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Chapter 9 - 6화 The Rumor of the Monster

Scene 1. [The Beast That Would Not Wake]

Dr. Jang did not sleep.

He sat in the wooden chair beside the operating table, back against the wall, pipe between his teeth. Not opium — plain tobacco tonight. Cheap leaf burning down in a sharp, dry smoke that drifted toward the ceiling. He had turned the oil lamp wick down by half. The flame shrank and the clinic sank into amber shadow.

Lee Kang did not move.

He lay on the table and breathed. What passed for breathing was irregular — when he inhaled, the left side of his ribcage shrank as though collapsing inward. When he exhaled, a faint wheeze ran through his throat. The sound of rib fragments still scraping the pleura.

Dr. Jang drew on the pipe and watched Lee Kang's left arm.

The hand, wrapped in gauze and suture thread, rested on the table. The swollen fingers had deepened from violet to dark crimson. Under any normal assessment, those were signs of necrosis. But this patient had no normal.

A faint heat was rising from between the suture lines. Too subtle to be called steam — a shimmer, a heat-haze pooling on the skin's surface. The warmth of cells dying and being reborn. New bone ascending from the crushed distal radius. Severed tendons fusing. Torn vessels sealing themselves shut. The heat that process released.

Dr. Jang had watched this three times now. The third time did not make it familiar. A human body repairing itself was not medicine. It was outside medicine. He was a surgeon, and surgeons become helpless before what their hands cannot fix.

The ember in the pipe went out. Dr. Jang did not strike a match. In the dark, the leaf tobacco cooled to ash.

"...Monsters don't die."

A murmur. Not addressed to Lee Kang — the sleeping patient couldn't hear. Addressed to the wall. To himself.

He looked down at his own right hand. Joints ruined by torture. Displaced fingers. A tremor that never stopped. Throughout the surgery, this hand had shaken. Gripping the forceps, threading the needle, pulling shards of bone free. He had worked in the instants between tremors — finding the split-second windows and driving the instrument through.

The hand hurt. Not the fatigue of the surgery itself. This was the pain of damaged tissue responding to overload. Every knuckle was lit from inside. This hand would only shake harder from here. The more opium he smoked, the more surgeries he performed, the worse it would get.

While Lee Kang's left hand regenerated, his own right hand was dying by degrees.

Dr. Jang turned his head toward the shelf. The scotch bottle, amber liquid still half full. Two glasses beside it. One empty. One with a single sip remaining — Lee Kang's glass. One mouthful and then he had fallen asleep.

He took the pipe from his mouth. From beneath the shelf he pulled a folded newspaper a medicine peddler had left behind that morning. He turned the lamp up a little and read the print.

Front page.

[GYEONGSEONG STATION EXPLOSION — SPECIAL TRAIN WELCOMING CEREMONY DESCENDS INTO CHAOS]

Below the headline, a blurred photograph. A crater gouged into concrete. The charred remains of flags. Scattered wooden debris from the collapsed stage. And in one corner of the photograph — dark marks on the floor. Not footprints. The drag of something pulled through.

He read the article.

"...The perpetrator is believed to have acted alone, forcibly detonating an otherwise failed explosive by hand. Abnormal grip strength was evidenced by the blood and steel fragments left at the scene, and the military police have classified the suspect as an entity beyond human parameters..."

Dr. Jang folded the newspaper.

An entity beyond human parameters.

He looked at Lee Kang on the table. The sleeping face belonged to a twenty-five-year-old. Sharp cheekbones, a carved jawline, deep shadows under the eyes. If the amber light didn't burn in those eyes when they were open — he'd just be a young man you might pass in a tavern.

But in this young man's left hand, bone was growing. At a speed medicine could not explain. What had been crushed was forming a shape again.

Dr. Jang put the pipe back between his teeth. Struck a match. The flame lit his face for a moment — bloodshot eyes, hollow cheeks, the pipe clenched in the corner of his mouth. He touched the flame to the bowl. Smoke rose.

"Only become more of a monster."

The smoke climbed to the ceiling. Lee Kang on the table did not stir. Only the wheezing breath answered Dr. Jang's murmur.

Then — a sound from outside.

Far below, from the foot of the Changsin-dong slope, a whistle blew. Phweeeee. Closer than yesterday. The military police search was climbing up the hill. The blood trail had been stopped, but the smell couldn't be stopped — the thing Lee Kang had worried about. Blood and charred flesh and gunpowder mixed together. The dogs would be climbing toward it.

Dr. Jang stood. He opened the medicine crate stacked in the corner of the clinic and took out a brown bottle of cresol solution. Uncapping it, the sharp antiseptic smell flooded the room. It was a smell Lee Kang's bones knew too. But now it was a tool for breaking a trail.

He opened the wooden door. Outside was still dark — the darkness before dawn. Dr. Jang poured the cresol solution down the stone steps, tracing the path Lee Kang had crawled up. Laying antiseptic smell over the smell of blood. A clinic smelling of disinfectant raised no suspicions. On this hillside, the smell of medicine was ordinary.

He closed the door. Slid the bolt.

He returned to the operating table. Lee Kang was still asleep. The heat from his left hand was warmer than before. The shimmer rising between the gauze strips was visible now.

Dr. Jang sat back down in his chair. Put the pipe between his teeth. The whistle sounded again — a little closer. But still below.

He picked up the scotch bottle and poured another mouthful into Lee Kang's glass. So there would be something to drink when he woke.

Then he waited.

For the monster to open its eyes.

* * *

Scene 2. [The Hand That Holds the Bell]

The same hour. The Yi count's estate. The annex.

Yeon-hwa had not slept.

Two days now. Since Lee Kang had closed the door and left, Yeon-hwa had not moved from the annex floor, bell in hand. She had not eaten. The bowl of gruel the house servant had set at the door had gone cold. Three meals. Six bowls. Every one untouched.

Both hands rested on her knees, wrapped around the bell. The fingers had gone white. The joints had stiffened from holding on too long — unable to release now, or unwilling, it was impossible to say. The metal of the bell had long since drawn all the warmth from her palms, and still it was cold. Her body temperature itself had dropped.

The window was brightening. The third morning. The weekend Lee Kang had said he would leave — that had passed. And one more day on top of it.

He had not come back.

Yeon-hwa's eyes were fixed on the door. The grain of the wood. The iron of the bolt. The dust along the threshold. She had memorized them all. Two days of looking at nothing else. When the door opened, Lee Kang would come through. One shoulder hanging low. Smelling of blood. The corners of his mouth pulled up anyway. It had always been that way.

But the door did not open.

A different sound came instead.

From the direction of the main house. The sharp report of shoe heels on stone. Tok. Tok. Tok. A measured rhythm. Unhurried steps. The steps of someone who knew where they were going.

Yeon-hwa's back straightened. Her grip on the bell tightened. She knew those footsteps. Not Lee Kang's. Lee Kang wore shoes but they sounded different — feet that swallowed the ground, a predator's tread. What was approaching now was striking the ground. Striking down into it.

Tok. Tok.

Stopped in front of the annex.

Silence.

Three seconds.

The door opened. Not pushed — there was no bolt. Lee Kang had left without locking it from inside. The door was pulled from outside, and morning light poured into the annex.

A silhouette stood in the light. Black overcoat. Gold medals. Silver-framed glasses. Oxford shoes.

Count Yi.

He did not cross the threshold. He surveyed the annex. The worn straw floor. The bedding in the corner. The row of cold gruel bowls at the door. And in the center of the room — Yeon-hwa, kneeling.

The corners of Count Yi's mouth dropped a fraction. Not the expression of someone looking at something dirty. The expression of someone whose expectations of dirty had been exceeded.

"So. Here is where you've been sitting."

Not Japanese. Korean. Precise and dry. A different register than he used with his son. With his son, at least irritation had been mixed in. The voice he aimed at Yeon-hwa contained nothing. Emotion had been removed entirely. The voice of someone addressing furniture.

Yeon-hwa did not raise her head. Her gaze rested on his shoes. Oxford shoes on the threshold. Calfskin with a high shine. When she looked at those shoes, her fingers shifted faintly on the bell. A tightening of the grip, or a tremor — impossible to tell.

Count Yi stepped one foot inside. The heel came down on the straw floor. A dry crackle.

"Do you know where Lee Kang went?"

Yeon-hwa did not answer. She could not. She had no tongue. But Count Yi knew that when he asked. He was not expecting an answer. He was watching for a reaction.

Yeon-hwa's chin moved slightly. Left and right. She didn't know.

"He hasn't come home in two days. What kind of idiocy the fool is up to, wandering around out there."

Count Yi walked through the room. Two steps. Three. The annex was small — three steps brought him in front of Yeon-hwa. His shoes stopped at her knees.

He looked down from above. Yeon-hwa did not look up. She looked only at his shoes. The shine on the leather. Not a single speck of dust on the toe cap.

Count Yi's gaze stopped on her hands. Both resting on her knees. A worn bell clenched inside them.

"What is that."

Yeon-hwa flinched. Her shoulders drew in, barely. A movement of making herself smaller. The hands holding the bell pulled back toward her knees.

Count Yi did not bend at the waist. Instead, the toe of his shoe flicked the floor beside Yeon-hwa's knee. Straw scattered.

"Show me."

A command. Not a request. Not a question. Everything that left this man's mouth inside this estate was a command.

Yeon-hwa did not move.

Count Yi's brow lifted a fraction. Not a reaction to having a command refused. The bewilderment of a piece of furniture that failed to function. The expression of a desk drawer that wouldn't open.

He extended his hand. No gloves — bare fingers, long and clean. Trimmed nails. Those fingers came to rest on top of Yeon-hwa's hands.

Yeon-hwa's entire body went rigid.

From head to toe — every muscle turned to stone. Her breath stopped. The moment Count Yi's fingers settled on the back of her hand, Yeon-hwa's pupils shook. Not fear. Something older than fear. When the soldiers had dragged her from the mountain, when she had lost her tongue — the reflex that had been hammered into this girl's body ever since. When an unfamiliar man's hand touched her, the body locked.

Count Yi took no notice. He began prying her fingers open one by one to take the bell. First finger — the little finger bent open. Second — the ring finger.

He stopped at the third.

Yeon-hwa was holding. It would not open. The joints stiffened by two days of gripping refused Count Yi's force. Not the joints — Yeon-hwa's will. It wasn't that it couldn't open. It was that she wouldn't open it.

Count Yi stopped. He looked down at her hand.

"...Pointless stubbornness."

He released her hand. Straightened up. Stepped back. From his coat pocket he produced a handkerchief and wiped the fingers that had touched her — the gesture of someone who had handled something unclean.

"A mute shaman's daughter. Quite particular for someone living in my house on charity."

He folded the handkerchief back into his pocket.

"Lee Kang isn't wandering out there because of you, I would hope."

Yeon-hwa's head came up. For the first time, she looked at Count Yi's face. Behind the silver frames, his eyes looked down at her. Nothing in them. No anger, no suspicion, no interest. Yeon-hwa as a thing carried no weight in this man's eyes whatsoever.

But in Yeon-hwa's eyes, there was something else. Something Count Yi could not read. She knew the face of the man who had made his son into an object. She had heard the things Lee Kang murmured in his sleep. The operating table. The syringe. The sound of those shoes. This girl could not speak — but her ears had always been open.

Yeon-hwa's lips moved.

No sound came out. A severed tongue cannot make sound. But her lips formed the shapes of words.

Count Yi did not read her lips. Had no intention of it. The mouth of a mute moving meant nothing to him. He was already turning away. His shoes pressed the straw. He walked toward the door.

Yeon-hwa's lips moved again. More clearly this time. Aimed at his back.

He...will...come...back.

He will come back. Lee Kang. Without fail.

Count Yi did not hear. He went out the door. The sound of his shoes faded. Tok. Tok. Tok. The rhythm on the stone path disappeared toward the main house.

Silence settled over the annex again.

Yeon-hwa slowly folded the two fingers Count Yi had pried open back into place. Around the bell. Until all five fingers wrapped it again. Deeper than before. Until the knuckles went white.

Moisture rose in her eyes. But did not fall. It had been the same in the night of Episode 5. If tears ran down her chin they would make a sound. If there was sound, she would break. If she broke, she could not wait.

Yeon-hwa looked at the door again.

The grain of the wood. The iron of the bolt. The dust along the threshold.

She waited.

Bell in hand.

* * *

Scene 3. [Yeon-hwa]

In the dream, a bell rang.

Jingle.

Far away. So far. A sound blurred as if heard through water. But the beast inside me responded. An electric current climbed the spine. Muscle fibers contracted. My heart skipped a beat.

Jingle.

A second time. Clearer than the first. This was not a dream. In dreams the bell is clean. What I was hearing now was not clean. A cracked sound. Not the bell — the hand holding the bell, trembling.

Yeon-hwa.

My eyes opened.

The rafters. The cobwebs. The oil lamp had gone out. The clinic was dark. Dr. Jang sat in the chair with his head drooping, asleep. The pipe had slipped from his mouth and lay on his knee. Even he had finally given out.

I was lying on the operating table. The sensation of the stainless steel against my back had returned. Lukewarm. Not my body heat warming the metal — the heat of regeneration from the left arm had warmed the entire table.

The left hand.

I turned my head. The gauze-wrapped left hand lay on the table. The swelling had gone down compared to before. The violet had shifted to dark crimson, the dark crimson to a dulled skin-tone. The outlines of the finger joints were returning. I tried to make a fist.

The index finger moved. The middle finger moved. The ring finger bent halfway. The little finger — not yet. The thumb curled slowly closed. Not a complete fist. But different from yesterday's single index finger.

I opened the fist. Closed it again. The sensation of bones locking into place returned. Pain returned with it — something sharp nailed into every joint stabbing each time I moved. But pain meant the nerves were alive.

Jingle.

Again. Bell. Not inside the clinic. Outside. No — not even outside. Further. Past Changsin-dong, across the main road, into the estate's annex — there was no way a sound from there could reach here.

But it reached.

The tiger's ears were listening. Not ordinary hearing. Sound heard through bone. A sound the blood remembered. The only sound in this world that could quiet the beast inside me — my body was picking it up on its own.

Yeon-hwa is shaking the bell.

She might not be shaking it. The way her hand had convulsed and sounded the bell the night I walked out the door — not intention but body making sound. The sound a hand makes when it can't hold on.

She's trembling.

I sat up.

Something shifted inside my ribcage. A fragment scraped the pleura. Something sharp stabbed from the left side of my chest. A cough burst out. I pressed my hand over my mouth. Pink foam on the palm. Blood still rising from the lung.

It didn't matter.

I gripped the edge of the table with my right hand. Put force into the arm. The elbow extended, the shoulder rose, the back lifted from the table. The world tilted. Ceiling and floor swapped and swapped back. Black dots floated in my vision.

I swung my legs off the table. The soles of my feet touched the stone floor. Cold. Being able to feel the cold was good. It meant sensation was alive.

I stood.

My knees tried to buckle. My right hand held the table. My left hand also found the table edge. Fingers wrapped in gauze feeling along the metal. There was contact. Faint — but there. Something cold. Something smooth. The world a living hand touches.

In the chair, Dr. Jang stirred. His head came up. Eyes not yet focused — and he caught sight of Lee Kang, already off the table.

"...What are you doing."

Sleep still in the voice, frayed at the edges. Dr. Jang rose from the chair. Pushed his glasses back up his nose.

"Lie down. The rib fragments haven't——"

"Yeon-hwa."

One word from my mouth. Not a voice — not the vibration a vocal cord makes. A low frequency rising from the chest cavity. Closer to the sound a beast makes.

Dr. Jang stopped.

"...What?"

"Yeon-hwa is trembling."

"How would you know. This is Changsin-dong, and Yeon-hwa is at the estate——"

"I can hear it."

Dr. Jang's mouth closed. He looked at me. At my eyes. What my pupils were doing in the dark, I didn't know. But I could judge it from what appeared on his face. That expression wasn't looking at a person named Lee Kang. It was the expression of someone who had just met a tiger's eyes.

"The bell. I can hear the bell. Something happened to Yeon-hwa."

Dr. Jang moved to block my path. He didn't spread his arms. He just stood there. Right hand balled in a fist at his side, the trembling hidden inside it.

"Your left hand is still half a hand. Rib fragments are lodged in there. Blood is coming up from your lung. If you walk out now——"

"Move."

"——you die."

"I won't die."

"Evidence?"

I raised my left hand. The gauze-wrapped fist. I closed it. Yesterday — one index finger. Now — four fingers folding closed. Not complete. But closing.

"This is the evidence."

Dr. Jang looked at the fist. Five seconds. His gaze came up from the fist to my face.

"...You are the worst patient I've ever had."

He stepped aside.

I went up the stairs. One step. Two. The ribs ground against each other. Every breath dragged something across the inside of my chest. The joints in my left hand ached like nails driven in.

Dr. Jang's voice rose from behind me.

"Lee Kang."

I didn't stop.

"There's one sip of scotch left. The debt isn't settled until you drink it."

I pushed the door open. The outside air came in. Dawn — no. Not dawn. The sun was up. Morning. I didn't know how long I had slept.

The Changsin-dong slope fell away below. Past the rooftops of the shanties, the streets of Gyeongseong were visible. Cross those streets, pass through the alleys, clear the estate wall — and there was the annex.

Yeon-hwa was there.

Bell in hand. Two days of watching only the door. Not sleeping, not eating. Waiting.

I went down the slope.

The left hand was incomplete. The ribs jabbed at the lung. Half a breath. Slow steps.

But I walked.

As it had always been. Broken, bleeding, crawling if that's what it took.

Toward the place where her bell could reach me.

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