[Right on time, the New Year's draw dropped. The Simulator's cold, familiar chime rang through your head.]
[Draw complete.]
[Ultimate Energy-Saving Mode [N]: Through absurdly precise micro-adjustments to your nervous system, your body has developed a hyper-efficient hibernation state. Four hours of dreamless, bottomless sleep is enough to flush out all the lactic acid and psychic residue left behind by heavy Cursed Energy use, fully restoring both physical fatigue and mental strain from the previous day. You can also set a biological alarm down to the exact second, letting you wake up and hit 100% combat readiness instantly.]
[A plain little N-rank card. Stupidly practical for someone like you, who'd somehow turned overwork into a lifestyle.]
[That same year, the two juniors who'd come up behind you and Gojo finally graduated from Tokyo Jujutsu High: Yu Haibara and Kento Nanami.]
[By all rights, it should've been a happy day. New blood entering the field and all that.]
[Instead, once the ceremony ended that evening, something hit everyone's desk like a brick. Gojo took it the hardest.]
[Two applications sat side by side in the office. Haibara and Nanami had both filed to leave the jujutsu world for good the moment they graduated.]
[The smile on Gojo's face froze. For a second, he looked like he genuinely thought someone was pranking him.]
[Nobody was.]
[Once he pressed them, the two finally said out loud what they'd been sitting on this whole time.]
[Haibara, that bright kid who was always talking about protecting his little sister, kept his head down the whole time. His voice shook when he spoke.]
[Ever since that exorcism mission that nearly got all of them killed, the sight of Nanami almost dying had lodged itself deep inside him. Fear. Not the kind you brush off after a bad night. The kind that sinks into your bones and stays there.]
[He kept thinking about his little sister back home, a girl who could see curses but had no way to protect herself. He'd enrolled at Jujutsu High to get strong enough to keep her safe. But now the whole thing looked different to him. If he died in this meat grinder, then the sister he'd wanted to protect would be left alone with nothing. Better to take her and disappear into ordinary life than throw everything onto a table rigged against him.]
[Nanami's reason was different, but only a little.]
[He was tired of frontline sorcerers bleeding for every mission while the higher-ups shrugged off bad intel, treated lives like numbers on a sheet, and wrapped the whole rotten system in moral blackmail. You're a sorcerer, so dying is your responsibility.]
[He was done.]
["I'd rather work some boring office job and at least know I'm still alive than die in some back alley for people like that."]
[You leaned against the lectern and looked at Gojo.]
[The man who always stood above everyone else, the one who looked like he could do anything, sat there with his head slightly lowered. His sunglasses hid his eyes. His face gave away nothing.]
[His fists did.]
[You didn't need to see his eyes to guess what was under there. Confusion, frustration, disappointment and underneath all of it, that thin, ugly thread of guilt.]
[Gojo had always seen Haibara and Nanami as future allies. Good people. Reliable people. The kind who could help him drag the jujutsu world into something better.]
[So this hit twice as hard. Watching people he trusted decide to leave before they'd even really begun was bad enough. Worse was the question probably going in circles in his head.]
[Was I still not enough? Even as the strongest, I couldn't make them feel safe? Is this on me too?]
[It forced him to rethink a few things. He kept circling back to what you'd told him before, wondering if maybe you were right, if maybe he really should carry more himself instead of expecting everyone else to keep up through sheer belief.]
[Your goals overlapped well enough. Both of you wanted to tear this broken world down and rebuild it into something better.]
[But this was where you and Satoru Gojo were different.]
[You had understood from the very beginning that unless someone was born at the summit like Gojo and Geto, born with power so absurd it ignored common sense, walking the road of a sorcerer meant walking shoulder to shoulder with death, madness, and despair every single day.]
[You'd learned that the ugly way, through simulation after simulation. Paid for it in blood.]
[No matter how hard you fought, no matter how strong you got, there was always another impossible death waiting farther down the road.]
[If even you, with all those memories and every advantage the system had handed over, still had to claw this hard just to stay alive, then what chance did ordinary people have? The ones without talent. Without cheats. Without anything.]
[That was the real reason you insisted on carrying everything yourself.]
[The plans. The rules. The sins. All of it.]
[Gojo was the strongest. The gap between him and normal people was the gap between a god and everyone else. And even he couldn't save everybody.]
[That was reality.]
[So when Nanami and Haibara chose to leave, you didn't try to stop them the way Gojo did.]
[You voted yes.]
["This place isn't worth staying in. If you can leave, then leave."]
[That was all you said.]
[On the morning they left, Nanami stood at the school gate with a single bag, then walked over to you without a word.]
[He took the weapon off his belt, the bandage-wrapped blunt cleaver that had cut down more Cursed Spirits than anyone cared to count, and held it out.]
["Hayase. You borrowed this blade once. I always thought... maybe it'd be more useful with you than with me."]
[He still wasn't looking at you. His eyes stayed on the handle, his voice flat and even like always.]
["I'm leaving this world to become an ordinary salaryman. So I'll leave it to you."]
[To most people, you were strong. Grade 1 strong. But next to Gojo, you were still recognizably human.]
[And humans died.]
[This was Nanami's awkward, understated way of looking after the senior who'd once looked after him.]
[You looked down at the heavy blade, took it, and ran your thumb over the rough flat of the steel. There was still a trace of Cursed Energy on it. Faint. Warm.]
[Then you looked back at him.]
[No mockery. No pity. Just respect.]
["Alright."]
[You didn't refuse.]
["But I won't take it as a farewell gift from someone who's gone for good. I'll hold onto it for you until the day you need it again and come back for it yourself. Doesn't matter how long that takes."]
[Nanami blinked.]
[Then, finally, a small smile loosened across his face. Light. Unburdened.]
["Then I'll leave it with you."]
[Time rolled into 2011.]
[The New Year's draw showed up on cue, same as always, the Simulator chiming in your head.]
[Draw complete.]
[Dimensional Reduction Analysis [R]: Your brain has developed a built-in translation engine. When teaching others complex Cursed Technique principles or Cursed Energy control, especially the kind of thing most people grasp through instinct rather than logic, you can instinctively find the most accessible real-world comparison. Students learn 20% faster, and their odds of hitting a breakthrough rise accordingly.]
[Nothing major happened in the jujutsu world that year.]
[Maybe Nanami and Haibara leaving had shaken people more than anyone wanted to admit, because the incoming class at Jujutsu High produced nobody especially remarkable. Then again, talented sorcerers had always been rare.]
[To make up for the lack of manpower, Gojo spent the year in constant motion. Special Grade firepower, thrown all over the map, day after day, spinning like a top from one mission to the next.]
[Compared to that, you almost looked idle.]
[So you used the time to train and teach the Managers.]
[Kiyotaka Ijichi graduated that year. He'd always been timid, and Gojo, in his own half-threatening half-helpful way, nudged him away from becoming a combat sorcerer and toward Assistant Manager work instead.]
[The jujutsu world had never lacked for sorcerers born without an Innate Technique. Kusakabe, for example, had fought his way to Grade 1 with pure New Shadow Style swordsmanship and a simple domain. But Ijichi didn't have that kind of talent, and he definitely didn't have the kind of edge you needed to make a living on the line between life and death.]
[The next few years passed in relative peace.]
[Your days settled into a routine: training Panda, training Megumi Fushiguro, taking teaching shifts, handling field missions, and continuing to refine your own jujutsu.]
[Corporate Slave, Tryhard, and Ultimate Energy-Saving Mode stacked together into something deeply unhealthy and absurdly efficient. Reverse Cursed Technique patched over the physical damage and kept the whole machine running. In terms of output alone, you could rival even Gojo.]
[The difference was where that output went.]
[The scarier part was that Life is Like a Play covered every crack.]
[From the outside, nobody could tell they were looking at a monster who functioned twenty hours a day without stopping.]
[Unless somebody deliberately dug through your mission history and work logs, the general impression was that you spent your days drinking tea in the office, some mild-mannered instructor with way too much spare time.]
[Year after year, the system's draws kept arriving on schedule, bolting new pieces onto the war machine you'd made of yourself.]
[None of them looked flashy.]
[All of them were mean.]
[2012.]
[Dynamic Speed Reading [N]: Your optic nerves can instantly capture and process huge quantities of text, symbols, and visual patterns. Reading speed for books, blueprints, and complex textures increases by 300%, while retention becomes fully photographic.]
[2013.]
[Absolute Temperature Control System [N]: By exercising extreme control over your pores and subcutaneous blood vessels, you can keep your body functioning at peak efficiency in environments from -20 to 50 degrees Celsius. Freezing stiffness and heat-induced collapse no longer interfere with you.]
[2014.]
[Ballistic Intuition [R]: Your brain can account for initial velocity, mass, and air resistance in a fraction of a second, letting you predict the arc and landing point of any projectile or moving object almost instantly.]
[Also in 2014, something happened that felt surprising and inevitable at the same time.]
[You'd promised four years ago, I'll keep it for you.]
[Back then, you hadn't really expected that promise to get called in.]
[But one day Kento Nanami walked back through the gates of Jujutsu High.]
[He looked like shit.]
[Dark circles under his eyes. Office clothes neat enough to hide nothing. The kind of exhaustion that settled into a person's bones after too many nights of overtime and too many mornings forcing themselves back out of bed to do it again.]
[Apparently, after enough time in the ordinary world, he'd arrived at one profound truth.]
[Labor was garbage.]
[You looked at the man standing in your office doorway. You didn't ask what exactly the ordinary world had dragged him through. You didn't ask why he was back.]
[You simply opened a drawer, took out the blunt cleaver you'd kept polished to a mirror shine, the bandages freshly rewound, and set it on the desk in front of him.]
["Welcome back, Nanami."]
[Your eyes held nothing but warmth and respect.]
[You respected every time he left. You respected every time he came back.]
[Nanami stared at the blade for a long while. Then he picked it up. The smile he gave this time was rougher than it had been four years ago, more worn down, more certain, with that particular bitterness of a man who'd seen enough to stop romanticizing anything.]
["Yeah... it's all garbage either way. Might as well pick the garbage that means something. Thanks, Hayase."]
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