"So...this is it."
Rosamund's whisper was barely audible above the rustle of silk and the soft hum of the maids circling her like bees tending a flower. Today, she would leave behind the walls that had sheltered her since childhood, the faces that had lit up at her first steps, her first words, her first tears. From this day forward, all of England would know her not as Lady Rosamund, but as the Duchess of Somerset.
Her heart thrummed like a trapped bird in her chest as she opened her eyes and was met by her own reflection in the ornate cheval mirror. The vision that stared back at her was breathtaking—elegant and regal, everything a noble bride should be. The gown was a masterpiece of silk and lace, the gold embroidery cascading like waves of sunlight. A beautiful cage.
Her fingers fluttered to her bodice, where the corset was cinched so tightly she could scarcely draw breath. Her chest rose and fell with shallow, frantic movements, the fabric pulling taut against her skin. She felt trapped within her own skin, let alone the gown.
Then, in the mirror's reflection, she saw her mother enter the room. The Countess paused in the doorway, her face a mask of composure, though her eyes betrayed the weight of the moment. Rosamund turned slowly, the skirts of her gown whispering against the polished floor.
"Mother," she choked out, her voice breaking as tears spilled down her cheeks. She barely felt them, her face numb. "I don't think… I don't think this is the right choice. I don't know anymore. I… I thought I wanted this, but…"
Her mother strode forward, cutting her off with a firm but gentle admonition. "Stop that now. You'll ruin your makeup." She grasped Rosamund's trembling hands, her touch grounding. "Smile, my darling. No one truly knows if the choices they make are right. Only time can tell."
Rosamund let out a shuddering sob, her knees weakening. Her mother pulled her into a tight embrace. For a moment, she felt like a child again, small and fragile in her mother's arms.
"You are stronger than you know, Rosamund," her mother murmured, smoothing a hand over her daughter's hair. "Today, you will walk into that chapel not just as my daughter, but as a woman who will shape her own destiny. Be brave."
The words were meant to comfort, but Rosamund felt them like a cold blade to her chest. She clung tighter to her mother, her tears soaking into the older woman's gown.
"Mother," she whispered, her voice cracking, "I'm so frightened."
Her mother leaned back, cupping Rosamund's face in her hands. Her eyes were glistening, though she held back her own tears. "And you should be, my dear. Any bride would be. But fear does not diminish your strength. It proves you understand the gravity of what you're about to do."
Rosamund nodded, though her heart still raced. Her mother kissed her forehead gently, her lips lingering as if imprinting one last moment of comfort. Then, with a deep breath, the Countess stepped back, her hands smoothing the delicate fabric of Rosamund's gown.
"There," she said softly, a tremble in her voice. "Now you look every inch the duchess."
Rosamund turned back to the mirror, her reflection now blurred by tears she dared not wipe away. She forced a smile, her lips trembling. It was a beautiful cage, indeed.
The door creaked open again, and Mary swept in, her face alight with joy. In her hands, she cradled a bouquet of wild roses, their petals still dewy from the morning garden, their scent sweet and faintly earthy. She moved with effortless grace, her smile softening as she took in her younger sister's trembling form.
Rosamund turned, her tear-stained face meeting Mary's radiant one. Without a word, Mary leaned in and pressed a kiss to each of her cheeks—first the left, then the right—lingering just long enough for the warmth to seep into Rosamund's cold skin.
"For you," she murmured, placing the bouquet into Rosamund's shaking hands. The stems were wrapped in silk ribbon, the thorns carefully stripped away.
Mary's eyes sparkled with mischief as she stepped back, clasping her hands together. "I'm so happy for you," she said, her voice bright. "I can already picture myself spoiling my nieces and nephews rotten."
Rosamund managed a weak laugh, her fingers tightening around the flowers.
"Ten of them, at least!" Agnes declared as she and Isla bustled into the room, their skirts swishing. Isla, ever the pragmatist, gave Rosamund's shoulder a reassuring squeeze before nodding toward the door.
"They're all waiting," she said gently.
The words settled over the room like a quiet verdict.
Rosamund inhaled sharply, the scent of roses filling her lungs. For a fleeting moment, she let herself imagine it—the future her sisters painted so easily. Laughter in the nursery. Tiny hands clutching hers. A life built within the walls of a stranger's home.
Then she straightened her spine, lifted her chin, and stepped forward.
***
"Breathe." Mary squeezed Rosamund's icy fingers one last time before letting go.
The towering oak doors groaned open, revealing the cavernous nave of the cathedral. A sea of faces turned toward her—pearls and silks shimmering under stained-glass light, whispers rippling through the crowd like wind through wheat. At the far end of the impossibly long aisle stood the altar... and him.
Her slippers whispered against marble as she stepped forward. The train of her gown slithered behind her like a living thing, heavy with embroidery. Her sisters' footsteps echoed behind her, their presence the only anchor in this dizzying procession.
Harold stood motionless at the altar, his ceremonial sword glinting at his hip. When she finally reached him and turned, his gaze remained fixed on some distant point above her head.
He won't even look at me. The realization struck like a physical blow. This is the man who swore he could never love me.
"We gather today..." The ancient priest's voice trembled through the incense-heavy air. "...to join two souls as one, not merely before men, but before God Almighty."
The vows came like a sentencing.
"Repeat after me..."
Harold's voice was flint striking steel as he recited: "I, Harold, Duke of Somerset, take thee Rosamund..."Each word precise, each promise hollow. His eyes remained winter-cold when he finally looked down at her—not at her face, but at some spot just beyond her left ear.
Then it was her turn.
"I, Rosamund..."Her voice faltered. The parchment-thin silk of her gloves stuck to her damp palms. "...do pledge to submit..."The word tasted of ashes. Her gaze dropped to the prayer kneeler where generations of brides had trembled.
"You may now seal your union."
A collective inhale from three hundred guests. Harold hesitated—a nearly imperceptible pause—before closing the distance. His large hand cradled the base of her skull, tilting her face up with surprising gentleness.
Their first kiss was chaste. Brief. His lips were warmer than she expected, his scent of sandalwood and crisp linen dizzying. Then it was over—he withdrew as if burned, leaving her swaying slightly as the cathedral erupted in applause.
The cheers rang hollow in her ears. This wasn't a celebration. It was a coronation of her life sentence.
***
"Congratulations, Your Grace. May your marriage be blessed with every happiness."
Rosamund offered a practiced smile, dipping her chin in a graceful, demure nod. Her hands, hidden in the folds of her heavy silk gown, twisted together—a private, anxious gesture at odds with her serene exterior. The receiving line seemed endless, a parade of well-wishers whose faces blurred into a tapestry of jewels and powdered smiles.
In the grand hall, the gentle strains of violins and harps wove through the air, a soft counterpoint to the murmur of laughter and clinking crystal. Guests swirled across the polished floor in elegant dances, their joy a spectacle she observed from a quiet remove. Her eyes scanned the crowd, again and again.
Where could he possibly be?
"I am so happy for you."
Mary's voice, warm and close, broke through her thoughts. Rosamund turned, and the genuine affection in her sister's eyes was the final weight that tipped the delicate balance within her. A single tear escaped, tracing a path down Rosamund's powdered cheek, followed by another. They were not tears of sorrow, nor purely of joy—they were the complex, overwhelming spill of an irrevocable change.
She smiled through them, a real one this time, watery and soft.
Mary gathered her into a fierce embrace, the scent of her familiar rosewater perfume a sudden, sweet anchor. "Just look at you," Mary whispered into her hair, her own voice thick. "It feels like yesterday you were chasing butterflies in the garden. And now… a wife. Soon, please God, a mother."
The words, meant as a blessing, settled around Rosamund's heart with a new and profound weight. She held her sister tighter, drawing strength from the embrace, even as her gaze drifted once more over the glittering crowd, still seeking the one face that was now, by law and before God, her own.
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To be continued...