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Chapter 4 - chapter 4 the place that shouldn’t exist

I didn't stop walking until the city forgot what street I came from.

The rain followed.

Not heavy.

Just constant.

Like the sky had decided it didn't want to finish something.

My legs moved on instinct now. My mind lagged behind, still stuck on the book… the words… the silhouette.

You were not meant to wake here.

The sentence wouldn't leave.

Neither would the second one.

They know you're back.

I didn't even know what back meant.

I slowed when I reached a row of buildings that looked older than the rest of the city. Narrow brick fronts, cracked windows, lights flickering like they didn't trust electricity anymore.

A laundromat buzzed softly.

A closed diner sat beside it, neon sign half-dead.

And between them—

A doorway I didn't remember ever seeing.

No sign.

No number.

Just a black door set into the brick like it had always been there.

Or like it hadn't existed until I needed it.

I stopped.

The book in my hands felt heavier.

Not physically.

Just… aware.

I told myself I was just tired.

Cold.

Confused.

I told myself I should keep moving.

Instead, I stepped closer.

The door wasn't locked.

It opened with a soft click, like it had been waiting.

Inside, the air felt warmer.

Dry.

Quiet.

The rain sound vanished the second I crossed the threshold.

I turned back automatically—

The street was still there.

Still raining.

Still real.

But the doorway behind me felt… thinner.

Like it might not stay open forever.

I moved forward.

The room wasn't big.

Not quite a shop.

Not quite an apartment.

Just a dim, narrow space filled with mismatched furniture, stacks of papers, old lamps, and shelves crowded with things that didn't seem to belong together.

Maps.

Keys.

Glass jars filled with objects I couldn't identify.

And symbols.

Everywhere.

Drawn on walls.

Etched into wood.

Carved into metal.

Most were faded.

But some were fresh.

I froze when I saw one I recognized.

The crescent shape.

Hooked tail.

Claw-like curve.

The same mark from the window.

My chest tightened.

"Yeah," a voice said behind me, calm and tired.

"That's usually the reaction."

I spun around.

A woman leaned against the far wall like she'd been there the whole time.

Mid-thirties maybe. Dark hair tied back loosely. Eyes sharp in a way that made you feel like she'd already decided what you were.

She didn't look surprised.

She looked… resigned.

"You shouldn't have been able to find this place," she said.

I swallowed. "I didn't. I just… walked."

She nodded once.

"That's worse."

My fingers tightened on the book. "Do you know what this is?"

Her gaze dropped to it.

For the first time, her expression actually changed.

Not fear.

Recognition.

"Yeah," she said quietly.

"I know exactly what that is."

Silence filled the room.

Then she pushed herself off the wall and stepped closer.

"Tell me," she said, "did the shopkeeper send you?"

I hesitated.

"…Yes."

She exhaled slowly.

"Then he's either braver than I thought," she muttered,

"or already dead."

My stomach dropped.

She stopped a few feet in front of me.

"Look," she said, voice softer now, "I'm going to ask you something, and I need you to answer honestly."

I nodded.

She held my gaze.

"Do you remember dying?"

The question hit like a physical blow.

My mouth opened.

Closed.

No answer came.

Because the worst part was—

I wasn't sure anymore.

She watched my face carefully.

Then nodded once, like she'd gotten the answer anyway.

"Yeah," she said. "That's what I thought."

She turned, grabbed a chair, and set it down in front of me.

"Sit," she said. "Because if you're carrying that book, and if the silhouettes have noticed you…"

She met my eyes again.

"…then you're already in the middle of something that doesn't let people walk away."

I lowered myself into the chair slowly.

The room felt smaller now.

Closer.

"What is this place?" I asked.

She didn't answer right away.

Instead, she walked to the wall and tapped one of the symbols lightly.

"This," she said, "is where people end up when the world stops pretending they belong to it."

My throat tightened.

"And you?" I asked.

She gave a small, humorless smile.

"I'm one of the ones who didn't die the first time."

The words hung in the air.

Then she pointed at the book again.

"And you," she said quietly,

"might be one of the ones who wasn't supposed to come back at all."

Outside, thunder rolled.

Inside, the lights flickered once.

And somewhere deeper in the building…

Something knocked.

Not at the door.

From the other side of the wall.

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