Seoha's POV
I open my eyes and sigh as I see the spot next to me empty and cold.
Taesan isn't here.
I could sense something was wrong during our date, but I didn't try to ask questions, I just watched him.
Maybe the rollercoaster was too much for him, I will never make him do it again.
'It's not the rollercoaster' my omega whines, but I chose to ignore it…maybe it's something about the mafia.
As I sit up, I look at myself in the big mirror in front of the bed, I look so small, so fragile.
I run my finger over my neck, over my chest and down to my stomach.
I'm staring and wondering, if I was not this weak would Taesan trust me more?
Will he show me his real self without hiding?
"I will work hard and be like Minjae" I tell myself, lifting my arm to see my 'muscles', but there's none.
How does Taesan even like me like me?
I shake my head to discard the thought. Taesan loves me, I know he does, and I won't let my anxiety ruin the happiness I have.
