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Chapter 26 - Chapter 26 - Eirik

The fire was dying, and Eirik Stonehand could feel the cold creeping through his boots as if the snow had learned how to climb.

They were burning damp pine. It hissed and spat and gave them more smoke than heat, a mean grey coil that crawled along the ground before it dared rise. The wind worried at it immediately, shredding it into tatters and dragging it away through the trees like a thing ashamed to be seen.

Eirik stood at the edge of the light, not because it was warmer there, but because a leader who sat while numbers were being counted had already agreed to be counted next.

He kept one hand on the haft of his chipped stone axe. The other he let hang loose, fingers slow and stiff. He did not let them see him rub his knuckles. The men were watching him the way starving dogs watched the one who held the bone, and even among Free Folk a leader's weakness was something folk tasted.

Around the embers, his people looked like ghosts carved out of salt and old fur. Some stared into the fire as if it might explain what had happened. Some stared into the dark as if expecting it to lunge. A few sat with their backs pressed tight to stones, blades laid across their knees in the posture of men who had learned that sleep was something you negotiated for, not something you received.

The camp was too quiet. Quiet was never empty in the Gift. Quiet meant someone listening.

Somewhere beyond the ring of light, a child began to cry. The sound was small, thin, and cut off quickly, as if a hand had covered a mouth. Eirik did not look that way. He kept his eyes on the tree line, where snow swallowed distance and pines swallowed sound.

"They aren't coming back," one of the men muttered. His voice cracked on the last word, not from emotion but from cold. His lips were chapped to raw pink and his breath came in short, careful puffs.

Eirik did not turn. "How many?" he asked.

There was a pause while the answer found its way through throats that did not want to say it.

"Eighteen," the man said.

For a heartbeat the number did not fit.

Thirty-two had crossed the ridge. Thirty-two had been a clan, even if a dying one. Thirty-two had been enough hands to drag sleds, enough spears to make wolves think twice, enough bodies to keep children from freezing by stacking them close under hides.

Eighteen was not a clan.

Eighteen was what you had left when the world had done its taking and was considering whether to take the rest.

A young man spat into the snow, quick and angry, as if spitting could throw bad luck away. His eyes were too bright. His hands shook even when he tried to clench them into fists. "It was a dead village," he said. "Hollow was nothing. Mud huts and half-starved southrons. We should've wiped them out in one pass."

Eirik turned then, slow as a door closing. "Say it again," he commanded.

The boy's mouth opened, then closed. The bravado faltered as soon as it met Eirik's eyes. "It… it was meant to be easy," he said, quieter.

It had been meant to be easy. That was the only reason Eirik had chosen it.

Hollow sat deep in the Gift, far from the Wall's eyes, far from any road worth calling a road. A place where people came to rot slowly with winter. A place with no palisade, no signal horn, no watchtower fire. The crows of the Night's Watch might have ridden past once, years ago, and decided it was not worth the trouble of learning names.

A place you took clean.

A place you burned after.

Not because you loved fire. Because fire erased. It took the shape of the place and made it smoke. It stole the memory of where stores were kept, where a man might hide, which path led out. It made sure no one followed you home.

That had been the plan.

Plans were what winter laughed at.

Eirik stepped closer to the embers and looked down at what lay between the men like an offering.

The take.

Two sacks of barley, damp and half-frozen, the grain clumped into hard knots that would need to be pounded back into something edible. A strip of smoked goat that smelled more like old fire than meat. Three iron nails. A cracked pot with a split down its belly. A coil of rope frayed thin at the ends. A child's blanket, too small to keep a grown man alive, too valuable to throw away.

That was what thirty-two had bled for.

That was what eighteen had returned with.

Eirik stared at it until the anger in him cooled into something heavier. Anger was hot. Anger burned out quick. What came after anger was what killed you if you let it.

"Where are the knives?" he asked, voice flat.

No one spoke.

Eirik lifted his eyes. He saw men look away. He saw one man's jaw tighten in shame. He saw a woman's hands curl under her fur as if hiding something.

His gaze found Korr.

Korr was older than most, the kind of older that meant he had survived long enough to develop a hard, ugly wisdom. Frost had taken two of his fingers years ago. He had learned to hold a spear with what remained without complaining, because complaining did not grow fingers back.

Korr met Eirik's eyes and gave a small shake of his head.

No knives worth taking.

No iron worth stealing.

Just ash and screaming and a village that had refused to die like it was supposed to.

"Korr," Eirik said, and his voice made the others quiet without effort. "Tell it properly."

Korr rubbed his frostbitten hands together as if friction could coax feeling back into dead flesh. "We hit at dusk," he began. "Quiet. No horn. No shouting. The first roofs caught quick. The wind did half our work for us."

A murmur moved through the circle, agreement without words. Fire was always hungry in winter. It wanted any excuse.

Korr hesitated, then continued, forcing the next part out like a splinter. "But then… they didn't run like rabbits. They fell back in ones and twos. Held gaps between huts. Kept their backs to wind. Someone was moving them. Someone who'd seen raids before."

A few men shifted, uneasy. Peasants ran. Peasants screamed. Peasants died. That was what made them peasants. That was what made raiding possible.

Eirik kept his face still. He felt the eyes on him. Eighteen pairs, hungry for a reason that did not sound like failure.

"Which gaps?" he asked.

Korr blinked. "Between the communal fire hut and the goat pens. Between the store shed and the south row."

Eirik filed it away. Not because he cared about Hollow's layout, but because layout told you what a mind valued. If someone had been thinking during the fire, they would choose the choke points that mattered. They would defend the routes that saved people and supplies.

They would defend the routes that made you spend blood.

"And the horn?" Eirik asked.

The young man who had spat spoke again, too quickly. "Rell raised it. Just once. To call us back, to regroup. The smoke was thick and--"

"Don't tell me smoke," Eirik cut in. "Tell me what happened."

The boy swallowed. "The bastard charged," he said. "A boy. Fifteen-sixteen maybe. Eyes like a starving wolf. He ran straight through the gap and took a spear butt to the ribs and still kept going. Like he didn't care about his own life. He only cared about stopping ours."

Eirik's jaw tightened. He looked past the fire into the dark. He pictured it. A horn lifted. A boy moving too fast. A decision that made no sense for prey.

Prey ran.

Prey did not break your signal.

"And did he?" Eirik asked.

Korr answered. "Aye. He smashed the horn against stone. Like he knew what it meant."

The circle went quiet.

Rell's horn lay among the dead now, likely crushed under rubble or taken by the same boy. Either way, it was gone.

Eirik felt something settle in his gut, cold and heavy. He did not like surprises. Surprises were what killed clever men.

"Four scouts," someone said, as if naming it would make it less true. "We sent four. None returned."

Eirik nodded once. He did not ask who had suggested sending four. It was the right number for a normal job. It was the wrong number for a wrong world.

Silence in the North was not empty. It was full. It meant wolves. It meant knives. It meant bodies you hadn't found yet.

A woman moved at the edge of the firelight. Eirik's eyes tracked her without thinking.

She was carrying a bundle, moving with the careful pace of someone balancing grief and duty. When she reached the circle she laid the bundle down near the embers and unwrapped it.

A belt.

Not leather. Braid.

Human hair braided tight, bound with sinew.

The kind of thing Free Folk kept when they did not want to remember a name but did not want to forget a person either.

Korr's mouth tightened. "Rell's braid," he said.

The young man flinched.

Eirik looked at the braid and felt the urge to say something that would make the others breathe easier. Leaders were supposed to do that. Leaders were supposed to turn death into a shape you could carry.

But he had no words that were not lies.

So he did not spend words.

He crouched, lifted the braid, and held it for a moment in his palm as if weighing it.

"One," he said softly.

It was not a prayer. It was an accounting.

He placed the braid back down and stood.

A few men watched his hands like they expected them to shake. His hands did not shake. He had trained himself out of shaking years ago, because shaking made you look like prey and prey got eaten by men as easily as wolves.

"Eirik," the young one said, voice sharper now, trying to turn fear into anger because anger felt strong. "We have to move. We don't have enough to feed the little ones. We don't have enough to carry the wounded. If we sit here, we die."

Eirik studied him. The boy was not wrong. The boy was also not thinking far enough.

"We moved," Eirik said. "We moved from the north because a larger tribe pushed us off our ground. We moved because they took our hunting rights and our women and our pride and told us we could kneel or starve. We chose to walk."

The circle listened. Even the ones who hated speeches listened, because it was the truth and truth was rare.

"We came south because the Wall is stone and ice and crows with bows," Eirik went on. "We cannot climb it with children on our backs. We cannot break it with axes. We cannot ask it for mercy. So we came into the Gift like rats into a granary."

A few men grimaced at the word rats. Eirik did not care. Rats survived.

"And we chose Hollow because it was meant to be easy," he finished. "And it wasn't."

The young man's eyes flashed. "So what now? We keep raiding? Another village? Another 'easy' place?"

Eirik looked at him and saw what was beneath the question.

Not hunger.

Fear.

Fear that this was not a bad night but a bad world, and that the world had finally noticed them.

Eirik shifted his gaze to the darkness beyond the firelight, where the pines stood still as if listening. "Now," he said, "we stop pretending this is only hunger." 

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