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Chapter 33 - Friends?

The last course ended without ceremony.

One moment there was a professor's voice filling the room and then there wasn't, and the students around Azrael began collecting their things with the particular efficiency of people who had been waiting for permission to stop sitting still. Chairs scraped. Bags opened and closed. Conversations restarted mid-sentence as though they had simply been paused.

Azrael sat for a moment after everyone else had moved.

The day had passed the way days pass when you are paying attention to everything and interested in very little in pieces, each one noted and filed and not particularly dwelled upon. He had attended four courses. He had understood approximately three quarters of the content in each. He had said nothing in any of them except once, when a professor had asked a direct question and ignoring it would have been more conspicuous than answering.

He stood, picked up his things, and walked out into the corridor.

The academy in the early evening was different from the academy in the morning. The particular urgency of the day had drained out of the stone and what remained was something slower and warmer students moving without destination, conversations that had nowhere specific to be, the last of the afternoon light coming through the high windows at an angle that turned the dust in the air amber.

Outside, through the windows he passed, the sky was doing something worth looking at.

The blue of the day had deepened into something richer, the horizon carrying the last traces of orange at its edges the way embers carry heat after the flame is gone. The two moons were not yet fully visible but their presence was already felt a subtle brightening in the east that had nothing to do with the sun. Below the academy Arden was beginning its evening version of itself, lights appearing in windows one by one, the World Tree catching the transition light in its silver bark and holding it in a way that made it look briefly like something that was lit from within.

He checked his memory of the morning.

Near the tree. The place with the blue awning. Noon.

It was not noon. It was considerably past noon. He had lost track of the time between the third and fourth course and by the time he had remembered the arrangement the day had already decided to become evening without consulting him.

He exhaled slowly.

Michaelas will still be there. The thought arrived with more certainty than he expected. He's the type.

He turned toward Arden.

The path down from the academy to the town ran alongside the east garden, where the last of the day's light lay across the trimmed hedges in long gold strips. A few students moved in the same direction, unhurried. Somewhere behind him a window was open and he could hear two voices discussing something that wasn't important. The air had the particular quality of early evening air cooler than the day, not yet as cold as the night, carrying the smell of the gardens and below that something from the town, bread or something sweet, drifting up from the stalls near the tree.

He walked.

He was not thinking about anything specific. Or trying not to. The day had left a residue that he was choosing not to examine impressions from four courses, the memory of the morning in the apartment, the particular quality of the silence at breakfast that had asked nothing and said a great deal.

He reached the plaza.

The World Tree at this hour was extraordinary.

He had seen it in daylight and he had seen it at night but this was something else the transition, the exact moment when the day's light was leaving and the night's light had not yet fully arrived, and in that gap the silver bark of the tree caught both at once and produced something that was neither. The blue and rose leaves had gone deep, the blue almost indigo now, the rose a dark warm gold, and the whole thing stood above the plaza with the particular stillness of something that was not performing its beauty but simply existing in it.

He stood there for a moment.

Then he looked for the blue awning.

He found it on the far side of the plaza a small place, tables outside, a handful of students still seated. And there, at the largest table, the unmistakable quality of Michaelas's presence which was less a physical quality than an atmospheric one, the sense that the immediate area had been made slightly more hospitable by his proximity.

He was still there.

Of course he was still there.

Azrael crossed the plaza.

As he approached he took in the table. Michaelas. Iris, who had her chair pushed back at an angle that suggested she had been considering leaving for some time but hadn't. Victoria, hands folded, watching something in the middle distance with the composed attention she brought to most things. Lyssael, sitting with the rigid posture of someone who had come because it was logical and was now regretting the logic.

And Selena, at the far end, who looked up when he arrived with an expression that was professionally neutral and gave away nothing except, to someone paying attention, the very slight relaxation of her shoulders.

Michaelas: "You made it!"

He said it with the particular warmth of someone who had been quietly hoping for something and is pleased but not surprised that it arrived.

Azrael: "You're still here."

Michaelas: "I said noon near the tree. I meant it as a starting point."

Iris: "He's been here for three hours." She didn't look up from whatever she was looking at. "I left twice and came back and he was still here."

Michaelas: "I was networking."

Iris: "You were waiting."

Michaelas: "Both things can be true."

Azrael pulled out the remaining chair and sat down. The table was scattered with cups and small plates, the remnants of a meal that had clearly extended well past its original purpose. The plaza around them was settling into its evening rhythm — the stall nearby still open, the smell of something warm drifting over occasionally, the World Tree visible above the rooftops lit now by the first lanterns of the evening below it.

Lyssael looked at him once. Brief. Assessing. Then away.

Not hostile. Not warm. The specific quality of acknowledgement that meant he had been registered and a judgment had been suspended.

Azrael returned it with the same economy.

Victoria looked at him with the quiet attention she brought to most things, the kind that didn't demand anything and missed nothing.

Victoria: "You had the theory course last?"

Azrael: "Yes."

Victoria: "Professor Aldric."

Azrael: "Yeah."

Victoria: "He assigns more than he says he assigns. Check the secondary reading list. It's not optional even though he presents it as optional."

She said it simply. Not as an offer of friendship. As information she had assessed and determined was relevant to pass on.

Azrael: "Noted."

Michaelas was watching this exchange with the expression of someone watching something go slightly better than expected and choosing not to comment on it in case commenting on it stopped it from happening.

Iris: "You didn't train this morning?"

Azrael: "No."

Iris: "I was there at five. You weren't."

Azrael: "Sadly."

Iris: "I'm going to keep showing up at five until you come."

Azrael: "That seems like a decision that will cost you more than it costs me."

Something moved in her expression. Not quite a smile. The precursor to one.

Iris: "We'll see!"

The evening settled around the table. A lantern nearby flickered on. The World Tree above the rooftops had shifted again, the silver bark now catching the lamplight from below and returning it differently from how it had received it, warm and complex, the leaves moving in their private wind.

Azrael sat in it and said nothing for a moment and noticed, with the detached precision he applied to most observations, that the silence was not uncomfortable.

He did not know what to do with that information.

He filed it away and picked up the remaining cup on the table, which turned out to still have something warm in it, and drank it, and watched the World Tree catch the last of the light above the rooftops of Arden while around him the people he had not chosen and was apparently keeping talked about things that were not important and the evening continued in its unhurried way toward night.

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