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Chapter 64 - GRISHMA

And,

As I always I woke up late in the morning around 9 AM,

I felt very angry and I don't know why but my body moved automatically and opened my laptop,

There was a light voice screaming in my head,

Nooo!!

Don't do it,

But I didn't thought of anything,

I opened my laptop and opened google chrome in incognito mode and searched up my favorite porn site and as usual

I took out my Onahole and started beating my meat,

I was like someone possessed by devil,

My hand gripped the onahole with intense strength,

As If I wanted to run away from the dark reality of the world,

I wanted to reach that climax as fast as possible,

So, I started beating my meat with one hand and other hand maxed out the volume of laptop,

The increase in volume gave me more stimulation,

And,

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I am cummmming!!!!"

Finally, the scream of female artist that was so sexy and pleasurable,

Made me cum,

'Argh'

Grunts,

I let out all the load in my body and was breathing heavily,

And the post nut clarity hits me like someone has thrown a bucket of cold water in my body,

And the emotion that hit me the hardest was anger, guilt and rage,

But it was still not enough and I still wanted to run away from the consequences,

So, I opened another video and started gooning again,

I was running away from the reality and just wanted to live on edge of that pleasure that I get when I beat my meat,

I don't care about others,

I just want to goon and live my life simply here in this apartment,

The rent of the apartment is so cheap and I don't need to cook nor I have to wash my clothes,

What is the point of being a Singer?

What worth is my dream?

Why work so hard?

What am I even working hard for?

Why go through such pains?

When the greatest pleasure is given by sex?

And an information I once watched appeared in my mind,

Sex gives the pleasure second to only drug,

So why pursue dreams?

So why pursue freedom?

Life has no meaning!!!

I don't know whether it was me or mind manipulating myself but One thing becoming clear to me is that I have already shrunken deeper into abyss which goes beyond reality,

 

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