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Chapter 107 - Chapter 26.2 : Fourteen

His birthday fell on Saturday the first of March, which was a better day than a weekday would have been, and which he had not planned and had not needed to plan because the people who knew him had.

He came down to the common room at seven and found it rearranged in the small hours --- not dramatically, not excessively, but specifically. The good armchairs near the fire. A small stack of packages on the table Neville used for morning Herbology reading. Hermione in the chair nearest the fire with a book and the quality of someone who had been there for a while and was not pretending otherwise.

'Happy birthday,' she said, when he came down the stairs.

'You've been here since when?' he said.

'Six-thirty,' she said. 'I wanted to be here when you came down.'

He looked at her.

'Don't make it a thing,' she said.

'I'm not making it a thing,' he said. 'I'm noting it.'

'Note it quietly,' she said, and handed him the book she had been holding --- a volume on advanced Arithmancy theory that he had mentioned in passing in November and had not been able to find since.

'Where did you find this?' he said.

'Flourish and Blotts had one copy in the back,' she said. 'I owled them in January.'

He held the book and thought about January --- the specific Hermione quality of filing information and acting on it months later at exactly the right moment.

'Thank you,' he said.

'There are others,' she said, nodding toward the stack. 'But breakfast first.'

Harry came down at seven with the expression of someone who had been awake earlier and had gone back to sleep and was not admitting this.

'Happy birthday,' Harry said. 'Fourteen. Open mine after breakfast.'

Neville arrived with the Herbology notes he always had and a card that had been written with the careful handwriting of someone who had thought about what to say.

He was now fourteen years old, in a body that was fourteen years old, in a year that was asking more of him than any year should reasonably ask of someone fourteen. He sat in the Gryffindor common room on the first Saturday of March and opened his packages and ate the birthday breakfast Hermione had arranged with the kitchens, and felt, with the specific quality of someone who had been many ages in many lives, that fourteen was not the worst age to be.

From Harry: a camera lens, specialist equipment, the specific type he had mentioned to no one except in a letter to Sirius in January. Which meant Harry read his correspondence to Sirius with the alert attention of someone looking for useful information. He filed this and was glad of it.

From Ginny: a small carved piece in Mvule wood --- a wolf, recognisably a wolf, the posture patient and low. He looked at it.

'Ginny,' he said.

'Don't,' she said, from the girls' staircase where she had appeared at the precise moment required. 'Just happy birthday.'

'Happy birthday,' he said.

She went back upstairs.

From his parents: a package by owl. A jumper in grey --- the specific grey of his wolf Patronus, matched to the description in his letter home in February. And underneath it, in his father's handwriting: We are very proud of you. Not of what you can do. Of who you are.

He sat with this for a moment. His father's Patronus was a weasel --- he had watched it shoot across the Burrow garden that June evening, small and bright and absolutely purposeful. His own had turned out to be a wolf. He had wondered, briefly, if his father had noticed. Then again: Arthur Weasley was a man who had spent thirty years finding delight in things that weren't what he expected them to be. Ron suspected the wolf would please him rather than puzzle him.

He put the jumper on and went to Transfiguration.

The evening was the twins' doing. The common room after dinner with the core group --- specific people, warm rather than loud, unusual for a Fred-and-George production and therefore notable. Dobby's food. Luna, who arrived without anyone quite knowing when, sitting in the corner with the hand-drawn map of Blibbering Humdinger migration patterns that she gave him with the explanation that the creatures appeared more frequently around people who saw clearly.

He held the map and the wolf carving and the camera lens and thought about the people in the room and the people not in it, and felt held by something that was not a place but was better than a place.

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