..And after quatrillions and grahams of illusory years inside the truths that Sho created.
..Sho and Litha suddenly appear in the room where their meta-spiritual temperature is extremely high to the point that the ground seems to be boiling because of their high temperature that resembles the heat of a universe explosion metaphorically.
..Sho wears his cloak and his necklace while Litha also wears her clothes, which Sho restored as they were before.
..And on the other side Ford continues writing and sets the plan for the second day while a small lamp on the table beside him.
..An entity appears from Ford's shadow and stands behind him without a sound while Ford continues writing and then sighs and says in a low voice:
"Well then, that is enough, I will show that to Sho in the morning"
..Ford turns to see Sho in his face and becomes extremely startled while Sho laughs.
..Ford speaks and says:
"Do you see that as amusing?"
..Sho smiles, revealing his fangs, then says:
"Yes, this is truly something wonderful, by the way, why have you not rested yet?"
..Ford replies while sweating and says:
"In your opinion, would a person who does not trust every illusory second that passes over him, who does not trust whether he will be alone in it or not, would he rest? Imagine I suddenly open my eyes and see you in my face!"
..Sho places his hand on Ford's head then says:
"I will let you rest now, do not worry, boy"
..Ford is surprised by Sho's behavior that suddenly changed, and an idea comes to him, then he says:
"By the way, since you are able to move through existential darkness and everything that is the opposite of the entity, such as the cycle of life and death, if the entity is alive you can move to it through death itself, if it is dead you can move through life itself, this is extremely strange and incomprehensible, it seems impossible, but why not steal the prize and leave without a fight and without anything?"
..Sho places his fangs into his teeth where a piece of meta-spiritual flesh from one of the entities he ate earlier is stuck and tries to remove it, then says:
"Not exactly, I do not come in the same way you are interpreting, despite the absence of shadow because this world surpasses the material structure as a whole indeed, but I actually come through what was before your beginning"
..Ford is surprised and does not understand and says:
"Huh? What do you mean?"
..Then Sho removes the meta-spiritual flesh piece and throws it on the ground, then says:
"Every logically possible entity had a beginning, and before that beginning there was nothing at all, and I come through that. I come through the absolute colorless darkness that was before the existence of logically possible entities, so only this is the sole condition. As long as the entity has a beginning, then I can appear through the void period, which is before its existence"
..Ford's eye trembles and he says to himself:
"[This is really terrifying, it is extremely terrifying, it comes from before the beginning of the entity itself! This means it is impossible to stop its ability except by an eternal entity with no beginning only the complete god can]"
..Sho speaks while his fangs bleed and says:
"Huh? What is wrong with you, you seem astonished. By the way, that ability is indeed extremely easy. Once I think about moving through shadows, I can do that. I can indeed be present anywhere in this world. Everything that has a beginning has a shadow of existence; it has a period in which it was not present through that absolute conceptual pre-existential interval and not the factual one that is bound only to spacetime. Only God can stop me"
..Then Sho continues and says:
"As for the second question, simply I do not know the form of that prize, although I do see what no one else sees indeed and hear everything, but I try to ignore it except that this prize is protected by an entity stronger than me, so I cannot know where it is"
..Ford understands that while being terrified, so Sho pats him on the back and smiles at him then says:
"Do not worry, I will not imprison you again. You pose no threat to me and no obstacle to achieving my goal, so there is no problem with leaving you here"
..Then Sho leaves the room and looks toward room 6 where Litha is relaxed and resting from thinking, not resting because of exhaustion.
..Then he sighs and says:
"I want to sit alone for a little while now"
..Suddenly Sho disappears completely, while the owner of the fingers notices that, so he smiles slyly then disappears.
..And in an area at the top of the war arena, the upper part where the sky is, Sho sits on the edge and looks toward the whales that swim in place without movement, whispering and saying:
"Those whales are an extremely strong existence, I feel that, and at the same time an extremely peaceful existence. They remind me of the idea of whale clouds that manifested in someone's mind in the material world"
"[I miss you, mother, and Victor, and everyone. I am completely unable to help you, but you are now nothing, no sadness, no joy, nothing. I do not know why I am still trying. In the end, no one is sad because of me and no one is happy. Absolute nothingness, it is not a feeling because feeling requires something that feels, while the experience itself is completely absent. So why am I still trying? Should I stay here and remain still only?]"
..Sho raises his head toward the hyper-conceptual moon then says:
"What makes me move only is that I search for meaning in darkness. I do not want to create meaning; I want to search for an always-existing meaning. What is existence? What is the world? What is consciousness? What is life? Why do we not see things in themselves and only see their reflection? Why am I here? Why do we suffer? What is the meaning and purpose of everything? What is man in truth? Is he a soul inside a body or a body with a soul? All those questions I cannot find an answer to. All those questions even the lower entities, humans, were asking the same question. All those questions everyone tries to ignore. In the end, I was the reason for the disappearance of all humans without knowing. In the end, nothing is truly real. Sometimes I feel that I am inside a fictional story written by someone. I do not know why"
.."[I do everything so that I achieve what I want, I do not care, but every moment and another I feel that I am confused. I feel that something is watching me and that all this is not in vain]"
..Two people climb to the roof behind Sho.
..One of them approaches Sho suddenly, and Sho notices that, then suddenly throws himself from the top of the huge tower and disappears. Song and Maro rush to the cliff, so Sho speaks and says:
"My God, did he kill himself or fall?"
..Suddenly Sho appears behind Song and says:
"Boo"
..Song is surprised and suddenly turns around, then laughs softly and says:
"What is this now? I was trying to scare you and now the matter has turned around, haha"
..Maro looks toward Sho then says:
"I will wait for you in the coming group battles, just wait"
..Sho sighs then says:
"Do you permit not mentioning any battle or any interaction? I am sitting contemplating here. Not everything is solved by muscles, by the way"
..Then Sho sits and Song sits beside him, then Maro with the six silver wings. Song speaks and says:
"It was truly a wonderful battle. The last thing I remember is when you offered me to come to another place. After that, I feel my memory was erased. I do not know what you did, but I admit defeat. In the end, you are right, not everything is solved by meta-spiritual muscles, haha"
..Sho does not speak, so Song speaks and says:
"What? Are you with me or did you lose connection to the network, haha?"
..Sho does not laugh, so Song feels some embarrassment and then says:
"Or it seems that joke was extremely bad"
..Sho laughs softly while Maro sits in silence looking toward the whales and says:
"What is the strength level of those sacred whales? I think it does not exceed a saint"
..Sho replies and says:
"Although their quantitative power does not exceed saint level, their qualitative power is much more elevated. Their qualitative power is much higher. They are at least of the middle or second qualitative level"
.."[Exactly like humans, extremely weak, but their essence or nature is transcendent. As for me and the others, we are no longer human. I lost my humanity in exchange for power, but in the end, man is not in the form, as form changes, while the self and the essence are impossible to change. And this is what makes me cling to being human and take pride in it. In the end, even after all the power I will gain, I am only a human after all, and no one knows me, one lost in an existence whose mystery, truths, and interpretations are endless]"
..Maro thinks a little while Song looks at him and then says:
"Sometimes I look at the stars, and despite all that power I have, I am indeed from the Lord sequence, yet I feel that I am extremely small compared to existence"
..Sho raises his finger toward the sky then says:
"You are not alone; everyone tries to deceive themselves with power. Power does not do everything, indeed we are just extremely tiny dust in an extremely great existence"
..Song feels relieved while talking to Sho, then speaks and says:
"I want to ask you a somewhat strange question. Do not think me stupid, okay?"
..Sho replies and says:
"All right, ask"
..Song places his hand on his head then says strangely:
"Do you think there is a higher power behind everything, or that term, I do not remember, was called the deity or something like that"
..Sho suddenly replies and says:
"You mean God, right?"
..Song replies and says:
"Yes yes, that term, the entity that, as I recall, the weak ones were trying to give what they need, like power and transcendence and others, haha. In the end, it is just a myth, isn't it?"
..Sho feels no obstacle in speaking with them and clarifying what he has concluded about God.
.."[This is just fiction, so it does not matter in the end. When I become in a higher existence, it will be fiction in the literal sense, not the free one, and this will not matter]"
..Sho sighs while Song and Maro listen, then Sho speaks and says:
"God, the one supreme existence above all, he is not merely a lord who loves creatures as in Christianity. He is the essence of everything. Everything that exists is a manifestation of God, and nothing can exist without Him. Everything has a cause. Everything has an explanation. If the chain of causes continued to infinity, an infinite chain of explanations would result and the world would not exist now"
..Song and Maro are surprised, so Maro speaks and says:
"I did not understand what you mean?"
..Sho replies and says:
"Imagine with me a conceptual energy in the shape of a bullet. The sniper needs to take permission from his own president before firing it. Now imagine that this president has a president, and that president has another president, and so on to infinity. The shot will never be fired. This is impossible. For that reason I concluded that God is..."
..Song replies and says:
"Is what?"
..Sho continues and says:
"The necessary existence for everything that exists, the boundary wall that cannot be crossed"