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Chapter 130 - does it hurt

Night settled slowly over the hospital, softening the harsh brightness of the day into something quieter, more contained. The hallway outside dimmed, footsteps grew less frequent, and the distant sounds of machines and muted conversations blended into a steady background hum. Inside Yuna's room, the lights were lowered, casting a gentle glow that made everything feel calmer, though nothing inside her had truly settled.

Yuna lay against the pillows, her body still weak, her movements slow and careful. The exhaustion had reached deep into her bones, not just physical but emotional, draining her in ways she couldn't explain. Her eyes drifted toward the window for a moment, where faint reflections of city lights flickered against the glass, distant and untouchable.

The door opened quietly.

Elena stepped in, carrying a tray with food, her movements careful not to disturb the fragile peace of the room. She paused when she saw Yuna awake, offering a soft, reassuring smile.

"I brought dinner," she said gently, placing the tray on the small table beside the bed.

Yuna glanced at it briefly, then looked away again. "I'm not really hungry."

Elena expected that.

Still, she moved closer, adjusting the tray slightly. "You need to eat something," she said softly. "Even a little."

Ethan, who had been sitting on the couch nearby, stood up slowly. Without saying much, he walked over and took the tray from Elena, setting it more securely in front of Yuna.

"I'll help," he said.

Elena looked between them for a second, then nodded quietly. "Call me if you need anything," she added before stepping out, giving them space again.

The room returned to silence.

Ethan pulled the chair closer to the bed and sat down, picking up the spoon. For a moment, he didn't move, as if waiting for her to protest again.

She didn't.

Instead, she just watched him, her expression tired, her eyes still carrying the weight of everything from earlier.

"Just a little," he said, his voice low.

He lifted the spoon toward her.

Yuna hesitated for a second, then slowly opened her mouth, taking a small bite. The movement felt strange, mechanical almost, like she was doing it because she had to, not because she wanted to.

Ethan didn't rush.

He fed her slowly, patiently, giving her time between each bite. There was no pressure in his movements, no frustration—just a quiet determination to make sure she ate something.

After a few bites, she shook her head slightly. "That's enough."

Ethan studied her for a moment, then set the spoon down. "Okay."

He didn't insist.

Didn't push further.

He moved the tray aside, placing it carefully on the table before leaning back in the chair again.

Silence returned.

But it wasn't uncomfortable.

Not entirely.

Yuna shifted slightly on the bed, wincing faintly as she adjusted her position. Ethan noticed immediately.

"Does it hurt?" he asked.

"A little," she admitted.

He stood again, reaching for the blanket and adjusting it gently around her, making sure she was comfortable. His movements were careful, almost instinctive, like he was trying not to disturb something fragile.

"Better?" he asked.

She nodded faintly.

"Thank you."

The words were soft.

But they meant something.

Ethan paused for a second, then returned to his seat.

The night deepened around them, the quiet growing heavier but not suffocating. It felt like a pause—a moment between everything that had happened and everything that was still waiting.

Yuna's eyes slowly drifted back to him.

"You didn't have to stay," she said after a while.

"I know."

"Then why are you still here?"

Ethan didn't answer immediately.

He looked at her, his expression calm but serious.

"Because I want to be."

The simplicity of the answer caught her off guard.

She looked away again, unsure how to respond.

"You should rest," he added quietly.

Yuna let out a small breath, her body relaxing slightly against the bed. The exhaustion was catching up to her again, pulling her down into something deeper.

But sleep didn't come easily.

Not with everything in her mind.

"Ethan," she said softly.

He looked up again. "Yeah?"

She hesitated.

Then, "Stay… until I fall asleep."

It wasn't a demand.

It wasn't even confident.

It was quiet.

Almost uncertain.

Ethan didn't hesitate.

"I'm here."

That was enough.

Yuna closed her eyes slowly, her breathing still uneven at first. The silence wrapped around them again, but this time it felt different.

Ethan stayed where he was, watching her carefully, making sure she was comfortable, that her breathing steadied.

Minutes passed.

Her body gradually relaxed, the tension easing little by little.

At some point, her hand moved slightly, as if searching.

Ethan noticed.

Without thinking, he reached out and placed his hand gently over hers.

Her fingers curled weakly around his.

And just like that—

Something shifted.

Not fully healed.

Not fixed.

But… softer.

Yuna's breathing became more even, deeper now, as sleep finally began to take over.

Ethan didn't move.

Didn't pull his hand away.

He just stayed there, holding onto her, his thumb brushing lightly against her skin in a small, almost unconscious motion.

The night stretched on quietly.

Outside, the city continued moving, unaware of the fragile moment inside that room.

Inside—

There was no noise.

No arguments.

No past.

Just stillness.

And two people sitting in the middle of something broken—

Trying, in their own way, to hold onto what was left.

Ethan leaned back slightly in his chair, his eyes still on her, his grip gentle but steady.

For the first time since everything had fallen apart—

There was no urgency.

No decisions.

No chaos.

Just a quiet night.

And the fragile beginning of something neither of them fully understood yet.

The hours moved quietly after that, almost unnoticed. The steady rhythm of the monitor became the only measure of time, each soft beep grounding the silence around them. Ethan didn't shift from his place, his hand still loosely holding hers, as if letting go might disturb the fragile calm that had settled between them.

Yuna slept, but it wasn't a deep, peaceful sleep.

Every so often, her brows would knit slightly, her fingers tightening faintly in his hand, like something in her dreams still troubled her. Each time it happened, Ethan noticed. Each time, his grip steadied just a little more, a silent reassurance she might not even be aware of.

At one point, she stirred again, her head turning slightly on the pillow. Her eyes opened just a fraction, unfocused, barely awake.

"Ethan…" she murmured softly.

"I'm here," he replied immediately, his voice low so it wouldn't startle her.

She didn't fully wake. Her gaze lingered on him for a second, as if confirming something, then her eyes slowly closed again. But her hand didn't let go.

If anything, she held on more.

Ethan watched her for a moment longer, something unreadable passing through his expression. There was no tension in him now, no sharp edges—just a quiet stillness that didn't come from control, but from staying exactly where he was needed.

The door opened slightly, and Elena peeked in, careful not to make noise. Her eyes moved from Yuna to Ethan, noticing their hands, the way neither of them had moved.

She didn't say anything.

Just gave a small, understanding nod before quietly closing the door again.

Inside, the night remained undisturbed.

Ethan leaned back slightly in his chair, his gaze softening as it stayed on Yuna's face. The lines of stress were still there, the exhaustion visible even in sleep—but there was something else too.

A kind of quiet trust.

Unspoken.

Uncertain.

But real.

And for now—

That was enough.

Because neither of them was ready for tomorrow yet.

So Ethan stayed right where he was, holding her hand in the silence, letting the night pass slowly around them, one quiet moment at a time.

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