'It's finally over.'
I walked as fast as I could to get Keith out of my sight. My gaze focused on the church's outer gate and the only thing I had in my mind was to get out of here.
My eyes caught a familiar ash grey hair beyond the gate. He was fidgeting restlessly while looking around.
"Yolan!"
Haide's face brightened when he spotted me and immediately rushed to my place. With a bouquet of white daisies in hand, he asked me with a serious tone.
"Become my boyfriend Yolan."
He didn't lie when he said he would propose to me as soon as I broke my marriage vow. Glancing up at him, I awkwardly fiddled with the daisies in his hand before I finally spoke.
"Are you sure you want to build a relationship with me?"
"Yes please, I'll take good care of you, unlike that bastard ex-husband of yours."
Haide said with a serious tone, not the slightest bit of shame was detected on his face. That expression of his made me chuckle.
Rubbing the petals one last time, I took the bouquet in his hand and gazed up at him again.
"Sure, if it's you, I think I can start over."
Haide widened his eyes, mouth hung open. Before he finally laughed and touched my cheek.
"As expected, a smile looks great on you."
His face inched closer, locking his target on my lips.
"!!"
But I blocked his mouth with my finger, brushing it slightly as a sudden urge to tease him surged inside my heart.
"Nope, you can't get your reward just yet."
"Why?" Haide pouted, switching his stance to hug me instead. I rolled my eyes and gave him a smirk.
"Let's get a more private place, shall we?"
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The sun was still high in the sky when we entered a hotel and booked a room.
As soon as we entered the room and I put down the bouquet while Haide shut the door and locked it. He cornered me on the door and hungrily kissed my lips.
"Hmph!"
I gasped for breath between our kiss. My face turned hot and my head turned dizzy from the lack of oxygen, but I had no intention to end our kiss.
Wrapping my arms around Haide's shoulder, I gently caressed his hair, closing my eyes as our tongues intertwined with each other.
He slipped his legs between my thighs. I could feel the slight brush of his erect member touching me, but mine wasn't any different either.
"Haa… Should we continue this in bed?" Haide asked, parting his lips from mine.
I lowered my eyes before raising my head back with a resolute gaze, "Do it gently."
'The act of doing it might not be scary if Haide is the one doing it.'
"Of course." Haide chuckled as he swiped my feet off the ground – carrying me in his arms as he walked toward the bed.
Lying me down, he pulled my tie and took off my jacket. Even as he skillfully unbuttoned my shirt and unbuckled my belt with one hand, our kiss didn't stop.
Haide once again broke our contact. This time, he went lower. Sucking on my nape and my collarbone as he took a deep breath.
"Shit, your pheromone alone makes me drunk." He muttered, eyes hazy.
Hearing his words, I could only sheepishly smile at him – not saying a word of reply as I brushed his cheek.
'I wish I could also say the same to him.'
Haide didn't mind, he took off my pants and fully revealed my erect cock beneath them. He gently stroked the shaft before lowering his head in front of it.
"Hngh!"
My cock was swallowed whole by his mouth. I could feel every single movement of his tongue as he sucked it up and down.
It didn't take long for my release.
"Haa…"
"That was fast."
Haide swallowed the white fluid in his mouth before he smirked at me. Embarrassed, I covered my face.
"Shut up, it's my first time."
Hearing no answer coming from Haide, I peeked out and looked up at him. To my surprise, Haide's expression was one of a frown.
"First time? Your husband never touched you before?"
"Huh? Yeah, he never touched me, you're the first person I have actually gone this far with."
'In my second life at least.'
"He wasted such a gem." Haide whispered under his breath, staring at me with an intense gaze.
Bringing his face closer to mine, his lips curled upward.
"Don't worry, I'll be sure to make love to you with all my heart."
My heart softened with his assurance.
'It's fine if it's Haide.'
'He won't force anything I don't like.'
Without realizing it, I had given the last bits of trust that I had left to this man in front of me.
Seeing my expression, Haide smiled as he pulled a condom out from the hotel's drawer. Ripping it and putting it on before one of his fingers invaded my hole.
"Let's start slowly okay?"
He explored my insides for a few seconds before adding another finger inside, stretching it and prying it open.
"Haa…"
I couldn't help but let out a moan at the stimulation. The heat had gotten to my face, making my head spin. Haide used that chance to kiss me, before I realized, three of his fingers had gone inside.
"I'll put it in."
He slowly put the tip inside while giving me kisses on the nape and collarbone. The gesture made me look up at him.
'He is being gentle with me.'
Once he was fully inside, he started moving his hips. And my thought that he was being gentle just now was wiped clean from my brain.
"Haa! Heuk! Haide!"
"Yes."
He shamelessly pulled and slammed his cock like a madman. Pounding my insides deep with each thrust. I was left breathless with his every motion and my head went blank from the overwhelming stimulation.
"Haha, so you like it fast and deep huh?"
"Kghk! Shut… up… and move already… Haa…"
"As you wish."
He hugged me and changed my position. With my body turned around, I couldn't see his face.
Haide whispered in my ear, "This way, you will taste every inch of it."
"You- kghk!"
I couldn't even comment on his words as he started moving again. Pulling halfway before thrusting it back inside again.
One of his hands stroked my shaft, making me gasp as both my front and my back were attacked at the same time. My legs quivered as white liquid sprayed out.
With one last thrust inside, Haide buried his face on my nape. His rasp breath indicated that he also had reached his climax.
"Haa… Yolan."
"Yeah?"
He slid out from my hole and turned me around. I finally got to see his face again, but when I lowered my gaze, I found out that his cock was still high in the air.
"You- Didn't you just come?"
He smirked, "Let's go for round two."
"What… you-"
"Your expression is contradicting your words Yolan. You want it too don't you?"
"Haa… Fine. Come."
"This is why I love you."
Haide once again dug inside me.
That day, I completely entrusted both my heart and body to Haide.
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The warm sunlight pouring inside the room made my eyes flutter open. I slowly raised my upper body as I looked around.
"You're awake?"
And there he was. Sitting on the sofa beside the table while sipping coffee with his legs crossed.
"Yeah, is it morning already?"
Haide took a glance at my body then hummed in delight, "A full day."
'What a shameless bastard.'
I scoffed at his childish grin. We did it until evening and Haide only stopped after I passed out.
'And he left me these red marks all over my body.'
He didn't miss any part of my body, as if claiming my whole body as his.
'But it was a completely different experience.'
Unlike my previous life, Haide didn't do anything against my will. He stopped when I felt pain and more importantly, he didn't force me.
I smiled as I touched my nape. I could indeed feel his love for me just from how he respected my boundaries.
"What are you smiling for? Still thinking about our passionate activity yesterday?"
Haide sat beside me, asking me in a teasing tone.
"Yeah, it was so good you made me pass out from pleasure."
I grinned widely, admitting it openly to him which made Haide's face flush red.
"My plan to tease you always backfires." He grumbled as he turned his gaze away – scurrying away from the bed.
The sight made me laugh out loud.
'So Haide has a cute side too.'
"You pick the wrong person to tease."
Haide sighed as he poured a cup of water, "You're such a killjoy, I want to see you flustered and embarrassed too. You look cute when you're shy."
Handing it to me, he gave me a kiss on the cheek, "I guess I have to catch you off guard. Fortunately, we still have plenty of time for that."
'Plenty of time, huh?'
I shut my mouth and silently gripped the blanket. The War of Throne would be coming within three months and the sense of dread it brought hadn't left my mind since I first regressed.
In this life, I had found people I wanted to protect, so if I somehow got involved in the War of Throne again, even if I were to combine all the time in the world, it still wouldn't be enough to prepare.
All kinds of things could happen in a war, including the loss of someone's life.
And I couldn't guarantee Haide would be safe when the time came.
"Yolan? What is it?"
"Come here."
Beckoning Haide to come closer, I planted a kiss on his lips. I brushed my fingers against his back, feeling the sturdy muscles hidden beneath his white shirt.
Haide became restless just from that touch alone which made me chuckle.
Three months.
Within three months, I would get everything I needed prepared.