After the trip with Yuno a few days ago, Deya felt even more strongly that she wanted to apologize. She was even ready to do it over the phone, but Yuno had asked her not to tell her brother about the video, so Deya suppressed the impulse.
She started thinking about not going anywhere at all. Now she understood the meaning behind her brother's overprotectiveness, which sometimes annoyed her. She saw herself as a foolish child, and the strange dreams that continued to torment her mind didn't make life any easier.
She spent several days in this turmoil. Now she sat in her room while Kira brushed her hair.
"You love him, don't you?" came a question that shocked the girl and made her flinch.
Noticing this, Kira said:
"Don't be afraid, I'm not going to judge you. Actually, it's not surprising."
Listening to Kira's voice, Deya truly heard no judgment. So she asked:
"And what do I do about it?"
"That's for you to decide. But I can tell you that if you decide to take your relationship to the next level, I won't mind. Neither will Sam. As for Miku and Yuno, I think they'd even like it. But you must understand that choosing this path means you'll never be able to become a mother, so you should think carefully."
"Even if you don't mind and I decide to open up, I don't think my brother would go for it," Deya said thoughtfully, overcoming her embarrassment.
"Yes, storming that fortress will be very difficult. But let's do this: you'll go to study, and if during your studies your feelings for your brother don't fade and you don't meet anyone, I'll help you get into his bed. Your brother has one trait: if he sees a girl sincerely loves him and is persistent, it's very hard for him to refuse her. If I had been a little more determined years ago, I would have ended up in his bed back then. All you need to do is show the seriousness of your intentions. I even think he might know about your feelings, but your situation is very unusual, and this is one of those rare cases where he doesn't know how to act."
"Even if you're ready to go through with it, one day you might want to become a mother. I know there are those who say they don't want children, but sooner or later most of them have children, and those who don't regret it for life."
The conversation with Kira made Deya think deeply. Her brother, who was supposed to be gone for a couple of days, stayed away for a couple of months, and because of that, they never had a proper talk. Honestly, part of her was even glad about that.
The girl was seen off at the airport.