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Chapter 20 - 20. Insomnia Under An Artificial Sky

LOCATION: Sophia's Private Quarters — DNA Organisation

TIME: Between 4:40–5:10 AM (Night Cycle)

Sleep did not come.

Sophia lay still beneath the adaptive fabric of the bed, the material responding to her breathing, easing pressure from her injuries, regulating warmth to the exact threshold of comfort. The artificial sky above her shifted slowly—indigo thinning into a faint pre-dawn gradient—stars dimming with algorithmic patience.

It should have been peaceful.

It wasn't.

Her mind refused to quiet.

Thoughts collided without order, without mercy.

What if I made the wrong choice?

What if this is just another cage—only quieter?

What if he lets me go tomorrow… or doesn't?

She turned slightly onto her side, the bed compensating instantly. The motion stirred pain along her ribs—dull now, managed—but enough to keep her anchored in the present.

Her eyes remained open.

He heard my thoughts, she remembered.

Outside the door.

That alone should have been enough to harden her resolve. Enough to turn fear into distance.

Instead, it made everything worse.

Because if he could hear everything—then he had heard the part of her that didn't want to pull away.

She exhaled slowly.

This is dangerous, she told herself again.

This closeness. This attention.

Her thoughts drifted back despite her resistance.

The white cloth.

The way he wiped her face without haste.

The way he had said her eyes were "starving for love."

No one had ever spoken to her like that.

Not in ISA.

Not in training.

Not in the lonely hallways where rank mattered more than presence.

He saw me, she thought.

Not my file. Not my failures.

That frightened her more than his violence.

Sophia pressed her palm lightly against her sternum, feeling her heartbeat—uneven, too aware of itself.

This could be manipulation, she reasoned.

It probably is.

She had survived long enough to recognize patterns of control.

And yet—

Then why did he let me rest?

Why no surveillance?

Why food? Why choice?

Her thoughts spiraled tighter.

Why can't he kill me?

The question echoed, not as fear—but as gravity.

She sat up slowly, drawing her knees closer, wrapping her arms around herself. The room dimmed a fraction, responding to elevated stress indicators she hadn't consciously acknowledged.

She laughed softly under her breath.

"Even the room listens better than people," she murmured.

Her gaze drifted to the wall interface. One touch could summon guidance. Medical reassurance. Data.

She didn't touch it.

Instead, she stared up at the artificial sky again.

He's a monster, she reminded herself firmly.

I saw what he does. What he can do.

And yet another thought followed, quieter, more dangerous:

Monsters don't hesitate.

Her chest tightened.

She remembered his laugh—unexpected, almost embarrassed. The way his words had stopped mid-sentence earlier, as if he'd crossed a line he hadn't intended to.

Did he notice too? she wondered.

That something changed?

The idea unsettled her deeply.

Because if this wasn't one-sided—if this wasn't just her weakness being exploited—

Then it meant she wasn't the only variable out of place.

Sophia lay back down slowly, staring into the fading stars.

I need to stay cautious, she told herself one last time.

I need to survive.

But beneath that resolve, something warmer and far less controlled lingered.

A genuine closeness she hadn't asked for.

A presence she couldn't forget.

And the most terrifying realization of all:

For the first time in years—

She didn't feel invisible.

And somewhere, deep within the infinite machinery of DNA, Dr. F was awake too—

not watching her,

not controlling her,

but thinking the same impossible thought from the opposite side of the system:

Why does she still feel… human to me?

The artificial dawn continued its slow, indifferent rise.

Neither of them slept.

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