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Chapter 46 - Mack-6

The festival was a rainbow of spinning lights and joyous noise, but for Mack, the world had narrowed into a single, fragile point of focus. He was a creature of the void, a master of non-existence, yet he had never felt more tethered to the physical world than he did in that moment, standing in the freezing slush of Aurora Creek.

​He stayed in the pocket of darkness between a cider stall and a merchant's tent, his invisibility absolute. He watched her. He knew the terminology for what he was doing: stalking. He knew it was the behavior of a predator, the very thing that made the common folk fear the Seven. But to Mack, it felt like the only way to breathe.

Every time she laughed, every time she shivered and pulled her wool coat tighter around her frame, a jagged spike of protective instinct drove deeper into his chest.

​Safe, he told himself. I am keeping her safe.

​He watched her for hours. He watched the way she interacted with her human friends, her gestures wide and animated, so full of a life that had no concept of the centuries Mack carried in his marrow. He watched the steam of her breath, a rhythmic reminder of her mortality. Each exhale was a tick of a clock he couldn't stop.

​Suddenly, the psychic weight of the pack link slammed into his mind, vibrating with the authority of the King.

​'Mack. The carriage is prepped. We are departing for the Palace. Fall in.'

Leo's voice was steady, but there was a faint edge of exhaustion to it; even a King found the North tiring.

​Mack didn't turn. He didn't blink. He watched his mate reach out to catch a stray snowflake on her tongue.

​"No," Mack whispered into the empty air, though he didn't send the word back through the link. Instead, he channeled a flat, clipped acknowledgement.

'I'm staying. I have business here. Local intelligence.'

​There was a pause. He could feel Leo's confusion, then a flicker of Selene's presence- warm, knowing, and infuriatingly patient.

​'Okay,' Leo finally responded, the link severing with a sharp click.

​The royal carriage rumbled out of the town square, the heavy hooves of the Lycan steeds fading into the distance. Mack was alone. For the first time in three hundred years, he was acting outside the King's orders, and he was doing it for a girl who didn't even know his name.

​When the festival began to wind down and the fires died into glowing embers, the woman- whose name he still didn't know- said her goodbyes. Mack followed her.

​He was a silent, invisible shadow, "walking" her home.

He paced himself five steps behind her, his feet making no sound on the cobblestones. When a group of rowdy, drunken humans stumbled toward her from a local tavern, Mack's eyes bled into pitch-black orbs. He moved between her and the men, his invisible hand resting on the hilt of a dagger he didn't need. He projected a sliver of his aura- just enough to trigger the primal "flight" response in the humans. They suddenly went pale, their laughter dying as they scurried across the street, gripped by an irrational, freezing terror they couldn't explain.

​She never noticed. She just hummed a soft tune to herself, her boots crunching on the fresh snow until she reached a small, modest cottage on the outskirts of the town.

​She went inside. Mack stayed at the edge of the woods, his back against a frost-covered oak. He would not enter her home. That was a line he wouldn't cross- the sanctum of her mortality was hers alone. But he would be the wall that stood between her and the dark.

​The first three days were a masterclass in psychological torture.

​Mack didn't sleep. He didn't eat. He existed on the periphery of her life, a ghost haunted by a living person. He watched her morning routine through the frosted glass of her kitchen window. She was a creature of habit.

She liked her tea too hot, blowing on the cup with pursed lips; she spent ten minutes every morning searching for her keys, grumbling to herself in a voice that Mack found himself wanting to memorize.

​She worked at a local library- a quiet, drafty building filled with the scent of old paper and dust. Mack sat in the rafters, invisible, watching her move between the shelves.

​This was where the denial began to simmer, a bitter broth in his soul. He looked at the books she touched- fragile things that would eventually rot, and compared them to her. She was so small. Her skin was so thin he could see the faint blue of her veins at her wrists.

​A human, Selene? Truly? he spat mentally at the Goddess he knew was likely watching him from the Palace. You took a wolf from me because she wasn't enough. Now you give me a Human?

​He hated the attraction. He hated the way his heart skipped when she tucked her hair behind her ear. He hated that he was starting to love the way she talked to the stray cats behind the library, her voice soft and maternal. Every detail he learned about her was a new wound. To learn her was to prepare for her loss.

​He was drowning in love, a tidal wave of it that made his Lycan howl in the back of his mind, but he met it with a wall of granite denial. He refused to mark her. He refused to let her see him. If he stayed a ghost, the Fates couldn't take her from him, because he wouldn't "have" her in the first place.

​By the fifth day, the weather turned. A northern blizzard rolled in, burying Aurora Creek in four feet of white fury.

​The woman- he had overheard a coworker call her Violet, struggled. Her cottage was old, the windows rattling in their frames against the howling wind. Mack watched from the porch, tucked into the corner where the wind couldn't reach him.

​He saw her shivering, trying to stoke a fire that kept dying out because the wood was damp. He saw the frustration in her eyes, the way she hugged herself for warmth.

​His Lycan screamed at him.

Warm her. Protect her. Provide.

​Mack resisted until her fingers turned a ghostly blue. When she finally fell into a fitful, shivering sleep on her sofa, wrapped in three blankets, Mack acted. He stayed invisible, but he moved with the precision of an assassin. He slipped into the woods, gathered the driest cedar he could find, and brought it to her porch. He used a sliver of his power to draw the moisture out of the wood in her bin.

​Then, he reached through the cracked window and fanned the embers of her hearth with a controlled burst of his aura, igniting the fire into a roaring, golden heat that filled the small room.

​He watched her through the glass as she stirred, her face softening as the warmth reached her. She looked confused, staring at the fire that had suddenly come back to life, but she smiled and snuggled deeper into her blankets.

​Mack leaned his head against the cold exterior wall, his heart aching with a physical pain. I'm just keeping her safe, he told himself. It means nothing.

​But it meant everything.

​The week concluded with a moment that nearly shattered his resolve.

​Violet had ventured out after the storm to clear the path to her door. She was clumsy with the heavy shovel, her breath coming in short, white puffs. She slipped on a patch of black ice, her feet flying out from under her.

​Mack was there before she even hit the ground.

​He didn't manifest. He remained invisible, but he caught her. His large, scarred hands- invisible to her eyes, gripped her waist and her shoulder, steadying her, holding her upright.

​For a heartbeat, Violet was pressed against the invisible mass of a six-foot-seven Lycan warrior. She gasped, her eyes going wide. She couldn't see him, but she could feel the heat. She could feel the solid, immovable strength of his chest. The scent of him- cold iron and ancient pine. filled her lungs.

​"Who...?" she whispered, her voice trembling. She reached out a hand, her fingers passing through the space where his chest was.

​Mack froze. He could feel the warmth of her palm, the tiny, frantic beat of her heart through her coat. He wanted to drop the veil. He wanted to let her see the black orbs of his eyes, to see the grey lines of his mark, to see the man who had been guarding her sleep for seven days.

​But then he remembered Taylor. He remembered the blood on the grass.

​He stepped back, his movements a blur of silent grace. He let go of her, retreating into the shadows of the trees.

​Violet stood in the snow, looking around with a bewildered expression. "Is someone there?" she called out, her voice small against the vast, silent forest.

​Mack watched her from the darkness, his breath caught in his throat. He saw her touch her waist where his hands had been, a look of profound wonder on her face.

​She is human, Mack, his mind whispered. She will be dust before you even grow a gray hair. Let her go.

​"I can't," he whispered, his voice cracking.

​He spent the rest of the night sitting on her roof, looking up at the moon. He was simmering in a pot of his own making- half-mad with a love he didn't want and half-dead with a denial he couldn't maintain. He was the Ghost of the Seven, a legend of the Lycan King, and he was currently a slave to a human girl who thought the wind had caught her fall.

​He knew he couldn't stay away forever. The bond was a living thing, a parasite that was slowly eating his common sense. But as he watched the sun begin to rise over the snowy peaks, Mack made a silent vow to the Goddess.

​"You can give her to me," he hissed at the sky. "But you won't take her. I'll stay in the dark. I'll be the shadow that never touches the light. If I never claim her, the Fates can't find her."

​It was a fool's logic, born of a broken heart. But as Mack watched Violet open her door to greet the morning, he knew he wasn't going anywhere.

He would be her silent, invisible protector until the world ended, or until she forced him to be seen.

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