Could my life get any worse, it feels like nature also hated her cause as soon as she found the strength to continue her journey home,the rain poured like the sky was suddenly angry at her. No warning just...large splatters upon her head. She had initially been trying to hold on her tears telling herself to be strong but that was the last straw.
She looked up and said to herself, brother rain, I'm trying so hard not to cry but you found this as the perfect time to fall like I'm some poor female lead in a movie. Even you pity me right. I'm so pathetic. A sob escaped her and before she knew it, her defence shattered and hot tears fell from her eyes. This time she didn't even bother to stop, she felt weak so weak, her legs almost gave up so she crouched on the floor spilling her heart and eyes out.
Eomma, what am I doing wrong, why is th.. this happening to me?, wha..what did I ever do to them. Is existing a crime now. She didn't know how long she was there crying but when she raised her head, the rain was already drizzling. She stood up to her feet, her legs feeling dead and foreign to her like it was not part of her body due to the lack of blood flow to it. She kept walking it wasn't like there was a prince charming who would carry her in his arms. She wasn't even sure if there was any Disney princess she could relate to.
She got home shivering, her teeth chattering but there wasn't even a hot shower or a heater in the house so times when she felt cold, she would boil water in a kettle and use it. This wasn't even an option cause her dad was home and he wasn't DRUNK. He wasn't DRUNK. He is always drunk, the last time she saw him sober was when...when he told her to meet the president. Her heart hammered against her chest, turns out he was more scared of her dad when he was drunk than when he was sober
Hi, my darling daughter.....