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Chapter 64 - Becoming Ordinary

The month in Thornwell changed her.

It wasn't anything her parents could name at first, but the shift was visible in the way she held herself. She still woke early, the pale morning light catching the fine white of her hair, and she still ate her breakfast with that same intense focus, her small hands steady around her glass of milk.

She still asked questions that made adults pause and think before answering. But something in her had loosened, like a knot slowly coming undone. The quiet, guarded watchfulness that had defined her for as long as anyone could remember had begun to slip away.

She ran now. Not with a specific purpose and not chasing anything in particular—she just ran because her legs wanted to move. She ran because the green was wide and the grass was soft under her trainers and the other children were already halfway to the great oak before she even realized she was following them. The air in the valley was always fresh, smelling of clover and damp stone, and it filled her lungs until she felt light enough to float.

She learned to play hopscotch well enough to win sometimes, her small feet landing precisely within the chalk squares Lucy drew. She learned to skip rope without tripping on every third turn, finding the rhythm in the hemp rope slapping the pavement.

She climbed the low stone wall around the oak until her palms were scraped raw and her knees were stained a deep, permanent green from the grass. She laughed, a bright and sudden sound, when Andrew caught her mid-fall and swung her safely back to the ground.

Lucy taught her how to make daisy chains. Nimue sat on the grass for an hour, her fingers working the tender green stems with a patience that surprised no one who knew her history. When she finished, she looped the delicate white-and-yellow chain around Cinder's neck. The fox wore it for three minutes, looking remarkably dignified, before deciding it was a snack and eating it.

She went to the river six times. Each time she returned wetter, dirtier, and louder than the last. The final time, she came back with her hair tangled with bits of riverweed and her shorts torn at the left knee. Jane looked at her for a long moment, taking in the mud on her face and the spark in her eyes, before deciding to say nothing at all.

Andrew showed her the old stone bridge where the water ran fast and shallow over smooth pebbles. He showed her the hollow tree where someone had carved initials into the bark a hundred years ago, and the shed behind the school where a litter of kittens had been born in the warmth of spring. He showed her the churchyard where the oldest headstones were too worn by time to read, and the open field where the sheep gathered under the shade of the hawthorn when the sun grew too hot.

She asked him, one afternoon, why he had been waiting for her. They were sitting on the stone wall around the oak, their legs swinging in sync, the village quiet around them in the shimmering late afternoon heat.

Andrew shrugged, looking out at the green. "Because you were coming."

"How did you know?"

"My grandmother told me. She said one day the other family would come, and there would be a girl with white hair who didn't look like anyone else." He looked at her then, something careful and protective in his face. "She said we were supposed to be ready for her."

Nimue thought about the room upstairs, the one with the faded blue wallpaper and the window that faced the green. It was the room they kept for family.

"She was right," Nimue said softly.

Andrew smiled. "Yeah."

She learned the names of the people who lived in the small cottages along the lane. There was Mrs. Davies at number twelve, who grew roses so red they looked as if they had been painted. There was Mr. Chen at the corner, who kept bees in his back garden and gave her a small jar of golden honey when she asked too many questions about how the bees made it. There was the woman with the pram, Eliza, who always stopped so Nimue could pet the baby's soft, tiny hand.

She learned that the post office closed at noon on Wednesdays and that the pub served the best, flakiest sausage rolls on Saturdays. She learned that the bell in the church tower rang twice on Sunday mornings and once more in the evening, just as the light began to fade into purple shadows.

She learned that the village knew her name before she ever had the chance to say it. They had been waiting for her for a very long time.

By the end of the second week, she stopped looking over her shoulder for Jane's approval when she played. By the third, she was the one leading the other children down the path to the river, her voice loud enough to carry over the rush of the water. By the fourth, she had forgotten what it felt like to be the only child in a room full of adults.

The month passed like that—measured in daisy chains, river water, and the constant scrape of her trainers on the gravel path. It was found in the sound of other children laughing, in the weight of Cinder pressed against her side when she stopped to catch her breath, and in the slow, strange process of becoming ordinary.

The morning they left, she packed her bag without being told.

She folded the green dress she had worn on the second night and tucked it carefully into the canvas bag. She added the book from the London shop, its pages now soft and slightly dog-eared from constant reading. She put her toothbrush in the side pocket and her ribbons in the front. When she was done, she sat on the bed with Cinder in her lap and looked out the window one last time.

The green was quiet. The great oak was a dark, massive shape against the pale sky, its leaves still and heavy with the first grey light of dawn. No children played on the wall yet. No dogs barked. The village was still deep in sleep.

Andrew was waiting for her at the bottom of the stairs. He had his hands shoved in his pockets and his shoulders were stiff, but he managed a smile when she came down.

"You are leaving," he said.

"Yes."

He nodded. He didn't say anything else, but when she stepped past him toward the door, he reached out and touched her arm. It was just once, a light and quick gesture.

"Come back," he said.

She looked at him. He was twelve and tall for his age, and his face was doing something complicated. It was the same look her father gave when he was trying not to show what he was feeling.

"I will," she said.

He nodded again, then he let her go.

The car was waiting at the end of the lane, its exhaust misting in the cool air. Thomas stood beside it, the engine already running with a low hum. He helped Jane with the bags and Saoirse with the woven basket from William's wife. When Nimue climbed into the back seat, he leaned in and tucked a wool blanket around her legs.

"You will be back," he said. It wasn't a question.

"Yes."

He smiled and closed the door with a solid thunk.

The village slid past the window like a fading dream. The pub, the post office, the school. Mrs. Davies's roses, appearing dark red even in the grey light. Mr. Chen's hives, silent and waiting for the warmth of the day. The church, the bridge, the river. The green, the oak, and the wall where she had sat with Andrew.

And then they were past the last house, through the stone gates, and onto the road that led away from the valley.

She watched until the village was gone, hidden by the rising hills.

. . .

The London house was not like Keith Manor.

It wasn't like Thornwell, either. It sat on a quiet street lined with plane trees, their branches bare and dark against the pale sky. The front door was a glossy black, the windows were tall and narrow, and the stone steps had been worn smooth by a hundred years of passing feet.

It was smaller than the manor. It was smaller than she had imagined when her father spoke of a house the family kept in the city. But it felt solid, and the windows were clean. When Jane unlocked the door and pushed it open, the air inside smelled of fresh lemon polish and something else—something that might have been old books or perhaps the lingering ghosts of all the Keiths who had stayed there before.

"Come," Jane said, her hand warm and steady on Nimue's shoulder. "Let's see it."

The hall was narrow and dark, the walls papered in a deep, rich green. A staircase curved up from the center, the dark wood polished to a high shine. There's a fireplace in the sitting room to the left, already laid with wood, and a dining table to the right, long enough to seat ten people.

Saoirse disappeared up the stairs with the bags, her footsteps light. Jack walked through the rooms, opening curtains and checking locks, his footsteps steady on the old floorboards.

Nimue stood in the hall with Cinder at her feet and looked up at the ceiling. It's high and white, and there's a chandelier made of glass that caught the morning light, scattering tiny rainbows across the walls.

She touched the banister. It's smooth and cool.

"Your room is upstairs," Jane said. "Do you want to see it?"

Nimue gave a small nod.

The stairs creaked slightly under her weight. The walls were lined with photographs—black and white, some so old the faces were hard to distinguish. They are Keiths, she realized. Keiths who had lived here, in this house, on this street, in a city where no one knew about magic.

Her room was at the back of the house, overlooking a small, enclosed garden. There's a bed with a white quilt, a desk by the window, and a wardrobe that stood dark and heavy against the wall. The walls were a pale blue, the same color as the sky on a perfectly clear morning.

She walked to the window and looked down. The garden was small and square, featuring a single tree in the center and a stone bench against the far wall. A bird was bathing in a shallow stone dish of water, its wings flicking droplets into the air.

She pressed her hand to the glass. It's cold. No frost bloomed against the pane.

"Nimue."

She turned. Jane was standing in the doorway, her arms crossed and her face soft.

"This is where we stay," Nimue said.

"For now. Until our next stop."

Nimue looked at the room again. The bed, the desk, the wardrobe. The window overlooking the small garden. It wasn't the nursery. It wasn't Thornwell. But it was hers, for however long they stayed.

She crossed the room and climbed onto the bed. The quilt was soft and smelled faintly of lavender. Cinder jumped up after her, turning twice before settling at her feet.

Jane sat on the edge of the mattress. "Tired?"

Nimue shook her head. But her eyes were heavy, and the bed was warm, and the light through the window was the soft gold of late morning.

"You can sleep. There's time."

Nimue closed her eyes. She felt her mother's hand on her hair, smoothing it back from her face with a gentle touch. She heard Saoirse's voice downstairs, low and quick, and Jack's answering rumble, slower and steadier. She heard the city outside—the distant sound of cars, muffled voices, and doors opening and closing.

She opened her eyes for a moment. "Mama."

"Yes?"

"Is London big?"

Jane smiled. "Very big."

"Bigger than the manor?"

"Different. Not bigger. Just different."

Nimue thought about that. She thought about the red bus and the swings and the slide that was so tall she could see the whole park from the top. She thought about the girl on the swing beside her, laughing as her hair flew behind her. She thought about the boy she had raced and the way she had let him win because he was sad.

She thought about the city, waiting outside the window, full of things she hadn't seen yet.

She closed her eyes again.

When she woke, the light had shifted across the room. The sun was higher, the shadows were shorter, and the room was quiet. Cinder was still at her feet, his breathing slow and even. She lay still for a moment, listening.

Voices drifted up from downstairs. Jane's, Jack's, and Saoirse's. There's the clatter of plates and the smell of something savory cooking.

She slid off the bed. Cinder lifted his head, his ears swiveling toward the door.

She went to the window again. The garden was still there, the tree bare and the stone bench empty. Beyond the garden wall were the roofs of other houses, and beyond them, the sprawling city.

She pressed her hand to the glass. It's cold.

Nothing happened.

She pulled back and looked at her hand. It's her hand.

It had held frost and fire. It had skipped stones across the lake and tied its own laces and pointed at buses through the window of a café. It's small and pale and ordinary.

She went to find her mother.

The kitchen was at the back of the house. It's a narrow room with white cupboards and a window that looked out at the garden. Jane was at the stove, stirring something in a pot. Saoirse was at the table with a cup of tea and a newspaper spread across the wood. Jack wasn't there.

"You slept," Saoirse said.

Nimue climbed onto a chair. "Yes."

"Good." Saoirse pushed a plate toward her containing toast, butter, and a smear of honey. "Eat. We are going out later."

Nimue picked up the toast. "Where?"

Saoirse grinned. "Where do you think? The park. The swings. The slide." She leaned forward, her voice dropping to a whisper. "The ice cream truck, if it's there."

Nimue stopped chewing. "Ice cream?"

"Vanilla, chocolate, strawberry. Maybe a flake if you are lucky." Saoirse sat back, her grin widening. That's what London is for.

Nimue looked at Jane. Jane was watching her, her face soft and her eyes bright.

"Is it?" Nimue asked.

Jane smiled. "Some of it."

Nimue ate her toast. She drank the milk Saoirse poured for her. She listened to the city outside—to the cars, the voices, and the sound of something that might have been music coming from somewhere far away.

When she finished, she slid off the chair and went to the door. Cinder followed her, his claws clicking on the floor.

"Nimue," Jane said. "Your shoes."

She looked down at her feet. She was still in her socks. She went back and found her trainers by the stairs, sat on the bottom step, and tied the laces. The bow was lopsided, but it held.

She stood. Jane was there with her coat on and her bag over her shoulder. Saoirse was at the front door, her hand resting on the handle.

Jack came down the stairs. His hair was still damp and his shirt was buttoned wrong. Jane reached out and fixed it without even looking. He caught her hand and held it for a moment, his thumb moving over her knuckles.

"Ready?" Saoirse said.

Nimue looked at the door. Beyond it was the street, the plane trees, and the city. There's the park, the swings, and the slide that was so tall she could see the whole park from the top.

She nodded.

The door opened. The air was cold and sharp, and the light was bright. Cinder pressed against her legs, his tail wagging.

They stepped out into the street.

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