[Even if I could do it all over again, knowing you would get hurt, I would still choose to meet you. Love is selfish after all. —Xunmi]
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Her fingers gently caressed his lean, strong chest with an irregular, rhythmic motion, filled with intense tenderness and longing.
"Brother Zixi, do you know that when I first met you, I almost mistook you for a pervert?"
As if recalling a beautiful scene, a gentle smile appeared on her lips.
The voice was low, like the soft, intimate whispers between lovers.
"At that time, I thought, there is no such thing as love at first sight in the world, and it is such a coincidence that I just happened to meet someone."
"But I still believed it, because it was you, so I wanted to take the gamble."
"It turns out I made the right bet. You were my light, but you dimmed so quickly."
"Brother Zixi, please don't be so cruel. Don't leave me alone when I realize I've fallen in love with you. I can't take it. I'll go crazy."
I thought my tears had long since dried up, but to my surprise, the crystal-clear liquid still welled up and slid down silently.
The drops fell onto Tan Zixi's chest, so hot that the peacefully sleeping man's heart skipped a beat.
"Brother Zixi, I know you're tired. Go to sleep. I won't bother you anymore. I'll sleep with you."
Xunmi kicked off her flat shoes; she hadn't worn high heels since the day Zixi said they weren't safe.
She curled up in Tan Zixi's arms, hugged his waist, and closed her eyes.
No one saw that the person, who should have been completely unaware, twitched his fingers, but quickly fell silent again.
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At the entrance of the courthouse, it was a case of two people meeting on a narrow road.
"Get out of my way." Xunmi looked coldly at the person blocking her way, her face showing obvious disgust and hatred, as well as a hidden killing intent deep in her eyes.
Five days have passed since the day it was announced that Zixi's fate was up to fate, and today is the day of the court hearing.
Even if Xunmi didn't want to leave Tan Zixi's side, she had no choice but to handle it herself.
She wanted to see with her own eyes the person who had harmed Zixi get what she deserved.
"Qin Xunmi, don't push your luck." Qin Huai se has been having a terrible time these past few days, so bad that everyone is calling her a jerk.
Even her father, who always doted on her, completely ignored her, as did her brother Yan.
After that day, it was as if Brother Yan had disappeared; he couldn't be found anywhere.
For the first time, she felt things were going badly, but a voice inside her told her that things shouldn't have turned out this way.
The person who should be reviled and hated by everyone is Qin Xunmi; she should be the envy and jealousy of everyone.
But reality slapped her hard in the face; she felt that all of this was Qin Xunmi's conspiracy.
Once the truth is out, everyone will realize how pitiful she is and will stand by her side.
So she told herself to be patient, that as long as she could endure until the truth came out, everything would be alright.
But when she saw Qin Xunmi, she couldn't help herself.
Xunmi had no intention of paying any attention to this person, so she slapped her across the face.
*Slap.*
"Ahhh..."
"Qin Xunmi, how dare you hit me? What gives you the right?"
Qin Huai Se's already unstable nerves snapped, and the pain on her face completely scorched her reason.
"You shameless woman, all you have is a mother of high status. If your mother's surname wasn't Liu, you wouldn't be able to compare to me."
"The Qin family should have been mine. Since I was a child, all I've heard is how lucky and blessed the Qin family's young ladies are."
"And me? I'm also a young lady from the Qin family, so why shouldn't I have one?"
"You are inferior to me in every way, yet you can easily have people come to deliver whatever you need just by waving your hand or opening your mouth."
"I can only get everything I want by constantly working hard. Am I wrong to be ambitious and work hard?"
"You keep saying I'm an illegitimate child, is that something I wanted?"
"Qin Xunmi, you are not much more noble than me."
Xunmi appreciated Qin Huai Se's hysteria, she laughed in response to her questioning: "Hahaha..."
After laughing enough, Xunmi raised a sarcastic smile: "Qin Huai se, who are you trying to fool with this act?"
"What, has your IQ finally kicked in for once? Are you trying to portray a stubborn woman who refuses to be defeated by fate and compromises herself?"
"Disgusting. You act like a prostitute and then try to maintain a virtuous image. How shameless do you have?"
She never imagined that people these days could think like that.
"Just because you're jealous, you want to destroy me?"
"Just because you're unwilling to accept it, you're plotting against me at every turn."
"Just because of your ugly heart, you think everyone has wronged you?"
'Hahahaha....' Xunmi laughed until tears streamed down her face, her expression bleak and sorrowful.
"I wish I had never met you, so that Zixi-ge wouldn't...wouldn't..."
I know that it was because of my appearance that Zixi ended up like this, but if I were given another chance...
I will still choose to appear, because I want to hold onto that unreserved affection.
I'm just a woman, I want to be loved, I want to be cherished, I want a strong arm to lean on.
She lowered her eyes, concealing the pain and helplessness within.
She stopped looking at Qin Huai Se and ignored the whispering people around her.
It's a flawed nature; they think they're very compassionate, yet they only listen to a few words.
The group of people felt quite sorry for Qin Huai Se, seeing how hurt and forced she looked.
She even blamed herself, ha...how ridiculous, Xunmi, Xunmi, it turns out you're a coward too.
What are you afraid of if you can't stand hearing people slander you?
She was afraid that Zixi would misunderstand, and even more afraid of implicating Zixi.
It's tragic, yet also lamentable.
At this moment, she suddenly remembered that even a hundred years later, when Brother Zixi was long gone, she would still have to keep traveling.
The question that she had deliberately glossed over before resurfaced deep in her mind, only to be forcibly suppressed again.
"Baby, do you think it's normal to feel insecure and anxious once you've fallen for someone?"
Xunmi couldn't help but ask softly, her tone revealing a vulnerability she herself hadn't even noticed.
The baby floated onto Xunmi's shoulder and nuzzled her cheek: "Host, the baby will always be with you."
It wasn't hard to hear the worry in his voice. Xunmi raised the corners of her lips, smiled, and didn't answer.
She felt like she was possessed; such a cowardly mentality wouldn't do, as Zixi was still waiting for her.
I mustered my spirits and entered the courtroom, only to encounter someone I didn't want to see.
I tried to walk past without looking to the side, but the other person wouldn't let me.
"Xunmi." Qin Sheng looked at her eldest daughter approaching, her face noticeably thinner and her expression weary.
A sense of guilt and a hidden heartache welled up inside me; things shouldn't have turned out this way.
Those clear black eyes, once filled with admiration and respect for him, are now a deep pool, unable to stir up any ripples.