The Day the Sky Broke
So you are here to read the words of a monster — one so terrible as myself.
Perhaps you are right. Perhaps you are not.
But if you have already made your judgment,
then go ahead, close this book and put it aside.
There are gentler tales to read, and kinder men to remember.
And if, however, you seek the savior of the cosmos — of our own world —
the one who gazed into that terrible darkness and found the measure of a god,
Then you have been misled.
This is not his story.
He forged what was to come.
I was simply the fire that made sure the old world had no choice but to end.
History — that which is written and that which will yet be written by those of Terra — will tell you I was a terrorist. A destroyer.
They have named me often, and with care.
Magus Black. The Eclipse of Jupiter.
In their telling, I was driven by madness, or by envy of the Emperor's golden throne.
So it is written.
So it is believed.
Yet madness is a word spoken most easily by those who have never been forced to choose between ruin and surrender.
And history — history is not truth.
It is the story shaped by those who survived long enough, and cleverly enough, to tell it.
So I write this now at the ending of things,
when even truth begins to grow so thin.
For you have the fortune of foresight — you already know where this ends.
So let us start at the beginning.
One that is but —
my own.
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All great tragedies have humble beginnings.
Mine began with pride.
I was fifteen the day the sky broke above Aurelion Prime — the high seat of Jupiter and its circling moons, carved into the ice and stone of Ganymede — a jewel built from ice and ambition, where the sky was not given but made, held in place by the hum of Great Spires and the will of those who refused to let the void win.
We did not look up often.
On Aurelion Prime, beneath the ice, the sky was something ornamental — something distant. Something beyond.
That morning, it changed.
Of the hours before it fell, little remains clear to me now.
There were words with my father — sharp, careless. The kind already fading even as we spoke them.
The kind that seem so enormous in the moment, and yet so meaningless only once it is too late to take them back.
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In my arrogance, I had severed my Aether-link and silenced my Oracle.
I had wished to be unseen. To be unheard. To vanish, if only for a few hours, and let my absence speak in my place.
I did not know the planetary shields had already been sealed shut.
I did not know that while I wandered through the Spires that vanished into the haze above, lost in my own private silence, my father was calling out into the darkness of my dead Oracle — again and again, with a desperation I would only come to understand much later.
By then, it was already too late.
My father's rebellion was discovered before it could even draw its first breath.
The Emperor did not send his Legions.
He did not recall his Awakened from the distant wars along the Outer Rim — where humanity stands, as it always has, on the edge of extinction against the horrors of the Drift.
No.
For us, he chose something quieter.
The God-Killer. A ghost armada.
A fleet unspoken of, armed with relics of the Old World and Aetherium — weapons that should have remained buried — and led by a woman the ages would come to name the Butcher.
In those days, she bore a much prettier name.
Rebel loyalists found me as the first strikes fell, when the Oracle-net faltered. They had hold of me before I could understand, before I could reach my Aether — and when both my power and my hands failed me, I used my teeth. It was, as you might expect, to no avail.
They dragged me through corridors and narrow broken alleys, down into the lower docks where the air tasted of rust and cold metal. They did not speak. They forced me onto a smuggler's skiff.
One of them hesitated before the hatch sealed. His hand lingered against the frame, as though he meant to say something — an explanation, perhaps. A comfort. An absolution.
He said nothing.
The engines ignited.
Aurelion Prime fell away beneath us. Its towers dimmed. Its light collapsed inward.
The sky above it darkened completely, as though something vast had drawn a veil across the world.
I did not look away as we shot into the dark, the loyalists carrying me far from the light of the Sun-Kings.
They say I am a monster.
Perhaps they are right.
But if you are to judge me — if you are to weigh the blood I have spilled and the silences I have broken — then you must first understand this:
The Emperor did not teach me war.
He taught me silence.
The kind that follows a hanging.
I only taught the cosmos how to answer it.
— Excerpt from The Sovereign of Ash, the Memoirs of Caelum Valerius.
Volume I, Page 1.