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Chapter 33 - Chapter 34. I Won't Let The Void Have You

The golden afternoon light was beginning to slant through the high arched windows of the palace, casting long, amber-hued bars across the floor as the scent of damp earth and blooming jasmine still clung to her skin, a sharp contrast to the heavy, ozone-thick atmosphere of the King's private wing. She saw Leo in the doorway.

​"How was your meeting with Christian?" she asked softly, her voice dancing through the quiet of the room. She twirled around to look at him, her silver hair fanning out like a shimmering halo.

​As he turne his gaze towards her, she saw it- the flash of warmth that always sparked in his emerald eyes when they landed on her. But beneath that affection, she couldn't help but notice the subtle, jagged stress lines etched into his forehead and the way his jaw remained tight, as if he were physically holding back a snarl.

​Selene didn't hesitate. She stalked over to him, her movements fluid and sure, and wrapped her arms around his waist in a fierce, grounding hug. "I'm going to assume it wasn't exactly a barrel of laughs," she murmured, pressing her face into the firm expanse of his chest, breathing in the scent of cedarwood, rain, and old power. "You look like you need a hug- one of the long, soul-fixing ones."

​For a moment, Leo remained still, his breath hitched in his throat. Then, the dam broke. He wrapped his massive arms around her, crushing her to him as he dipped his face into the crook of her neck. He inhaled sharply, his chest expanding against hers. With that single breath, Selene felt the literal physical change in him; the corded muscles of his back and shoulders began to unravel, the predator's tension draining away as he anchored himself to her.

​"Thank you," he murmured against her skin, his voice a low, vibrating rasp that resonated deep in her own chest. He sounded like a man who had finally found air after being submerged in dark water. He didn't want to pull away; he seemed content to simply exist in the quiet orbit of her embrace.

​"For what? All I did was hug you," she giggled, her hands tracing the hard ridges of his spine through the fine silk of his shirt.

​"It's exactly what I needed from you," he whispered. He pulled her even tighter, his strength immense but carefully measured, before hoisting her up off the ground.

​Selene let out a soft yelp of surprise, her feet dangling as he held her flush against his chest, his face still buried in her hair. He held her as if she were the most precious relic in his kingdom, a treasure he had spent centuries waiting to find. "I love you, Selene."

​"I love you too," Selene whispered back, her heart swelling until it felt like it might burst. She could feel his warm breath fanning her neck, sending a delicate shiver down her spine. As she spoke the words, she felt the subtle shift of his lips- a smile forming against her skin, before he pulled back. He looked at her with a raw, stripped-back intensity, his hands gingerly cupping her face before he pulled her lips to his.

​The kiss started slow, a tender exploration that tasted of relief and devotion. But as the seconds ticked by, it turned hungry, desperate.

Through the bond that was quickly becoming a bridge between their souls, Selene felt a sudden, overwhelming surge of his emotions. It was a chaotic storm: flashes of white-hot anger, a deep well of ancient sadness, the dizzying fog of confusion, and rising above it all like a tidal wave, the blinding, incandescent light of his love for her.

​Selene pulled away just enough to speak, her breathing coming in shallow, ragged hitches. Her brow was furrowed, her eyes searching his dark green gaze. "Why are you angry? And so... so sad, Leo?"

​Leo blinked, his pupils blown wide, looking momentarily disoriented by her question. "Wha-?" He shook his head as if clearing cobwebs. "I'm not angry or sad, Selene. I'm fine."

​"Don't lie to me," she said knowingly, her voice soft but firm. "I can feel it. It's rolling off of you like crazy- dark and heavy. What's going on, Leo? What did he say?" She reached up, setting her palm against his cheek, her thumb grazing the stubble on his jaw in a reassuring caress.

​Leo let out a long, ragged sigh that seemed to carry the weight of a thousand years. He didn't answer with words. Instead, he pulled her closer, and with a sudden, silent fold in the air- a sensation like a quick drop in a fast elevator, he snapped them into their master bedroom.

​Teleportation. Definitely a cool perk, Selene thought, though her stomach did a small somersault.

​Leo sat heavily on the edge of the sprawling bed, pulling Selene down beside him. His hand rested possessively on her knee, his fingers digging slightly into the fabric of her skirt, while his other arm draped around her waist, anchoring her to his side. He looked at her intensely, his eyes swirling with a murky darkness.

​"It's just... Christian," Leo started, his voice thick with frustration. "He doesn't trust you. I've never cared much for his approval, but his lack of faith makes daily life harder than it needs to be." He let out a bitter, dry chuckle. "He actually had the audacity to tell me to reject you today."

​Selene's heart gave a violent, painful clench. The word rejection echoed in her mind, cold and terrifying. Her heartbeat quickened to a frantic staccato, her breath catching as the fear that he might actually listen to his advisor clawed at her throat.

​"Relax, my love," Leo said instantly, sensing her panic. He took both of her hands into his, bringing them to his lips. "I will never reject you. Not if the stars fall, not if the world burns. You are my soul. He is just a man blinded by duty."

​Selene let out the breath she had been holding, her shoulders slumping in relief. "Good. Because I don't think he hates me as a person. I think he's just terrified I'm the harbinger of some apocalypse." She looked up at Leo, his eyes as dark as a midnight forest. "But it's okay. I'm going to prove him wrong. I'll win him over, Leo. I'll make him like me."

​Leo let out a surprised laugh, the sound chasing away some of the shadows in the room. "How can you be so sure? Christian is a stone wall. He's spent his life learning to feel nothing."

​"I don't know, I just... I feel it," Selene sighed, looking for the words. "In my heart. I can feel who has love in them, you know? Like, even if it's buried under layers of iron and scar tissue. I can feel how they feel about me, and about the people around them. Does that make sense? I know I sound like I've gone completely crazy-"

​"'Born from the love of wolves, there to guide them to their own,'" Leo quoted softly, pulling her closer until their foreheads touched. "It makes perfect sense, given what we've learned. You see the heart of the world, Selene. So tell me... who has the most love?"

​"Technically me," Selene giggled, a bit of her playfulness returning. "But excluding me? You. By a mile." She nudged him with her shoulder. "But only when I'm nearby. Megan is a very close second- actually, she's the first when I'm not around."

​"Where am I on the scale without you?" Leo asked, quirking a dark eyebrow, a competitive glint in his eye.

​"Ahh," Selene looked away, avoiding his gaze. "I don't think you really want to know that, my King..."

​"Oh, tell me!" Leo grinned, and before she could protest, he flipped them both back onto the mattress. Selene let out a squeal as she bounced against the plush bedding, Leo hovering over her, his eyes locked onto hers.

​Selene sighed, trying to keep a straight face. "So, I've noticed that everyone's 'love' fluctuates based on a lot of things. Their day, their stress, who's in the room. It's normal for mates to see a spike, but yours..." She bit her lip nervously. "Regularly? Without me around? You're at about thirty percent. You're quite the grumpy wolf, Leo. But with me... you jump into numbers that shouldn't be possible."

​Leo barked a laugh, the sound rich and genuine. "Do I have the least amount of love in everyone you've met since feeling this?"

​"Yes and no," Selene said, poking his chest. "Christian is actually lower than you- not by much, maybe twenty-eight percent. But when I'm in the room? He drops to maybe five percent. He's just so guarded. But I'm hopeful! I think I can reach that buried five percent and grow it."

​Leo's smile softened, though his eyes remained serious. "I'm glad you're hopeful, little Lycan. Because if I ever had to pick between your happiness and his loyalty... well, he's going to be a very sad warrior indeed."

​The intimate atmosphere of the room suddenly shifted. The air felt heavier, thicker, as if the molecules of the room had suddenly gained weight. A soft, dry throat-clearing sounded from the corner.

​"Ahem."

​Both Leo and Selene snapped their heads toward the sound. There, standing by the shadowed vanity, was the old witch from days ago.

​"Aggie?" Selene asked, sitting up quickly. Leo stood in a single, fluid motion, his body tensing into a protective wall in front of Selene.

​"What are you doing here?" Leo growled, his hand hovering near his side where a blade usually rested.

​"Well, I figured you might have more questions for me," Aggie said, her voice like the rustle of dry leaves. She adjusted her tattered shawl, her eyes twinkling with a strange, ancient amusement. "Seeing as you're still not marked, and the world is starting to tilt on its axis."

​Selene sighed, looking down at her hands. "I'm just not ready yet, Aggie. To be a Queen... to have an entire species looking to me for guidance. It's... it's a lot."

​Aggie sighed, a sound that seemed to carry the fatigue of aeons. "My dearest Selene, no one is ever truly 'ready' for the weight of a crown or the shift of destiny. You just have to do it. For yourself, for the male who would burn the world for you-" she pointed a gnarled finger at Leo, "and for the balance of the world itself. I know it will happen eventually, so really, delay is just an invitation for the shadows to get closer."

​Selene shook her head stubbornly. "I can't. Not yet. I need it to be for the right reasons, not just because I'm scared. When the time is right, I will."

​"I trust your heart," Aggie nodded, her face becoming a stoic mask. "But watch yourself. Things are coming- teeth and claws and whispers, and you might find yourself unable to fight them off without the power the mark unlocks." She waved a hand dismissively. "But enough of my warnings. I can see you have questions burning in your mind."

​Selene bit her lip, the mystery of her own nature bubbling up. "Are you a deity too? A Goddess?"

​"In a way, yes," Aggie replied. "There are different ranks, different tiers of importance in the heavens. I am a deity- a keeper of threads and a watcher of gates, but I am no Goddess. You are the only one of your kind down here."

​Selene nodded, trying to wrap her brain around the celestial hierarchy. "If you are a deity, how come you appear old down here? And I was... I was just a baby when I fell? Why didn't I come down as I am now?"

​"The age that deities and Goddesses take on Earth is a reflection of the nature of their power and their soul," Aggie explained, her voice gaining a melodic, teaching quality. "The purest, most potent form of love- your domain, is that of a child. Untouched, infinite, and growing. Your soul chose that beginning to allow your power to grow with this world. As for me?" She touched her wrinkled cheek. "I am a deity of memory and time. I have an old soul, Selene. I was never meant to be a blooming flower; I am the dry root that remembers the earth."

​Selene nodded again, the logic of it clicking into place in a strange, otherworldly way. She opened her mouth to ask more, but Leo's voice cut through the air, sharp and cold. He was looking at Aggie with an intensity that made the hair on the back of Selene's neck stand up.

​"What happens if she dies?"

​The question hung in the air like a guillotine. The playful banter of the afternoon vanished, replaced by a suffocating dread. Leo's hand was gripping the bedpost so hard the wood began to groan and splinter.

​Aggie's expression shifted, the amusement dying out of her eyes. She looked at Selene with a profound, chilling pity.

​"If a Goddess dies in her mortal form before she is ascended- before the mark anchors her divinity to this realm, it is not like the death of a wolf," Aggie whispered. "There is no spirit world waiting for her. There is no silver glade."

​Leo's breath hitched, a low, pained sound in his throat.

​"If she dies now," Aggie continued, her voice sounding like the final toll of a bell, "her soul will not return to the heavens. It will simply... cease. The light she carries would be extinguished forever. The love she provides to the world would wither and die in the hearts of every living creature. The world would turn grey, King Leo. And Selene would be nothing more than ash scattered to the void."

​Leo's face went deathly pale, his eyes wide with a terror she had never seen on a King. He reached back, his fingers finding Selene's arm and gripping her as if he were trying to pull her back from the very edge of the abyss.

​"She won't die," Leo vowed, his voice a low, terrifying snarl of defiance. "I will kill everything in this world before a single hair on her head is harmed."

​"Love can be a shield, King," Aggie said solemnly, "but it can also be a blindfold. Be careful."

​Selene felt the weight of her own existence pressing down on her. She wasn't just a girl who found a King; she was a Goddess for the world's heart. She looked at Aggie, her voice trembling slightly.

"How do I stop it? How do I make sure the world doesn't go grey?"

​"The mark is the first step," Aggie said, her form beginning to shimmer and fade like mist in the morning sun. "But the second... the second is understanding that love isn't just a feeling, Selene. It's a weapon. Use it."

​With a soft whoosh of air, the witch was gone, leaving the room feeling colder than it had been before.

​Leo didn't move for a long time. He stood with his back to her, his breath coming in heavy, jagged thuds. Finally, he turned, and the look of sheer, unadulterated possessiveness in his eyes made Selene's heart skip a beat.

​"We are going to protect you," he said, his voice dropping into that dark, lethal King's tone. "And if Christian or anyone else tries to stand in the way of your safety, I will show them why I am the King of the Lycans."

​He sat back down, pulling her into his lap and burying his face in her hair again. "You aren't going anywhere, Selene. I won't let the void have you."

​Selene hugged him back, but her mind was racing. If her life was the source of the world's love, then the war wasn't just about territory or thrones. It was about the very soul of existence. And she was the target.

​"Leo," she whispered, "if I'm a weapon... how do I learn to fight?"

​Leo pulled back, a grim but determined smile on his face. "I'll teach you."

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