Chapter 28
Jing Hun is now in a dilemma , his master gives him 3 choice for his future
He could become a pure Buddhist cultivator, receiving incense and faith
A demon , with his pure mind he could avoid most of the side effects
Or a normal cultivator who have a better soul than others
It's an important choice for himself , he has read thousands of books about bouddhisme and he want to create a pure land for mortals
He thinks that mortal with a pure belief is better than believing in nothing , after all if you believe in bouddhisme you will abide by its "rules" and stay good
It's his own naive thought. Demonic cultivator are not necessary bad , it's only that they cultivate to quickly and their exercise have various sides effects
95% become crazy and live for slaughter but if your will is pure enough ,you can cultivate quickly without problems
Some exercise are against nature and humanity, these people who practice them are not demonic , they are evil
Since he was born in a place where Buddhist is supreme he decided to become one
Being decided he opened a space ring given by his master ,it was full of things , pure demonic cultivation technique, Buddha cultivation technique and various classic about Buddhism, demons and miscellaneous knowledge
He took out the mountains of books and began to read , he decided to finish them all in one go
Most of them were Buddhist cultivator writhing their insight about the mortal realm and Buddhism, other were their journey on the continent, others talked about demon and redemption,
The most important was the state of mind because incense and faith are not pure , they are poisonous to a certain extent
If you absorb faith and incense to quickly and your state of mind can't keep up, you will lose your true self and become a puppet of faith , the will of all living beings
Sometimes , he will view himself as a Buddha and views humans as inferior to faith , others desire more and more power
This long reflection of 30 years brought him many insights. For 30 whole years he did not advance his cultivation . He rebuilt his Buddhist foundation to the extreme
After 10 years of penance, he was at the foundation building peak. He was so fast because his state of mind was already at the golden core Realm
Now he was ready to go in the western part of the continent for some experience as a Buddhist cultivator
He made some appearance on various small towns , he preached Buddhism and helped mortals with a kind heart
3 years later , before arriving in a small town he saw a huge formation enclosed the town , he thought it was the town formation
But after approaching he saw a blood formation that absorbed the vital energy of the whole town and he deduce that in half an hour they will all be dead
Feeling furious after sensing the evil cultivators cultivation realm he entered directly and started killing them
When he was almost done a devil cultivator tools hundred of people hostage and another urged to formation to complete the operation
The hundreds of hostage were with the evil cultivators in the node of the formation,
If he destroy this node all the mortals and minor cultivator in the town would be saved but he had to kill hundred of innocent
His mind was blank and he did not know what to do , kill them for the greater good or maybe he had enough time to break another node
But he was not sure if he could do it in time , the more the time passed the more he hesitated now he had no choice but to kill them to save the majority
He did it while a blood tears ran down his cheeks, what more his Dao heart cracked a little making it unstable
He decided to come back and enter seclusion to heal his mind and heart in peace
With the goods tough and small faith of the people he saved or preached to
His heart was healed and reinforced a little more , he decided to break through now since he was in a perfect mood
In the middle of his breakthrough to the golden core Realm , he saw all the face of the person he killed during his journey for the greater good and his mood began to crumble little by little
Feeling anxious and since he could not stopped je forced the breakthrough resulting in a golden core with a hint of demonic essence hidden in the middle
If he could not purify himself in the next years, he could possibly become a demonic cultivator which his the opposite of all his Buddhist tough which make him enter seclusion again
Unfortunately for him he tough that a inner demon could go away so easily, sometimes having a pure heart and mind is not necessarily a good thing
Jing Hun feels he needed his master help for his tainted golden core but it would have to wait for later
So now he could only stabilize himself with his own Buddhist heart
