The world seems to be coming to an end
But I'm right here
Just like I've always been
My head in the clouds, my life in a box
Dreams I only ever said out loud
Places I only saw in a frame
People I only imagined
Things I still say I'll do tomorrow
Maybe the world would remember a spec of dust more than it would ever remember me
Maybe my friends would call say
"quiet"
If they were asked the reason they liked me
God saw his existing creation and thought it needed me
But I only ever watched, wondering what I was supposed to solve
I kept quiet, speaking thoughts that never came out loud
I desired, but the only action I made was wanting more
I want to hear the words at my funeral but everyone will be screaming for their own lives
I want to see the rainbows but I watch the stormy rains to sleep
I want to feel the warmth, but the cold serves me better even if it makes me sick
Thoughts live thoughts
I rewind moments
God gives free will
I stay still
Everybody knows it's ending,
But they live through the thoughts to find what will truly matters
I'm still here like I've always been,
watching the world that ended the moment I was born.