The morning light in Heaven's Gate was pale and cold, filtering through the high windows of the inn's upper corridor. Liang walked with quiet steps, his brow furrowed. He hadn't seen Lia Kai since the coronation. She hadn't joined them for meals, and her usual quiet presence in the corner of the common room was absent. A low, persistent worry had settled in his gut.
He found himself outside the section of the inn reserved for the women's quarters. The hallway was empty, silent except for the distant murmur of the awakening city below. He felt awkward standing there, but the worry pushed him forward.
"Lia?" he called softly, his voice barely more than a breath. No answer.
He moved down the hall, peering at closed doors. Then he saw one, at the far end, left slightly ajar. A thin sliver of dim lamplight escaped from within. He approached, the polished wood floor creaking faintly under his weight. He raised his hand and knocked, the sound gentle but distinct.
From inside, there was a sudden, sharp intake of breath, followed by a frantic rustle of cloth. A muted thump, as if something had been dropped.
"Who is it?" Lia's voice came, tight and higher than usual.
"It's Liang. Can I… come in?"
A pause, longer than felt comfortable. "Yes. Enter."
He pushed the door open slowly, stepping into the small, neat room. Lia stood by the narrow bed, her back to him for a moment as she smoothed the front of her simple grey robe. When she turned, her face was composed, but her eyes were red-rimmed, the faint traces of recent tears glistening on her pale cheeks.
"I'm sorry," Liang said immediately, his own ears warming. "I didn't mean to interrupt. I just… I wanted to see how you were. You haven't been around."
Lia managed a small, fragile smile that didn't reach her eyes. "It's alright. I've been… organizing my thoughts."
His gaze drifted past her. On the neatly made bed lay a worn leather travel bag, its mouth open. Beside it were a pair of sturdy, road-worn boots and a folded traveling cloak of dark wool. The sight was like a cold hand closing around his heart.
"Lia," he said, his voice dropping. "What are you doing?"
She followed his gaze to the bed, and her composure cracked a little. She looked down at her own hands, which were balled into small, white-knuckled fists at her sides. "I know the truth, Liang."
"What truth?"
She lifted her head, and her eyes met his. They were no longer the eyes of the timid, grieving girl from the arena. They held a raw, newfound hardness, a pain that had been distilled into something sharp and clear. "I know the God Asylum scroll was the first poison. And the jar… the jar *I* gave to my father was what activated it."
Liang's heart gave a painful, sympathetic lurch. "Lia, Gen would never… he never intended to harm your father. He was used, just like you were. He's tearing himself apart over it."
"I know," she said softly, the hardness in her eyes softening into a profound sorrow. "I know Gen is not a bad person. He is… a good man, caught in a terrible storm. But that doesn't change what happened. And it doesn't change that I can't stay here anymore." She took a shaky breath. "Actually, I cannot stay with you all anymore. I need to find my own path. If I want to grow… I need to go away from all of this."
In her heart, Lia knew she was just running. Running from the pitiful looks, from the constant, silent reminder of her role in her father's murder, from the suffocating weight of being the daughter of a fallen hero in a den of schemers. But what other choice did she have? Stay and slowly drown in it?
Liang's own fists clenched. He understood. He understood the pain of feeling like a ghost among the living, of being defined by a loss you had no power to prevent. "How…" he started, his voice thick. "How did you find out?"
"After you fall from that high," she whispered, "everything you thought was yours disappears. All my 'friends' at court turned on me. And someone… someone didn't mind telling me the full, ugly truth. I am no longer the Pillar's daughter. I am just another girl no one cares about."
"I care for you."
The words were out of his mouth before he could stop them, forced out by a surge of feeling he hadn't named until this moment. He had never felt this for anyone. Not like this. Since leaving the Jiang Capital, all his care had been for Gen, for Madame Su, for their desperate journey to destroy the Damocles. But then he met her. She wasn't the sunny, explosive force of nature that was Gen, or the calm, stern anchor of Madame Su. She was just Lia. Quiet, wounded, fiercely loyal, and carrying a grief that mirrored his own sense of inadequacy. He couldn't explain the pull, the quiet understanding that had grown between them in shared silences. He just knew he wanted her to stay.
He opened his mouth again, the words clumsy but earnest. "You don't have to go. We can find a way. Together. With us."
Lia shook her head, a single, sad movement. She took a step towards him, then another, until she was standing right in front of him. Liang went still, slightly startled by her closeness.
She had just turned sixteen. Though young, grief and responsibility had matured her faster than her years. Her form, slight but no longer a child's, was evident even through her simple robe—the slight curve of her chest, the feminine line of her waist traced by the robe's ties. Her face, upturned to his, was a map of sorrow and a desperate, fading hope.
Then, before he could process what was happening, she leaned in.
Their lips met.
It was not a passionate kiss. It was soft, tentative, a question and a goodbye pressed into a single, fleeting point of contact. Liang's hands, acting on an instinct older than thought, came up to circle her waist, holding her gently as if she might break. They stayed like that for a few heartbeats, suspended in the quiet room, the world outside ceasing to exist.
Then they parted.
Lia looked up at him, a hint of shyness and a bittersweet joy shining through her teary eyes. She gave him one last, long look, as if memorizing his face. Then she turned, walked back to the bed, and picked up her travel bag. She slung the strap across her chest, settling it firmly.
"I don't want to say goodbye to the others," she said, her voice steady now, resolved. "They will try to stop me. Goodbye, Liang. I hope… one day we meet again."
Although she said the words of farewell, she didn't move towards the door. She stood slightly in front of him, her hands fidgeting together, waiting. Not for his reaction, but for his *words*. She was waiting for him to say he would come with her.
Liang's mind tore itself in two. He wanted to shout, to tell her to stay. He wanted, more than anything in that moment, to say *'I'll come with you.'* The image flashed before him: leaving this inn, this city of politics and pain, and just… walking with her. Anywhere.
But how could he? How could he leave Gen? Gen, who was a raw nerve of guilt and grief. Gen, who had just lost Duo Yi, who felt responsible for Varja. Gen, his best friend since childhood, the brother he had followed into the sky-fire and the void. He had promised, in a thousand unspoken ways, to always be at his side.
He saw the hope in Lia's eyes dim as the seconds stretched, filled only by his silent conflict. His throat locked. The words wouldn't come.
Seeing no reaction, Lia straightened her posture. The fragile hope vanished, replaced by a quiet, accepting finality. She gave a small, almost imperceptible nod, then walked past him, her shoulder brushing his arm. The scent of lavender and road dust lingered for a second.
The door clicked shut behind her.
Liang stood frozen in the center of the empty room. Then his fist clenched so violently the bones creaked. A short, sharp flare of uncontrolled Qi erupted from him, causing the lamplight to gutter and the thin windowpane to shudder in its frame. He was torn in a way he had never been before. A part of his heart had just walked out the door, and he had let it go.
***
Few days later, in their shared room, Gen knelt before a simple wooden chest. Liang leaned against the wall by the window, staring out at the cloud-wreathed peaks that housed the Sky Ocean's entrance, but seeing none of it.
Gen carefully placed the bamboo rod given to him by Black-Green Wood into the chest. Then he pulled out his combat robes. They were the grey and white robes of the Jiang Mountain, worn from travel and battle, meticulously mended time and again by Madame Su's needle. The fabric was thin in places, stained with old blood and scorch marks that wouldn't wash out. Gen didn't care. In the Sky Ocean, he would not wear finery. He would wear the skin of his home, the proof of his journey.
He glanced at Liang, who seemed a thousand miles away, his usual thoughtful expression replaced by a hollow distance.
"She will be fine," Gen said quietly, his voice uncharacteristically gentle. He knew who occupied Liang's thoughts.
Liang nodded slowly, not turning. "Time to leave, Gen. The Sky Ocean waits for us." He pushed himself off the wall, his movements deliberate, and began checking his own gear.
Gen watched his friend's back, a heavy knot of guilt tightening in his chest. He understood. Liang had stayed because of him. Because of their friendship. That night, after discovering Lia was gone, Gen had cursed at Liang, had almost shaken him, yelling at him to go after her, to stop being a fool. But Liang had been immovable, a wall of stubborn loyalty. "My place is here," he'd said, his voice quiet but absolute. "With you."
The memory made Gen's heart both melt and ache. Liang was the only constant, good thing in the whirlwind of his life. Not an anchor to hold him down, not just a training partner to spar with, but his brother. The other part of his soul. In a world of falling gods and betraying kings, Liang's presence was the one piece of solid ground.
"Thank you," Gen said, the words simple but carrying the weight of mountains.
Liang turned, and for a moment, the shadow lifted from his face. He laughed, a genuine, if tired, sound, and walked over. He tapped Gen hard on the shoulder, then let his hand rest there. "We are friends, aren't we?"
Gen met his gaze and nodded firmly. "We are."
Liang had no obligation to follow him on this quest for vengeance, to defy Divine Generals and scheming kings. No debt bound him to this path of blood and lightning. Yet he followed. Into battle, into heartbreak, without hesitation.
As Liang turned back to finish his preparations, Gen made a silent vow, sealing it in the core of his being. *After this… after the Sky Ocean, after we deal with Juo Si… I will let him go. I will make him go. He will find her, and he will be happy. Even if I have to walk the rest of this path alone.*
The thought was a lonely one, a cold wind in a desolate place. But for his brother, he would bear it.
