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Chapter 4 - Chapter 4: Ten O'Clock

The east courtyard at night was quiet in a way that felt deliberate, like the campus had decided this particular corner was off limits to noise and had been enforcing that decision for a long time.

Seb got there at nine fifty five because he was always early regardless of what he told people and sat on the stone wall with his jacket zipped up against the cold and waited. One lamp near the old wall threw a circle of yellow light onto the ground. Everything outside that circle was dark.

He didn't have to wait long.

Caspian came out of the dark at exactly ten o'clock with two coffees and held one out without a word. Seb took it. Black, which was either a lucky guess or Caspian had found out somehow and at this point both felt equally possible.

They sat on the wall with space between them, not too much, not too little, and for a moment neither of them said anything. The city of Velmoor hummed quietly in the distance beyond the campus buildings, the kind of background noise that you stopped hearing after a while.

"You said you had answers," Seb said.

"I said I might have answers."

"That's a very careful distinction."

"I'm a very careful person." Caspian wrapped both hands around his cup. "Questions first."

"Why were you watching me?"

"I told you this morning. You interest me."

"That's a reason not an answer."

Caspian looked at him sideways. "You're going to make me be specific."

"Every time," Seb said.

A pause. Caspian looked out across the dark courtyard and when he spoke his voice was even and measured, each word placed deliberately. "When I'm near most people I can sense things about them. It's just something I can do. I can't fully explain it beyond that."

Seb kept his expression neutral. "Okay."

"When I'm near you I can't sense anything." He turned to look at Seb directly. "Nothing at all. You're completely blank to me. Like standing next to an empty space where a person should be."

"And that's unusual."

"It has never happened before." He said it simply, no drama in it, just the plain weight of the fact. "In a very long time of being near a very large number of people, you are the only one I have ever been completely unable to read."

Seb turned his coffee cup in his hands slowly. "How long is a very long time?"

Caspian was quiet for just a moment. "Longer than you'd expect."

"How much longer?"

Another pause, this one with a different quality to it, the pause of someone deciding how much to say rather than what to say. "I'm older than I look," he said finally.

"How much older?"

Caspian looked at him steadily. "Considerably."

Seb held his gaze. Something had been sitting at the edge of his thinking since that morning in the cafe, something about the way Caspian moved and held himself and said things, the specific quality of his stillness, the way twenty felt like a number he wore rather than a number he was. "What are you?" Seb said. "Actually."

The question sat in the air between them.

Caspian didn't flinch from it and didn't answer it immediately either. He looked at the lamp throwing its circle of yellow light on the ground and then back at Seb and something in his expression shifted, just slightly, like a door that had been locked for a long time being considered from the inside.

"What do you think I am?" he said.

"I think you're going to answer my question instead of throwing it back at me."

"I think you already have a theory."

"Caspian."

The corner of his mouth moved. "You're very difficult to manage."

"I've been told." Seb looked at him. "Something old. Something that looks like a person but isn't quite. Something that can sense things about people and has been doing it for considerably longer than twenty years." He paused. "A werewolf."

The word landed between them and stayed there.

Caspian looked at him for a long moment and then said, "What do you know about werewolves?"

"I know what most people know. Which is apparently not the full picture."

"No," Caspian said quietly. "It isn't." He turned his coffee cup slowly in his hands. "What I'm about to tell you doesn't leave this courtyard."

"Understood."

Caspian looked at him like he was checking the weight of that word and then apparently decided it was sufficient. "Werewolves exist. We have always existed, hidden inside the human world, living among you, functioning exactly as humans do except for what we are underneath." He said it the way you say something that is simply true and has always been true and requires no particular emphasis because of that. "There are ranks. Betta, the newest, still finding their way through the change. Omega, those who have survived five full moons and come through stronger. Alpha, the ones who have fought for their position and earned it." He paused. "And then there is one more."

Seb waited.

"Prime," Caspian said. "A wolf born rather than made. Not bitten, not turned, simply born with it, the way some people are born with something the rest of the world has to work for." His voice had changed slightly, something careful in it now. "The last recorded Prime existed centuries ago. The history of it is old enough that most wolves alive today consider it a myth."

The courtyard was very quiet.

"Why are you telling me this?" Seb said.

"Because you asked what I am."

"You're a Prime?"

"No." Caspian looked at him steadily. "I'm an Alpha. Old enough that the distinction between me and most other Alphas is significant but an Alpha nonetheless." He held Seb's gaze. "I'm telling you about the Prime because it's relevant."

"Relevant to what?"

"To you."

Seb went very still. Not on the outside, on the outside he was exactly the same, sitting on the wall with his coffee, but something inside him went completely quiet the way things went quiet right before something significant landed. "Explain that."

"I can't fully. Not yet." Caspian looked away. "What I can tell you is that in the entire time I have been alive, which is longer than I'm going to tell you tonight, I have never met a person I couldn't read. I have never felt a blank space where someone should be." He looked back at Seb. "Until you walked onto this campus yesterday and I felt it from across the courtyard before I even saw your face."

The city hummed in the distance.

A light went on in one of the buildings across from them and then off again.

Seb looked at his coffee. Then at Caspian. "You think I'm a Prime."

"I think you might be something the world hasn't seen in a very long time," Caspian said carefully. "I don't think you know what you are yet. And I think there are people at this school who are trying to figure out the same thing I am, except their reasons for wanting to know are considerably less straightforward than mine."

"What are your reasons?"

Caspian was quiet for a moment. "Curiosity," he said. "And something else I haven't fully decided what to call yet."

Seb looked at him. At this person who was considerably older than twenty and had found him from across a courtyard before seeing his face and had spent the whole day engineering reasons to be in his proximity and was now sitting in the dark telling him things that rewrote the basic structure of how the world worked, and doing all of it with the calm of someone who had decided this was the right thing to do and wasn't second guessing the decision.

"The other guy," Seb said. "Damon Ashford."

Something moved in Caspian's expression. Brief and controlled. "What about him?"

"Is he an Alpha?"

A pause. "Yes."

"And he felt whatever you felt when I arrived?"

"Almost certainly." He said it carefully. "Damon and I are aware of each other's presence on this campus. We don't discuss things."

"Why not?"

"Because Damon and I have a history that makes discussion complicated." He said it with the finality of something that was true and was not going to be expanded on tonight.

Seb filed that away. "What do you want from me Caspian? Actually."

Caspian looked at him for a long moment and the courtyard was so quiet that Seb could hear the city breathing beyond the walls. "Right now?" he said. "Nothing. I want you to know what I've told you and I want you to be careful about who else you say it to." A pause. "There's a man at this school called Victor. He runs the student council. He smiles at everyone and means none of it. If he approaches you, and he will approach you, give him nothing."

"Why?"

"Because he's been looking for something for a very long time," Caspian said quietly, "and I think he just found it."

He stood up, picked up his empty cup and looked down at Seb with those dark eyes that had too many years in them for the face they were sitting in.

"Same time tomorrow?" Seb said.

Caspian almost looked surprised. Almost. "You want to meet again."

"You said you might have answers. You've given me about three and raised about fifteen new questions." Seb looked up at him. "Same time tomorrow. And bring better coffee, this one's gone cold."

Caspian looked at him for a moment and then the corner of his mouth moved in that way it did when something had landed somewhere he hadn't expected.

"Tomorrow," he said and walked away into the dark, quiet and unhurried, until the night simply swallowed him and there was nothing left to show he had been there at all except the empty coffee cup on the wall beside where he had been sitting.

Seb sat alone in the lamplight for a while.

Prime.

Born rather than made.

The last one.

He looked up at the sky above the courtyard, at the moon sitting fat and bright above the campus buildings, and thought about the blank page on his wall and the three names connected by lines and the question in the middle of all of them.

Then he got up and walked back to his room.

He had a lot more to write down.

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