll tell him you're up."
She left in a swirl of candlelight and unspoken things, and Hazel sat alone with a cup of tea she didn't trust and a body that ached in places she hadn't known could ache, staring at the brand on the back of her hand like it might explain itself if she looked hard enough.
It didn't.
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Damon came in without knocking, which she supposed made sense, given it was his house, his territory, and as far as he was concerned, now possibly his half-blood. He'd changed out of the rain-soaked black from the forest into something equally black and considerably drier, hair pulled back, purple eyes doing that thing again where they didn't quite look like they belonged to anyone mortal.
"You're alive," he said, by way of greeting.
"You sound disappointed."
"I sound like a man confirming an investment didn't go to waste." He crossed to the window instead of the bed, putting distance between them that felt deliberate, the way everything about him seemed deliberate. "How do you feel?"
"Like I died and someone reconsidered."
"Close enough." He didn't smile, exactly, but something in his jaw eased a fraction. "The blade that caught you was salted iron, blessed. Another ten minutes and not even your blood would have mattered."
"My blood mattering is apparently the whole point of this conversation." She pushed herself further upright, ignoring the protest from her side, because she'd be damned — properly, literally damned, in this house — before she had this conversation flat on her back. "So let's have it. The terms. You said I'd strike a deal with you. I'm awake. I'm listening."
Something in him sharpened with approval, brief and involuntary, like he hadn't expected her to come up swinging quite this fast.
"You stay here. Under my protection, under my roof. In exchange, you train — with me, under my methods, on my schedule — until you've attuned to whatever it is you're carrying that made my dragon go quiet the second he smelled you." He said it flatly, like reciting terms he'd rehearsed on the walk over. "Your loyalty is mine for the duration. Not your father's. Not the crown's. Mine."
"That's not a deal. That's a leash with extra steps."
"It's the only offer that keeps you breathing, Princess." His voice didn't rise, but something underneath it did — old patience wearing thin at the edges. "Your father sent eleven men to die so you'd die with them somewhere he didn't have to watch. The Ashfall court will report you dead. As far as the Nine Courts know, you already are. That makes you mine to remake however I see fit, or it makes you nothing at all. Choose."
The word nothing landed somewhere it shouldn't have been able to reach. She'd spent her whole life being told, in a dozen quiet ways, exactly how little she amounted to — half-blood, embarrassment, a problem solved most efficiently by disposal. She hated that his version of the insult cut sharper than her father's ever had, hated more that underneath the leash-with-extra-steps was something that looked, if she squinted, almost like an offer of a place to stand.
"And if I refuse?"
"Then you walk out that door and take your chances with whatever's left of the King's men still hunting the woods for confirmation." He shrugged, like the outcome genuinely didn't matter to him, though the muscle ticking in his jaw said otherwise. "I won't stop you. I don't keep things that don't want to be kept."
She looked down at the brand on her hand. It pulsed once, warm, almost reassuring, like it had an opinion on the matter and the opinion was stay.
"Fine," she said. "I'll train. I'll learn whatever it is you think I'm hiding. But I'm not yours, Damon. I'm here on my own terms, in my own debt to myself — not a leash, whatever you want to call it."
"Call it what you like." For the first time since he'd walked in, something almost like satisfaction crossed his face — quiet, contained, the look of a man who'd gotten exactly what he came for and was deciding not to gloat about it. "We start tomorrow. Eva will see you settled tonight. Rest while you still have the excuse."
He turned for the door, and stopped, hand on the frame, not quite looking back.
"For what it's worth," he said, quieter, "your father was a fool to throw you away."
He was gone before she could decide whether that had been a kindness or another kind of knife.
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Damon
Raphael was waiting in the hall, arms crossed, dark eyes doing the thing they did when he had an opinion he intended to share whether or not it was wanted.
"You told her I don't keep things that don't want to be kept." Raphael fell into step beside him, unhurried, the picture of a man who'd spent three centuries learning exactly how much honesty his employer could tolerate before sundown. "That's almost romantic, for you."
"It's accurate."
"It's also a lie, and you know it, because you'd have gone after her into those woods regardless of what she chose." Raphael's mouth curved, not quite a smile. "I've known you a long time, Damon. I've never seen you cross a room that fast for anyone."
Damon didn't answer that, because there wasn't an answer that didn't reveal more than he wanted revealed — not to Raphael, not to Eva, not to the half-blood currently sitting in his east wing with a brand on her hand that matched a scar he'd carried since before memory, radiating heat like a coal he couldn't set down.
"The bond," Raphael said, gentler now, reading the silence the way he always did. "It's real, isn't it."
"I don't know what it is." Which was true, and which was also the closest thing to fear Damon had let himself feel since the wards screamed open three nights ago and something in his chest had recognized the sound before his mind caught up to it. "I know what it isn't. It isn't convenient. It isn't something I asked for. And it isn't something I intend to discuss with my staff in a hallway."
"Noted." Raphael, wisely, let it go, though the look he gave Damon on his way past said the conversation was merely postponed, not buried. "Eva likes her, for what it's worth. That usually means something."
"Eva likes everyone."
"Eva likes everyone the way the sun likes everything it touches. It doesn't mean the warmth isn't real." Raphael paused at the top of the stairs, and something flickered across his face that Damon recognized too well to comment on — the particular ache of wanting something you'd decided, long ago, you weren't allowed to want. "Goodnight, Damon. Try to sleep. You look like a man who hasn't in days."
He hadn't. He suspected, standing there with the ghost of her hand still burning faint against his palm, that he wouldn't again for a long while yet — not until he understood exactly what kind of fire he'd carried into his own house, and what it intended to do to the both of them before this was through.
Behind him, faint through the east wing's walls, he heard Eva's laugh and Hazel's lower answering voice, and felt, despite himself, despite four hundred years of practice at feeling nothing at all, something in his chest ease that had been clenched since the moment he was born.