Arthur's penthouse felt suffocating despite its spacious dimensions. He paced the length of the main room, goddesium footsteps marking precise intervals on the polished floor. Back and forth. Turn. Repeat. The pink bookmark lay on his desk. This was the one from two days ago, the first one, already forgotten.
His prosthetic hand clenched and unclenched rhythmically. Research Officer 9s2ba2's clinical voice echoed in his mind. *Decommissioned. Recycled. Research equipment.* Words that reduced a child's existence to inventory management.
How did you fight someone who rewrote reality every morning? How did you save someone who wouldn't remember being saved?
The door chimed softly, then opened. Arthur didn't turn, too lost in the spiral of his thoughts.
Arms encircled him from behind.
Arthur froze. The embrace was firm but gentle, the pressure unmistakably real against his back. He recognized the tactical gear, the subtle scent of gun oil and something uniquely her.
"Rapi?"
She didn't release him. Her voice, normally professional and measured, carried a warmth he rarely heard. "You're spiraling."
"I don't know how to help her." The admission came easier than expected. "Every move I make, he counters. Every memory I help her create, he erases. If I push harder, he'll lock her away somewhere I can't reach."
Rapi's grip tightened slightly. "You helped me remember what it means to choose. You helped Scarlet find purpose beyond rage. You gave Lyra something worth holding onto when her memories slip away." She paused, and he felt her breath against his shoulder. "You'll find a way. I believe in you."
Arthur's hand covered hers where it rested against his chest. The simple human contact—Nikke contact—grounded him more effectively than any tactical analysis could.
"Thank you," he said quietly.
Rapi held him a moment longer before stepping back, her professional mask sliding into place with practiced ease. But something in her golden eyes remained soft.
"Get some rest, Commander. Tomorrow will require your full attention."
She left as quietly as she'd arrived, and Arthur stood alone with the pink bookmark and his thoughts.
The Outpost's residential district bustled with midday activity. Arthur positioned himself along Anne's usual route, having memorized her patterns over the past days. His heart hammered against his ribs—an unpleasant reminder that for all his prosthetic enhancements, anxiety still registered in flesh and blood.
Anne appeared around the corner, her silver hair catching the artificial light. She walked with purpose, consulting her notebook periodically. Arthur's chest tightened.
"Anne."
She glanced up briefly, then continued walking.
"Anne, wait."
Her pace increased slightly.
"Anne, please. It's me. Your teacher."
She stopped abruptly, clutching her notebook to her chest. When she turned, fear contorted her delicate features.
"Stay away from me!" Her voice cracked with genuine terror. "You're a bad person! My diary says so!"
Arthur's blood ran cold. "Anne, that's not true. Someone lied to you—"
"No!" She backed away, tears forming in her blue eyes. "It's right here! In my own handwriting! 'Teacher is dangerous. He lies and manipulates. Stay away at all costs.'"
"Let me see the notebook—"
Arthur reached for it instinctively, and Anne's reaction was immediate and visceral. She screamed, stumbling backward, the notebook pressed against her chest like a shield.
"Don't touch it! Don't touch me! Someone help!"
Several Nikkes turned, hands moving toward weapons. Arthur raised his prosthetic hands in a placating gesture, stepping back.
"It's alright," he called to the gathering crowd. "Misunderstanding."
His communication interface pinged. Unknown identifier: 9s2ba2.
Arthur activated it with a snarl. "What did you do?"
Research Officer 9s2ba2's voice dripped with smug satisfaction. "Simply provided accurate behavioral guidance. You attempted to override my experimental parameters yesterday. Today's diary entry reflects the appropriate response to external interference."
"You're making her afraid of the one person trying to help her!"
"I'm protecting research integrity. Did you truly think you could play the benevolent savior? She's a lab rat, Commander. Always has been. Missilis property. Her entire existence is an experiment in controlled memory manipulation. Your sentimental attachment doesn't change fundamental reality."
Arthur's vision narrowed. Anne still cowered several meters away, surrounded by concerned Nikkes who shot him suspicious glances.
"You want me to back off? Fine." Arthur's voice dropped to something dangerous. "But know this—if she's decommissioned, if she disappears, if anything happens to her, I will burn your entire division to the ground. And I have the resources to do it."
"Threats noted and logged. Enjoy your impotent rage, Commander."
The connection severed.
Arthur approached Anne slowly, each step measured and non-threatening. The crowd parted uncertainly. Anne's eyes were wide, terrified, her small frame trembling.
"Anne," he said softly. "I know what your diary says. I know you're scared. But I'm asking you to trust what you feel, not what you've been told."
"My diary is all I have!" The anguish in her voice cut deeper than any blade. "Without it, I'm nothing! I don't even know who I am!"
"You're Anne." Arthur knelt slowly, bringing himself to her eye level. "You love Mild Croquettes. Your favorite color is pink. You treasure your calico cat doll. These things are true regardless of what anyone writes."
Her breathing came in short gasps, caught between terror and desperate hope.
"Please," Arthur extended his flesh hand, palm up. "Just for today. Trust me."
Seconds stretched into eternity. Anne's gaze flickered between his face, his outstretched hand, and her notebook. Something warred behind her eyes—programmed fear versus instinctive recognition.
Slowly, trembling, she reached out.
Her small hand touched his, and her eyes widened.
"You're... warm," she whispered, wonder replacing fear. "The diary said you were cold. Mechanical. But you're warm."
Arthur closed his fingers gently around hers. "Lies can be written. Truth has to be felt."
Anne took a shuddering breath, then nodded. "Okay. I'll... I'll trust you. Just for today."
The next morning, Arthur waited at the usual meeting point. Minutes passed. Then an hour. Anne didn't appear.
His communication interface remained silent until exactly 0900, when coordinates appeared from identifier 9s2ba2. No message. Just a location deep in the Ark's Sub-level Seven.
Arthur's goddesium prosthetics felt heavier than usual as he descended through security checkpoints, each guard waving him through with increasing nervousness. Whatever waited below, they knew about it. And they knew he wouldn't like it.
Section Twelve, Laboratory 7-C. Sterile white walls, humming fluorescent lights, and the smell of antiseptic. Through the observation window, Arthur saw her.
Anne sat in the center of an empty room, knees drawn to her chest, rocking slowly. Her lips moved in constant repetition, words too quiet to hear through the reinforced glass.
Arthur slammed the door release. It hissed open, and Anne's muttering became audible.
"...don't know don't know don't know who am I who am I don't know don't know..."
"Anne."
She didn't respond, didn't even look up. Just continued rocking, continued muttering the same broken phrases.
Arthur knelt beside her, his prosthetic hand gentle on her shoulder. "Anne, it's me. Your teacher."
"...don't know teacher don't know name don't know don't know..."
No notebook. No diary. Nothing to tell her who she was or what she liked. The scientist had wiped her memory and left her with absolute emptiness.
"Your name is Anne," Arthur said firmly. "You're twelve years old. You have silver hair and the bluest eyes I've ever seen."
The muttering faltered slightly.
"You love Mild Croquettes from the café. Not spicy ones—they make your nose wrinkle. You like them with extra sauce."
Anne's rocking slowed.
"Your favorite color is pink. Cherry blossom pink, like the bookmarks we bought together. You have a calico cat doll that you sleep with every night. His name is—" Arthur paused, realizing he'd never asked. "His name is whatever you want it to be."
Anne's head lifted slowly. Her eyes were red from crying, lost and desperate.
"I... I don't remember..."
"You don't have to." Arthur took both her hands in his. "I remember for you. Every detail. Every smile. Every moment of joy. Even when you forget, I'll hold those memories until you're ready to make them again."
"But the diary—"
"You don't need a diary." Arthur's voice was steady, certain. "You have me. And I will never let you forget who you truly are."
Tears streamed down Anne's face. She launched herself forward, tiny arms wrapping around Arthur's neck in a desperate embrace.
"Please don't leave me alone in the empty," she sobbed. "Please."
"Never," Arthur promised, holding her carefully. "You're not alone anymore."
