After ending the discussion with Aubrey, being left alone with my thoughts.
For a moment, all I felt was resentment towards myself and not her, because i should have been the different guy that prioritized myself over her
The memories still sting, but they are no longer overwhelming. I could think of them with a mix of sadness and gratitude.
She would have loved me better if I treated her maliciously, having authentic confidence, with a different style.
My mind explored other variables of my personality and appearance, that could exist, and every single one pointed to a negative direction, of being an attractive rebel.
"So I'd be loved by every woman if I became a villain to them?"…My thought loudly echoed, as I asked myself this question.
"A guy who will always leave a question mark in their minds, once they interact with me, that's who I'm going to become."
I heard a faint voice, but I didn't know the direction it came from.
"Who's there?".. I got up to look around.
"It's me master!"… her voice nervously low, she showed herself.
"Ohh Matilda, how long have you been there for?"
"Long enough master, but I promise, i didn't hear what you and Aubrey discussed about."
I could tell she was lying, and she heard everything.
"I know your lying."
Her breath caught. Her voice dropped.
"I l am sorry for sneaking on you master, how do I make it up to you?"
"No need to apologize, I honestly don't care, but i can't let you go unpunished."
She fell to her knees, pleading for mercy, and everything about it just felt so good.
"Kiss my feet and get up, Matilda."
She hesitated for second, her face squeezed out of disgust, as she had no other choice but to kiss my feet.
"I wanted to inform you, before I got carried away that your dinner has been served…" her voice trailed off when she noticed me staring down at her chest.
"Master is everything okay?, she asked.
"Yeah yeah," I replied with a thirsty grin, walking towards her, slowly forcing her back up, till she reached the wall, and had nowhere else to go.
My methods became increasingly ruthless, I'll stop at nothing to achieve my twisted goals, even if it means destroying my old self and values I once took pride in.
I tore apart her uniform, buttons broke and splashed across the floor, leaving her breast wide open, she quickly used her hands to pick her big breast upwards.
"Are you drunk,? Master." She tweaked, her cheeks flushed red. "Master please stop."
She begged but couldn't resist me, what a wholesome whore is she.
Her breast where so full and big, her size paired with that of President Rachel Kennedy. And her figure thick and curvy. I couldn't help myself.
I suddenly raised my hand and grabbed one of her breast.
Her eyes went wide." master we are open here, anyone and everyone can see us, what are you doing?"
But I didn't answer her. I leaned in and kissed her. She froze, my lips pressed against hers for a few seconds before I motioned, taking it further.
Bringing my tongue out, licking on her lips, she couldn't resist any longer as she opened her mouth to have my saliva mixed with hers.
I wrapped my arms around her waist, pulling her closer to me. My hands went lower, viciously cupping her ass firmly, she wasn't wearing panties, and that only heightened her sensation as my fingers parting her soft fleshy ass.
Matilda, gripped my shoulders to regain her balance, just-enough for me to garner my finger inside her asshole.
Her eyes widened again. She gasped as I felt how wet she was my other fingers.
"You do what I say," with a calm threatening voice besides her ear, I said.
Matilda felt things were moving so fast, as I had her swayed by my dominant approach. She shoved me away, her face was red with embarrassment.
"i know you've been waiting for this lovin'all day long, but somehow you seems shy faced with me."
"How do you know that." She asked, thinking I could read her mind.
I smirked," I see the way you look at me and sneak up, always wanting to know what I'm doing"
"But why here?, i love my privacy"she replied.
"Who cares where we play, after all I own you, and I want to have you, so you don't have to give my loving away to your toys.
"I'm sorry master"… she picked her torn clothes and was about leaving. Dragging her back by the arm, I whispered in her ear.
"I want you butt naked in my bedroom, waiting for me." She was speechless with such audacity I spoke, she slapped me hard across my face and ran to her room. Leaving me standing there, stunned. While I rubbed my cheek.
"Matilda! Matilda!, why are you leaving?" .. a wide grin crept up on my face knowing I'm so close to having my first real sexual encounter this time, knowing all i just had to do was to be possessive and confident.
I didn't expect much anyway, this is my first time of being an asshole, so i guess the slap was well deserved.
Matilda faced behind her room door. Dirty thoughts kept echoing in her mind:
I felt his cock when he pressed against me, it felt so big, I drew closer to measure his size.
Bitting her lips, she caressed her breast, choking her neck. while she thought about him.
'Master Alex is in a vulnerable state, Do I take advantage of this and mate with him now that I'm ovulating. And have his first descendant. And become a prestigious woman that would have voice, than continue being a maid.'
Her mind was already made up, with the best choice she had. quickly got up and took a shower, applied the best make over, of cherry blossom.
To serve her master, as she went to his room, dressed in a robe.