Ray POV
"Grrhh! Arrrghhh!"
I watched as my body moved on its own to throw, stomp, punch, or kick anything in sight inside my home office.
Based on the latest psychological test that I did with a colleague, I was supposed to have alexithymia on top of my sociopathy. The test indicated that I couldn't feel emotions like others and couldn't sympathize with them at all.
Or to make it easier to understand, my heart was numb.
Then how could my body contain so much right at the moment that it broke like a dam?
The fury in my heart was overflowing right now, and I was astonished by myself because I still had the strength and energy to punch the walls a few times even after my knuckles were bleeding.
Just as I expected, Claudia became a trigger for me, because for every small thing she did, my brain would analyze every single detail, and my heart would act before I could process the most logical thing to do.
