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Chapter 21 - CP:21 What Do You Think Of Me When You Look At Me?

Ash woke to sunlight spilling across his face like warm honey and the faint, comforting scent of cinnamon and smoke curling through the air. For a disoriented moment, he thought he was back in the Draconic Palace—until the sharp throb in his left leg anchored him firmly in Seiena's royal infirmary wing.

Seraphina was curled in the wide armchair beside his bed, fast asleep. A slim volume of human poetry had slipped from her fingers onto her lap, pages fluttering open to a sonnet about impossible longing. Her flame-red hair spilled over one shoulder like living fire, catching the morning light in strands of molten copper and gold. Spark, her three-eyed lizard like pet, snoozed contentedly in the crook of her arm, two eyes closed while the third watched Ash with lazy, suspicious vigilance.

He tried to sit up. Pain lanced through his ankle like a white-hot blade.

A low hiss escaped him before he could swallow it. Seraphina's golden eyes snapped open instantly, alert in a way that spoke of draconic instincts rather than human drowsiness.

"You're awake." She was at his side in a heartbeat, tail curling gracefully around the carved bedpost for balance as she fluffed the silk pillows behind him with practiced care. Her touch was gentle but efficient, scales warm against the linen. "The healer said you shouldn't move much today. Here—drink this."

She held a steaming cup of herbal brew to his lips. Their fingers brushed as he took it. Her touch lingered a second longer than necessary, the roughness of fine scales contrasting with the softness of her concern.

Ash drank slowly, studying her over the rim.

There was a new softness in the way she looked at him since the river incident—Like something she's proud of. Like her favorite rare gemstones in the original story. It made his chest ache with affection and guilt in equal measure.

"Thank you," he said quietly once the cup was empty. "For last night. For not listening when I told you to stay on the pavilion."

Seraphina's cheeks flushed a delicate rose beneath her scales. "As if I could watch you drown. Father would skin me."

She caught herself mid-sentence, cheeks darkening further. She busied her hands again, adjusting the blankets around Ash's waist with unnecessary precision, smoothing wrinkles that didn't exist. "He cares more about… proper royal conduct, that's all. You know how he is. Strict about risks. Anyway, how's your injury? Does the swelling feel any better?"

Ash let her dodge the slip. He flexed his toes experimentally and winced at the pull. "Still feels like a wyvern decided to use it as a chew toy, but the potion's helping. I'll live." He reached out, catching her wrist gently before she could retreat to the medicine tray again. Her pulse fluttered under his fingers. "Seraphina. You were going to say something else."

She met his eyes—those bright, honest golden eyes that mirrored her father's so closely yet lacked the centuries of guarded steel and smoldering intensity. For a heartbeat, she looked like she might confess whatever hovered unspoken between them. Instead, she simply shook her head and offered a small, rueful smile.

"You're too sharp for your own good, Asher. Rest. I'll sit with you until the next dose."

She did exactly that, curling back into the armchair with her book of poetry. Though her gaze kept drifting to him every few lines, warm and thoughtful. Ash pretended to sleep, one arm slung over his eyes, while his mind churned like the river current from the night before.

This is getting dangerous, he thought.

Seraphina's care felt genuine, deepening with every shared laugh and quiet moment. But every time her golden eyes softened, he saw another pair—older, fiercer, molten with restrained hunger beneath a mask of regal control. Obsidian horns. A tail that had wrapped around his ankle like it never wanted to let go.

"I should write to your father," Ash said after a long silence, voice rough with more than just pain. "Before he hears exaggerated versions from the official reports."

Seraphina nodded, though a flicker of disappointment crossed her face like a passing cloud. "He'll worry. Try to sound less heroic when you tell him. He hates unnecessary risks—says they're the luxury of fools and hatchlings."

Ash gave a weak laugh that pulled at his ribs. "Too late for that. I've already been labeled both in his eyes, probably."

The letter he composed on the small writing desk brought to his bedside was careful, diplomatic, and deliberately understated. He described the Lantern Festival chaos factually: the collapsed bridge, the swift response, his own involvement minimized to "assisting where needed." He emphasized Seraphina's bravery in wading into the water and the strengthened bond it forged between their peoples.

He signed it with a flourish: Prince Asher De Michaelangelo.

He did not write what his heart wanted to spill across the parchment.

Ignis. I keep seeing your eyes in hers every time she smiles. I keep wishing it was you pulling me from that freezing water, claws and all. I missed you.

Instead, he sealed the letter with Seiena's crest and handed it to the waiting courier. The man bowed deeply and vanished down the corridor.

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The day blurred into a gentle rhythm of recovery and quiet companionship.

Seraphina visited constantly, a bright flame cutting through the monotony of bed rest. She brought armfuls of books from the Grand Library—tomes on human history, collections of poetry, even a few wildly inaccurate scrolls on dragon lore that made her laugh until her tail thumped the floor. Her voice was musical as she read aloud, filling the chamber with tales of ancient heroes and star-crossed lovers. In the afternoons, when the healers allowed it, she helped him hobble through the floating gardens on crutches, her tail curled supportively around his waist whenever the pain flared hot and sudden.

On third day mid-morning, they found refuge beneath a cascading purple wisteria in a secluded corner of the terraced gardens.

The flowers hung like fragrant curtains, their petals drifting lazily on the breeze. Seraphina helped him settle onto a stone bench, then sat close beside him, her shoulder brushing his.

The air smelled of blooming jasmine and river mist. Spark chased floating petals nearby, three eyes tracking every movement.

"Asher…" Seraphina began softly, her voice carrying a weight he'd been dreading. "What do you see when you look at me?"

Ash turned to her. She was beautiful—fierce and warm, with flame-red hair framing her face and golden eyes that glowed with quiet vulnerability. She had grown dearer to him every day: her laughter, her courage at the river, the way she fed Spark bits of sweet cake when she thought no one was looking.

But his treacherous, ruined heart kept circling back to the other golden eyes gleaming in crystal light, to a seven-foot Dragon Lord who had kissed him back like a man starving in the desert.

"I see someone I want to protect," he said honestly, taking her hand. Her scales were warm against his palm. "Someone who makes me laugh even on the worst days. Someone who could make a future worth fighting for—an alliance that means something real."

Seraphina searched his face for a long moment, as if reading between the lines of everything he left unsaid. The wisteria blossoms drifted between them like silent witnesses. For a heartbeat, he feared she would press—demand the truth about the tension that crackled whenever her father's name arose.

Instead, she laughed out loud and put her hand on his shoulder with a soft sigh, her tail curling loosely around his good ankle in a gesture that felt both affectionate and wistful.

"That's enough for now," she whispered.

Ash wrapped an arm around her, pulling her closer. The guilt twisted deeper, but so did the warmth. Seraphina deserved honesty, yet the empire's survival still hung in the balance. And somewhere far away, in a volcanic palace of obsidian and starlight, Ignis was probably reading his carefully worded letter with that unreadable expression, tail twitching in agitation.

A hidden watcher in the shadows of the garden—masked and silent—slipped away unnoticed, carrying whispers of budding affection and unresolved longing back into the growing web of intrigue.

The alliance was strengthening, but the hearts involved were tangled in ways no trade treaty could untangle.

Ash closed his eyes, breathing in the scent of wisteria and grass field.

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