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Chapter 45 - ilyas

​A soft melody escaped my lips as I hummed along to the rhythmic sizzling of the pans. A faint, lingering smile played on my face, sparked by the memory of Theo's latest bizarre jokes.

​Life had never felt this serene. No meticulous planning, no rigid schedules—just the quiet warmth of a home and a husband who truly cherished me, despite how consumed he had been by his duties this past month.

​To be honest, a hint of neglect had begun to gnaw at me lately. We hadn't shared an intimate moment in two days, and the distance was starting to feel heavy.

​I tried my best to be understanding; he had been utterly exhausted. Every time he stepped through the door, he barely had enough strength to wash away the day's grime before collapsing into a deep, dreamless sleep.

​Sometimes, he didn't even make it that far.

​In my mind, I had envisioned us cooking together—sharing laughter and lighthearted banter that breathed life into the kitchen. But reality, as it often does, had different plans.

​Deep down, a cold resentment was festering toward these "Rites of Manhood."

​Growing up, I had heard countless tragic stories from women who despised these traditions. They spoke of husbands lost to the hunt, never to return.

​The memory of one particular woman still haunted me; she had been left to wail over a corpse that was nothing more than a bloodied scalp.

​Back then, my heart was colder. "Let him die if he cannot prove his worth," I used to think. It was only a month of hunting monsters—how difficult could it be?

​I viewed it as an inescapable duty, a romantic sacrifice. The idea of a husband risking his life against terrifying beasts just to prove he deserved to stand by my side... it felt poetic.

​But that was before I loved Theo.

​Now, the mere thought of losing him was paralysing. I could no longer sit idly at home while he ventured into the unknown.

​That fear had forced my hand. I began following him in the shadows, a silent protector he never knew was there. He has no idea, but it was I who saved him from that Third-Tier beast.

​He never mentioned the incident, likely wanting to spare me the worry, but I saw how close he came to death. Every day since the mist settled, I have been his shadow within the Fog Layer.

​Technically, I haven't broken the rules of the rite. He never asked for my help—in fact, he explicitly forbade it. He simply has no inkling that I am even there.

​Suddenly, a cold, piercing voice echoed in my mind.

​"Enjoy yourself while you can, you fraud. You may have seized control of this body for now, but I will take it back. I promise you."

​I bit my lip, suppressed rage boiling beneath the surface. "You are the fraud," I spat back internally. "You wouldn't even exist if it weren't for that cursed Elias Technique."

​The voice let out a sharp, mocking cackle. "A fake denying her own nature? I'll prove who is real soon enough. Just give me time."

​I struggled to regain my composure. "You're nothing but a glitch. Eventually, I will overcome this dissociation, and you will vanish forever."

​"We shall see who vanishes. Enjoy your temporary marriage and your fleeting, fake emotions..."

​Finally, the voice faded into a whisper and disappeared.

​I exhaled a long breath of relief, trying to shake off the chill.

​"Oh no!"

​The smell of the kitchen snapped me back to reality. I lunged for the pans, stirring the food frantically before adding a splash of water and a fresh pinch of spices.

​A wave of relief washed over me; the meal wasn't ruined. I forced myself to push that intrusive voice into the back of my mind. It had been haunting me once or twice a day for over a week now, and I was slowly growing accustomed to its spite.

​I began dicing the meat, adding it to the pot with a sense of mounting anticipation. I couldn't wait to see Theo's reaction.

​Time seemed to accelerate as I added the final touches to the feast.

​Just as I was plating, a pair of strong arms wrapped around me from behind, pulling my back against a solid chest.

​"Sera, is dinner ready?"

​"You know, you could ask without touching me," I teased, though I didn't move away.

​Theo leaned in, his voice a playful, seductive purr against my ear. "But my main objective is right here."

​A spark of heat flickered through me. "When you said 'food,' did you mean me?"

​He let out a mock sigh. "No, not quite. You're far more precious than any meal. You're the very air I breathe."

​I felt a tickle as he buried his face in my neck, inhaling deeply. "Are you some kind of pervert? Why are you so obsessed with my scent?"

​"You've got it all wrong," he murmured. "I usually hate smells. But you take such good care of yourself... it makes your scent addictive."

​After a few more playful attempts, I finally managed to slip out of his embrace before things took a "dangerous" turn. "Stop it, Theo. Let's eat first."

​His eyes dropped with exaggerated disappointment. "Tsk. Fine. But I was really hoping for an appetiser."

​A small pang of annoyance hit me when he didn't push further, but I brushed it aside and focused on the plates.

​Once everything was set, we moved to the grand dining hall.

​I watched him take the first bite, waiting for his verdict. Instead of speaking, Theo leaned over and pressed a lingering kiss to my forehead.

​"I can't even describe it. Thank you for giving that Moon Deer the respect it deserved."

​"Is that all?" I challenged, trying to hide my smile. "And I'll just ignore the fact that you've stained my forehead with whatever was in your mouth."

​"Alright, jokes aside," he said, his expression softening into something genuine.

​"That was easily the second most delicious thing I've ever tasted in my life."

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