I've been felling good and bad recently… lemme just break it down. My friends- why.. my best friend..? She.. makes me feel invisible mist of the times.. another friend.. chases me every morning.. he gave me ptsd.. he chases me and today he stabbed my eye.. I can't- I won't.. tell on them.. I just.. they are my only friends.. even if I am friends with almost the whole class. The whole entire class won't show up for me if I'm at my worst.. only they would be but not notice.. should I keep this in my drafts or.. just publish it to the entire internet.. why.. why me?. Why.. why.. why.. why.. why…. why me? I- I feel happier tho.. but also sad.. well.. BYEE!
