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Chapter 152 - Chapter 32.2 : Harry Arrives

That evening, after dinner, after his mother had fed Harry twice more than a normal dinner by the mechanism of simply not removing things from the table until they had been dealt with — after his father had asked Harry about Muggle infrastructure with his specific focused delight — after Fred and George had shown Harry something from their product notes that required the intervention of a damp cloth and two Scourgify charms — Ron and Harry sat on the back step.

The same step he had sat on with Ginny in July. The garden was past its peak now, the summer having moved into the quality of something that was not quite ending but had begun to feel the edge of it. The frogs were still at the pond.

'Sirius told me about the dream,' Ron said.

Harry looked at him.

'I know you haven't said anything,' Ron said. 'I know you're still deciding what to do with it.'

Harry was quiet for a moment.

The dream had happened in the third week of July. Harry had described it to Sirius the morning after with the careful precision of someone who knew the difference between a significant dream and an ordinary one. Wormtail, finally reaching his master. Voldemort's voice, thin and certain about what came next. Sirius had told Dumbledore. Dumbledore had received it with the gravity of someone who had known this was coming and had hoped for more time.

Ron had not been told about the dream directly. This had been deliberate on Harry's part, which he understood, because Harry was deliberate about what he shared and when and with whom. Sirius had told him anyway: He asked me not to tell you yet. I'm telling you because I thought you'd want to know he's carrying it.

'I didn't want to make it real,' Harry said. 'By saying it.'

'That sounds like a human reason,' Ron said. 'There aren't many wrong reasons for being afraid of something.'

Harry looked at the garden.

'Dumbledore thinks it might be a real vision,' Harry said. 'Something the connection transmits.'

'I know,' Ron said.

Harry looked at him sideways.

'I know a lot of things I wasn't supposed to know,' Ron said. 'Including that Bertha Jorkins is dead, and that whoever is responsible for that is now capable of acting again, and that the time between now and when it matters is getting shorter.' He paused. 'I've been preparing for it. You know this. You've seen the preparation.'

'The Room,' Harry said. 'All of third year.'

'Yes.'

Harry was quiet. The frogs at the pond continued their entirely separate business.

'I don't want it to be real,' Harry said.

'I know,' Ron said. 'It's real anyway. The not-wanting doesn't change it. What changes it is what you do with the time before it matters.'

Harry absorbed this. It was the quality he had when he was taking something in properly rather than just hearing it.

'You knew,' Harry said. 'In the Chamber. Didn't you. You already knew what was going to happen before it happened.'

Ron looked at the garden.

'Yes,' he said.

'Not just the Chamber. All of it.'

'Most of it. With gaps. Some things don't go the way I know them. Some things are better. Some things are still coming.'

Harry was very still.

'Why didn't you tell me,' he said. Not an accusation. A real question from someone who had been thinking about it and wanted the honest answer.

'Because you needed to make the choices yourself,' Ron said. 'I could have told you everything in second year. You would have done something with it. Some of what I've prepared for, you've prepared for too, just not knowing why. If I'd handed you the map from the start, you'd have been walking someone else's route.'

A long silence.

'Okay,' Harry said.

'Okay,' Ron said.

The garden settled into the evening August. After a while Harry said: 'The match.'

'Ireland should win the final,' Ron said. 'But it would still be a brilliant match. Worth watching for itself.'

Harry looked sideways at him, and in the low light Ron could see the expression that had become, increasingly, Harry's default in his company — the expression of someone who had been given something rare and had decided to be grateful for it without interrogating it too closely.

'Good,' Harry said.

They went inside. 

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