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Chapter 43 - Tell me who are you all

The night air was cooler than Arin expected.

He stood outside the arena entrance, his chest still heaving, his hands still trembling. His jacket was a bundle of torn fabric in his left hand, hanging limp, the dark navy cloth barely recognizable. The sword was sheathed across his back, hidden beneath the remnants of his shirt. He could still feel the weight of it. The way the boss's skin had parted under his blade.

He was still standing there when Hana appeared at his side.

"We need to move," she said quietly. "Before they change their minds."

He nodded. His legs carried him forward, though he wasn't sure he was the one guiding them.

The woman was ahead, walking between Maya and Dmitri. Her steps were unsteady, her arms wrapped around herself. She hadn't spoken since they left the arena. She hadn't looked at Arin.

They walked for what felt like a long time. The streets were dark, the buildings leaning close on either side. No one followed them.

Ren led them to a small shelter on the edge of the settlement. A single room with a table and chairs and a door that locked. Maya guided the woman inside. Hana pulled Arin aside.

"Sit down."

He sat.

She crouched in front of him, her eyes searching his face.

"Are you hurt?"

"No."

"Your hands are shaking."

He looked at them. She was right. He hadn't noticed.

"I'm fine," he said.

She studied him for a moment longer, then nodded. She didn't say anything else. She didn't need to.

The woman sat at the table, her hands wrapped around a cup of water Maya had given her. She was younger than Arin had expected, her face thin, her eyes shadowed. The bruises on her face were already fading to yellow.

Maya sat across from her, her kit open on the table.

"You need to eat something," Maya said gently. "Rest."

The woman shook her head. "I need to know who you are."

Ren stood by the door, watching the street. Dmitri was beside him. Hana had taken a seat in the corner, her eyes half-closed, her presence a quiet weight in the room.

Arin set his torn jacket on the back of a chair and sat across from the woman.

"My name is Arin," he said. "My sister was taken. They did something to her. She's in a coma. She won't wake up."

The woman's eyes moved to him.

"And you think I can help."

"You're the only one who can."

She was quiet for a long moment. Then she looked away.

"I used to help people," she said. Her voice was flat, distant. "People who'd been through things. Who'd had things taken from them." She set the cup down. "I don't do that anymore."

Maya leaned forward. "Why?"

The woman laughed. It was a short, dry sound, without warmth.

"Because it doesn't work." She looked at her hands. "Because I couldn't save anyone. Because I ended up here, in this place, with nothing and no one."

Arin watched her.

"You were a researcher."

She looked at him sharply.

"Who told you that?"

"The woman at the compound. She said you studied fractures. The gaps people carry when something is taken from them."

She stared at him for a moment, something shifting in her expression. Then she shook her head slowly.

"That was a long time ago," she said. Her voice was softer now, worn at the edges. "Before the gambling. Before the debts." She paused. "Before I realized I couldn't help anyone."

"Then why did people come to you?" Arin asked.

She was silent for a long moment. Her fingers traced the rim of her cup, round and round, like she was looking for something that wasn't there.

"Because I could see it," she said finally. "The gaps. The empty spaces where something used to be." Her eyes moved to his chest. "I can see it in you. In your sister. In the thing you're carrying."

Arin's hand moved to his chest.

"What is it?"

She shook her head slowly.

"I don't know." Her voice was barely a whisper. "I never did."

The room was quiet for a long time.

Adanna stared at her cup, her fingers still tracing the rim, round and round. Then she sighed. It was a deep sound, heavy with years.

"My name is Adanna," she said. She looked up at Arin, her eyes tired but clear. "I was a researcher at the University of Lagos. I studied the effects of the Cascade on the human mind. The fractures people carried after exposure to raw mana. The things it took from them. The spaces it left behind."

Maya leaned forward. "You studied the victims before anyone knew what was happening."

Adanna nodded slowly. "I thought I could fix them. I thought I could put back what was taken." Her voice cracked slightly. "I couldn't. I lost everything trying. My funding. My reputation. My family." She looked at her hands, at the calluses on her palms, the dirt under her nails. "I ended up here. Gambling away what was left of me."

She laughed again, but this time it was softer, sadder.

"I knew someone would come," she said. "I've been expecting it for years."

She met Arin's eyes.

"I'll help you. But I want something in return."

"Name it."

"Money." Her voice was steady now. "Enough to leave this place. Enough to never come back."

Maya opened her mouth, but Arin raised a hand.

"How much?"

She named a number. It was large. Larger than anything Arin had earned in months of contracts.

"Done."

Adanna's eyes widened.

"Just like that?"

"Just like that."

She stared at him for a long moment, something softening in her face.

"You're as foolish as I was," she said. "Maybe more."

She stood, pushing her chair back. The sound of it scraping against the floor seemed too loud in the small room.

"When do we leave?"

"Now."

She looked at the door, at the dark street beyond, at the sky that was just beginning to lighten in the east. For a moment, she didn't move. Then she breathed in, slow and deep.

"Good," she said. "I've been waiting to leave this place for a long time."

They walked to the transport as the first light broke over the rooftops.

Adanna walked beside Maya, her steps steadier now, her eyes fixed on the horizon. Ren scouted ahead. Dmitri guarded the rear.

Arin walked behind them, his torn jacket folded over his arm, his gaze on the ground. The sheath across his back pressed against his spine with each step. He could still feel the weight of it. The weight of what he had done with it.

Hana fell into step beside him.

"You saved her," she said quietly.

He didn't answer.

"You saved Adanna. You saved Lina. You saved us back there."

"I killed him."

She was silent for a moment. Then she moved closer, her shoulder almost touching his.

"He was going to kill you."

"That doesn't make it easier."

"No," she said. "It doesn't."

When they reached the transport, Arin was the last one aboard. He stood at the ramp for a moment, looking back at the settlement. The roofs were flat, the walls pale, the streets empty. Somewhere in that maze of narrow passages, a man lay dead because of him.

He turned and walked inside.

The transport lifted off. The settlement shrank below them, then the red earth, then the coast. Arin sat by the window, watching it all disappear.

Adanna was in the back, speaking quietly with Maya. Ren was at the front. Dmitri was still.

Hana sat across from him, her eyes closed, her breathing slow.

He touched the crystal at his neck. It was warm.

He didn't know if he deserved to feel it anymore.

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